Last Friday, we wanted to leave this troublesome place of work early as usual, but today is different, two of my three dinner partners will probably never see each other again from this week, in fact, for layoffs, all we can do is to prepare for the worst, and as a survivor, I am neither happy nor happy.
After work, the four of us walked on the road, and that night we had an appointment for a meal, and we walked over to the nearby Wanda**, and a colleague who was going to leave said, "The four of us... Yes, the four of us are the same age, and the difference between us is a year old, which may be the reason why we have a common language. In the nearby Wanda ** went around for a while, and finally insisted on going back to eat the Shunde dishes that had been taken, when eating, we didn't talk much about work, and they didn't show the mood of being laid off, and the Chinese New Year is approaching, and everyone seems to want to go back early. We made a lot of jokes while eating, and this kind of joke was only something I had with my old classmates, and I have always believed that a group has a joke that belongs to a collective, and after many years, it will be the kind that will smile when it comes to it.
A few months ago, I just changed my new job, came to this new company, and met the three of them, and they were also new colleagues, and even I was the first one among them, and then the four of us went on a business trip to Sichuan together, and some of them became redundant after they came back, not only the colleagues who had dinner together that night. I've never seen this kind of unloading and killing donkeys before, but in the wave of layoffs, some companies are really disgusting. While lamenting my personal fate, I am also thinking about how I should deal with it if it were me, maybe I was too anxious.
One of them is more compatible with me, one day, when he asked me what I wanted to eat after work at noon, at that moment I seemed to go back to a few months ago, because before I changed jobs, there was also a meal partner who asked me all day long, "I'm so hungry, what do you want to eat at noon", this sentence is very common, but it grabbed my heart fiercely, no one knows what I would think when I was asked what to eat at noon, at least, I would slowly get used to living with this person, but this habit was broken again and again. Last time it was active, and this time it was passive. In the future, I don't know if I'm going to become a person who is used to eating by myself, although I have started to enjoy the process of being alone.
In the past year, in fact, it has been a lost year, losing some of my better colleagues at work, and forever losing a piece of sustenance in my heart.
In less than three months with me, it brought a lot of happiness to my new job transition period in the past few months, and then we took a few group photos, and I remembered many old classmates and old friends from the past lying in my phone, some of whom I haven't seen for years, in fact, for parting, it is we who are leaving.