year, in the world, is the day of family reunion. It is a poetic proverb of "if you have money or not, go home for the New Year".
Young people are reunited for nostalgia, and older people are reunited for nostalgia, in order to accompany their elderly relatives. You think, my ninety-year-old mother is thousands of miles away, and this year is the first year without a father, the deep taste in my heart is indescribable, thoughts and worries are intertwined, sorrow and expectation are together, this is the year when I entered the ancient rarity.
On the third day of the Lunar New Year, three of our brothers from the two places gathered in the depths of a mountain called "poplar forest" in Jixi from Daqing and Harbin to visit the 91-year-old Gaotang mother. My mother is at my sister's house, my father died on April 15 last year, leaving my lonely, Alzheimer's mother, all my relatives no longer know, just shouting "What did the old man do" all day long......We all know the truth of looking at one less glance, and the melancholy in our hearts is so difficult to resonate with the flavor of the New Year...... at the same frequency
Three years ago, for the first time in his life, my father made a shocking decision to leave his hometown, where he had lived for more than 90 years, to live in his sister's house deep in the mountains, thousands of miles away. I understand my father's thoughts, and people who are old will inevitably take advantage of the understanding to arrange the future. Compulsory cremation was practiced in his hometown, and my father left his hometown in order to avoid the fire a hundred years later. Last year, I finally tasted my great wish and settled in peace. There is a father buried in the mountain, and a mother who has been demented for many years is lying on the bed, especially during the New Year, and the inner blocks are difficult to dissolve, this is the fireworks in the world.
Take the high-speed train from Harbin, more than two hours, arrive at Jixixi, and then transfer to a taxi for more than two hours, and then arrive at the sister's house at the 8510 farm thousands of miles away, and meet the 91-year-old lady who no one knows except the old man. On the night of the fourth day of the new year, my mother, who had been eating some liquid food alone for a long time, sat at the dinner table for the first time and ate two dumplings with our brothers and sisters, which surprised and satisfied us, as if returning to the time when my mother was mentally normal, and we couldn't help but have ......mixed feelingsIn the past, my mother nagged us endlessly when she saw us, and the content was basically the same, which made people feel bored; Now, no matter how we shout our mother, she will not answer, the changes in it are embarrassing, how much warmth and happiness has been taken away by time, and how much normal response can be given to the mother, has become the most extravagant recourse in the world, perhaps, never get ......
On the morning of the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, when we were about to leave, we shouted "Mom" a few times, and Mom stretched out her hands for the first time and shook us goodbye. Holding my mother's dry hands, it is these hands that raised ten of our brothers and sisters, and now, but struggling on the sickbed, even so, I send out the most sincere blessings from the bottom of my heart, looking forward to the day when my mother can call out the name of each of our children, and be able to answer each of our mother's calls!