February** Dynamic Incentive Program
One day in 1994, 16-year-old Yang Lijuan had a bizarre dream. In the dream, a portrait of a handsome man and bizarre words surround her: "You are very close to me, you meet me with true love". In her sleep, Yang Lijuan woke up and was excited. She told her father Yang Qinji the truth about this dream. 
Unexpectedly, the honest Yang Qinji also claimed that he had the same dream. At first, Yang Lijuan did not know the identity of the man in her dream. Yang Lijuan, who was originally an ordinary family, was retired by her father Yang Qinji and lived a comfortable life. At this moment, she firmly believed that it was God's providence, and the dream was guiding her to pursue Andy Lau. From her daughter's expression, Yang Qinji also understood her thoughts. He did not dissuade him, but encouraged Yang Lijuan to meet Andy Lau. 
In this way, 16-year-old Yang Lijuan started her 13-year absurd and difficult star-chasing journey. She caused her father to sell his family property and incur huge debts; caused the family to suffer hardships, and even killed his father. The ordinary life of the year is no longer returned, and the Yang family also stepped into the abyss because of this lightning-like dream. In order to fulfill his daughter's wishful thinking, Yang Qinji sold his old mansion, owed usury, and took Yang Lijuan to travel around the world to find Andy Lau. At first, they ran to Beijing and Hong Kong to try their luck, but they didn't even see Andy Lau's shadow. Seeing that his savings were about to be exhausted, Yang Qinji was even ready to sell his kidney in order to raise funds again. 
This grotesque and absurd move made headlines. **In an uproar, the star-chasing journey of the Yang family's father and daughter has also become the focus of public attention. More people are looking forward to it - will this crazy father and daughter get their wish? Doomed to disappointment, the tragedy of this farce is yet to come. In 2007, under the attention of ** and the public, Yang Lijuan finally got her wish and took a photo with Andy Lau at a singing party. However, just a quick glance, Yang Qinji was still not satisfied. He begged Andy Lau in front of the camera to give his daughter another chance to meet alone. The next day, the old father committed suicide by throwing himself into the sea at Tianxing Wharf, leaving a suicide note to force Andy Lau to see his daughter again, otherwise he would not be able to see him. This sudden tragedy shocked the society. The star-chasing behavior of the Yang family's father and daughter is nothing less than a joke, but they sacrificed their lives for it. 
The public can't help but question their madness and ignorance. Even Andy Lau was deeply disturbed and had to suspend work for medical treatment. At this moment, Yang Lijuan's dream bubble was finally shattered. She later realized that her actions had caused an irreparable tragedy. Yang Qinji's suicide was a turning point in this farce. Andy Lau was physically and mentally damaged, and his work had to be suspended, so he could only see a psychiatrist to relieve the pressure. Yang Lijuan finally sobered up, and she realized that her star-chasing behavior was no longer over. Andy Lau refused to see Yang Lijuan many times, and she hated her from love to hate, and sued her in court, demanding huge compensation. But this did not make her wish, Andy Lau and her dream completely drew a line. 
Yang Lijuan returned to her hometown and was devastated for a while, she clearly remembered her father's entrustment, and guilt and self-blame welled up in her heart. After years of chasing stars without results, Yang Lijuan finally recognized the reality, she knew that this was an opportunity for God to give her a new look at herself. So, she resolutely destroyed Andy Lau's surroundings and no longer wishful thinking. Her father's death was a wake-up call for her not to repeat the same mistakes. Yang Lijuan is so lucky that she still has the opportunity to change herself after making a big mistake. This time, she will never let her family pay for her mistakes again. After the father committed suicide, the mother and daughter returned to their hometown in Lanzhou alone, helpless. At first, Yang Lijuan was afraid of being recognized, so she didn't dare to go out or interact with people. 
The townspeople talk about her, looking at her with strange eyes. Yang Lijuan became more and more inferior, and just wanted to find a crack to hide. Day after day, mother and daughter live in isolation. Yang Qinji did not have much savings, and the subsistence allowance was their only income**. Yang Lijuan felt guilty, and she realized that she had to pay for her actions. She is no longer the old girl, she has to learn to support herself and her mother. Yang Lijuan worked several odd jobs and finally got a job in a supermarket. Although her income is meager, she sees a glimmer of hope. Yang Lijuan endured the strange eyes of her colleagues, while bowing to self-improvement and working actively. Gradually, she adapted to life here and was no longer wary of what she used to be. Colleagues also found her diligent and capable, without imagining difficulties. 
Letting go of the regret of the past and learning to live in the present is Yang Lijuan's most valuable harvest. She no longer contacts her former friends, preferring to live alone rather than ignore the criticism of others. In order to fill the pain in her heart, Yang Lijuan devoted herself to work and life. Day after day, year after year, she learned to forgive and accept herself. Maybe the days of being lighter and happier than before are gone, but Yang Lijuan is grateful to God for giving her the opportunity to re-examine. After going through hardships, Yang Lijuan still chose to be positive and tolerant. She no longer runs away from her mistakes and the criticism of the world, but bravely faces and accepts all this. Yang Lijuan works hard, is cautious, and is grateful for everything she has now. The optimism, tolerance and gratitude she displayed in her are admirable. Yang Lijuan did not work the spot, but was sublimated in the face of adversity. 
On the road of life, no one will inevitably fall. The key is whether you can get up after a fall. Yang Lijuan uses her own attitude and actions to interpret what is called true inner strength. In the eyes of countless people, Yang Lijuan's experience is very sad. But in my opinion, it was this series of encounters that made her wiser and more transparent. I sincerely feel relieved and looking forward to Yang Lijuan's future life. May she be well for the rest of her life and be able to enjoy her hard-won peaceful time. This is the most desirable treasure in her life.