My name is Lin Wan'er, I am 32 years old, and I have two sons, one is 14 years old and the other is 2 years old. I don't like to read, so I dropped out of junior high school. When I was 17 years old, I worked as a waiter in a restaurant and met my ex-husband Li Hao.
Li Hao is the chef of the restaurant, tall and handsome, with two dimples when he laughs. He fell in love with me at first sight, sent me flowers, accompanied me shopping, and made me feel love. I was pregnant with his child, we got married, and my parents didn't approve of it, but later accepted it.
After getting married, Li Hao treated me very well and took care of me like a big brother. When I gave birth, he stayed by my side, cooked me confinement meals, and bought me gifts. Our life is simple, but happy. We foster our eldest son with his parents, and we work in other places to save money to buy a house.
A few years later, I was pregnant with my second child, and we decided to buy a house and go back to our hometown. However, there was a problem with the house in my hometown and it had to be renovated. Li Hao took out our savings to help his parents repair the house. Our plans to buy a house fell through and I was disappointed.
After I became pregnant, I was not in good health, so I stayed in my hometown. Seeing that everyone else is living in a new house, I feel unbalanced and feel that Li Hao is incompetent. I often quarreled with him, saying that he was unproductive and asked me to marry him for nothing.
Li Hao worked hard to make me happy and wanted to make more money. He only comes home a few times a year and I feel like he doesn't care about me and is lonely. After I gave birth to my second child, my mother-in-law helped me take care of the child and let me play cards for recreation.
I met Zhang Qiang at the poker table, and he was a rich man who owned two houses, a good job, and a famous watch. He was very nice to me, often invited me to dinner, gave me jewelry, and made me happy. I was attracted to his life and felt that he was the one I should marry.
Zhang Qiang and I gradually got closer from chatting to dating. We were swinging on the edge of morality, and I forgot that I still had a husband and children. Li Hao found out about us, and he was very sad and asked me why I did this.
I said to Li Hao, let's get a divorce, I don't love you anymore, I love Zhang Qiang. Li Hao begged me to think again, for the sake of the child, don't leave him. I didn't listen, I got a divorce certificate, I thought I could be with Zhang Qiang.
However, Zhang Qiang told me that he had a wife, and he just treated me as a playmate, and he would not be with me. I was stupid, and I found out that he had been lying to me. I tried to ask him about it, but he blocked me. I didn't get anything, and I lost my old happiness.
When I went back to my parents' house, my mother said that I had done such a shameful thing that she couldn't hold her head up outside. My brother-in-law also didn't let me live at home, saying that I would affect their lives. I had to rent a small house and find a low-paying job to make ends meet.
I heard that Li Hao bought a house in the city and a luxury car. There was a breakthrough in his career and his life improved. I regretted it, I tried to get back together with him, but he rejected me. He said that he doesn't love me anymore and he just wants to take good care of the children.
I know, I missed a good man, I lost a good family. I paid for my greed and betrayal. I cried for a long time, but no one sympathized with me. I can only bear the consequences myself, and there is no way to undo it.
After a year of divorce, my ex-husband not only bought a luxury car, but also a new house, and I regretted it a little