After graduating from technical school and joining that company three years ago, I felt that I was completely different from the past, and in short, I was no longer the same black girl I used to be! Hearing me sigh so magnificently, Liu Li laughed and said that even if it was dark, it was also very **. After speaking, I didn't forget to ask the handsome guy Shi Gang, Hei Ni is very **, right?
Liu Li and Shi Gang are two good friends I made after I went in. The days with them are really colorful, and after the monthly salary is paid, I concentrate on drinking, playing cards and singing, and playing until I am happy, and I finally get rid of the self that I have suppressed for many years in the past. At the New Year's Day party, we played skateboarding and sang rock 'n' roll, and the scene where we were finally picked up by them made many young colleagues jealous, haha.
After a year of this unrestrained life, my life changed again because of a man, none other than Shi Gang. Shi Gang, a handsome guy who is white and pure, is called the second generation of officials by Liu Li, his father is a leader, but he just likes to mess with us.
We've always been like buddies. But that day on the night shift, I took a nap while no one was there, and when I opened my eyes, I was startled to find Shi Gang looking at me, because he was so close to me that I could almost feel his breathing. I quickly sat up straight and said, "What do you mean?" He said, "Do I want to chase you?" "My eyes widened, thinking I had misheard.
He didn't allow me to think about it, so he took action and sent me flowers the next day. Liu Li shouted for us to be honest, and colleagues continued to coax.
I can't deny that I like everything in front of me, and it's fun to have someone chasing me, isn't it?
Maybe I was desperate to be loved too much, and I quickly got into the groove. Oddly enough, he only asked me out twice over the course of the next month. I feel wrong, it's not what it's like to be in love, he didn't even pull my hand.
Later, such a paragraph appeared on his Weibo: I finally slowly understood that the so-called unswerving is to pull each other when both of them are hesitating, and the road will go on. We can't promise a positive and bright future, but I can at least promise to give you my heart.
After much deliberation, I came to the conclusion that I was not on the "steadfast" end. He has someone he likes, and I never know. I showed up when he hesitated, he took advantage of me, this second generation of officials is selfish after all!
I told Liu Li that I had to take revenge. Liu Li was also angry and decided to help me teach him a lesson. He found a few people, and we tricked Shi Gang out and beat him. In fact, their hands were not heavy, but Shi Gang was so scared that he fell on his leg when he ran away, leaving him with a slight disability.
Liu Li and I were fired.
This is God's first warning to me. I let my life fall back into darkness because of a thought.
I went to visit Shi Gang in the hospital and told him that my father had resigned to go to the sea to do business, and that my family was the richest in the building. I hate my dad and my mom, and I can't even look down on my own men. That's why I didn't get into college. His confession seemed to me like a bright flower, but because he deceived me, he beat me back to my original form!
The more I talked, the more excited I became, and Shi Gang looked at me in a daze, saying that I didn't know that my past was like this, and that we could start from scratch if we wanted.
I sneered, suddenly realizing that I shouldn't have come to see him at all. My mother went to intercede, and even knelt down for the gang of leaders, and I hated Shi Gang's teeth itching.
After leaving, I wandered around for almost a year before finding a stable job. I didn't have any news of Liu Li until I passed by the night market that night and saw him shouting hard in the smoke, and it turned out that he was selling roasted gluten. With a big gold chain around his neck and a cigarette in his mouth, he looks like a gangster. I looked at him from afar, and for a moment there was a trance, as if we had never been separated.
When Liu Li came to the company to look for me, I invited him to dinner, and we had sex after the meal. I don't know who took the initiative first, but we're not in a good mood anyway. Afterwards, he was surprised and asked me, why was it the first time? I said I wouldn't hold him accountable.
Yes, Liu Li and I are just two parallel lines, he doesn't love me, and I don't love him. Liu Li is essentially an upright person, sticking a knife in both sides for his friends, such as for my friend, but I hurt him.
He told me about Shi Gang, a man who could never be erased by us anyway. He had already quit his job and started a company, and he secretly went to see him and saw him walking with a limp. Liu Li said this, looked at me, and said how nice it would be if we could go back to the past. He also said, in fact, I don't love Shi Gang, but Shi Gang did like me, but as soon as he really got along, he knew that his ex-girlfriend was more suitable for him, and he was at fault and not to the point of being disabled, it was really us who were wrong.
I was speechless. Liu Li came to me again, and in addition to eating, we exchanged each other's bodies. I can't tell why we are so laissez-faire, maybe we are all too helpless and we have lost our direction.
That day, Liu Li came to the company to look for me again when he was drunk, and I suddenly got angry, "Look at what we have become now, don't you feel dirty?" Are you fired because I was fired, but I have to pay you back with my body? Shall I give you the money? You say it, you say it! ”
I hit him as I spoke, and he grabbed my clothes. Just when we were at a stalemate, Dawn happened to pass by, thinking that Liu Li was a drunk, saying that he was drunk like this, and he actually bullied women. Before Liming could do anything, he was punched in the face by Liu Li, and the two fought inexplicably.
Liming is my work partner, I opened a company and made money, but later because of economic disputes, the company is gone, and my girlfriend is gone. Maybe because he has too much experience, he is usually taciturn, but he is not dull, I have seen him flirting with the front desk lady.
He once said that we are the kind of people, the kind that we do our own thing, so we smell the same. "You're not the bad girl that others think you are, but you just don't know how to express yourself yet. That's how he described me. I knew he liked me, but I wasn't in the mood. However, he was beaten by Liu Li, and I was very upset.
Interestingly, Liu Li never came to me again after that fight, and he texted me and said, I'm sorry, take care. Looking at those words, I was stunned, and we were the only ones left.
In the summer, I went on a business trip, and after eating with my partner there, I went back to the hotel, I don't know if it was an iced drink or some other reason, and when I was rescued, I realized that I had been in a coma for more than ten hours.
I wasn't awake when dawn came and said, "Who are you?" He said, "Do you really not know me?" As he spoke, he sweated and came down. Later, he told me that he was in a hurry and thought I was stupid. After getting the news from the company, he drove overnight, and he was really afraid that he would be late.
As he spoke, the big man's eyes turned red.
He said: "I know you have a lot of things on your mind, your heart is very discouraged, you hate fate, hate your dad and hate unfair encounters, but have you ever thought about it, harm is always inevitable, but you have to be responsible for your own life." Fate can't be rehearsed, and there are times when the performance fails for various reasons, but you have to believe that we must still have a chance. Take off the cloak of indifference, and you will feel warm. ”
I listened honestly to his teachings, and knew that this trip to the Ghost Gate was not only a warning from God, but also an opportunity, an opportunity to be born again. When Dawn confessed to me, I didn't agree or refuse, but just told him not to flirt with the front desk lady in the future. He laughed and said yes.
Yes, because we are too vulnerable, we are easily hurt; Because we are too young, we are prone to hurt others. But those who hurt and those who are wrong should not follow us all our lives, only by forgiving others and taking off the cloak of indifference, everything is possible.