When I checked the mailbox, I suddenly remembered one of my QQ accounts, so I went in to read and found a few articles and a few limerick poems with Lao Shu's paintings.
Time flies, and many words come from nowhere.
A short article from July 2016 caught my eye.
It turns out that I have come so far, and the motivation to set off is here.
Normal classmate Xin, after graduation, we had a commitment to communicate for ten years, and we persisted for a few years, and then we got married and had children, and we had less contact, only to have occasional contact.
I know that she has always taught with feelings, has a plan for doing things, and has a strategy for management, not only has a successful career, her job title is as she wishes, but her children are also well educated, and her attitude of biting to the goal, not being hurried, and not being impatient has always been very admirable to me.
Maybe this was a certain period of time, because she gave me a few words of text messages or WeChat, which woke me up, and gradually ended my state of confusion and began to move forward in the direction she inspired me.
Xin has had her own *** for a long time, it should be 2014 or 15, it seems to be "Xiaolu Language", she is one of the earliest writers among our classmates.
Her daughter's writing is also very beautiful, and she once wrote a "story of a drifting bottle", which I was very impressed. At that time, my daughter was still in secondary school.
Later, the child went to university, went to college, and went to graduate school, and continued to work hard and continue to pay ...... along the wayI think it's long overdue to have a wishful job.
Xin, lecturing, writing topics, and publishing articles, not only leads teachers in teaching and research, but also prepares materials for senior titles.
If you don't forget, there will be an echo", for a while Xin's signature was this sentence, and as she thought, the senior finally judged.
Leading a school and achieving the near top of the title, Xin's work is perfect in my eyes.
Of course, there is still a high level in the title, and I don't know if Xin is silently preparing.
When such a planned classmate said, I don't want you to grow old like this, you are so inspired at the age of seventeen ......
I suddenly burst into tears, even though I was not "so inspired" as she said, after all, there was still the joy and joy of being recognized, should I live up to the expectations of my best friends?
I don't want you to grow old like this", in those years, my words could not hide the decadence and aging, the lack of hope and new goals in life, once old-fashioned, open and closed the mouth of the negative ...... the world
It was July, and on January 1, 2017, I started the action of updating the QQ log daily, and then applied for *** on March 30, 2018, which continues to this day.
I've come so far that I forgot why I set out.
The original intention of the article is to record the bits and pieces of life, and there is also something to do, not to be the walking dead, and to leave a medium for the future to recall the past.
For example, one afternoon, under the warm sunshine, listening to the articles I wrote back then, recalling the things of the past, my heart must be full of youth.
Rode with Xin to Jingyanggang and climbed Mount Tai together.
I don't know if the photographer didn't put the film, or the teacher who mailed it to her classmate's school didn't give it to her classmates, in short, we didn't have the "travel evidence" that we can get our hands on, only the invisible memories in our minds.
She once made a silhouette halfway up the mountain, I didn't pay to do it, I feel, the silhouette seems to be the same as everyone else, of course, it may also be thrifty.
When I went to Mount Tai, she carried a very heavy bag, and in the bag was the test questions she helped me sell, which was very heavy, very heavy.
I seem to have been to her house more than once, the yard is full of vegetables, and the back window is large enough to hand over children, which is different from ours.
I watched a movie in her hometown, and unlike our village, where you have to carry a big bench and chair and go early to occupy a place, there may be few people in their village, with a small bench or Maza, after eating, unhurried, there are few people, ** can be seen.
It was a township with a beautiful name, called Qingping Town.
I've seen Shi Tiesheng's "My Distant Qingping Bay", so I love this fresh name.
I remember in a trance that I got off the bus at Zhao Zhaizi, and I didn't know how far I went, and I arrived at her house.
Many of the letters were lost, and I remember the mulberries her students gave her, and I felt that she had such a good relationship with her students.
The ** we send each other is very interesting, she has a New Year's picture or hanging**frame**, there is no very regular, silhouette, back, all want to tell each other their own situation in the dynamic, rarely pose.
When I was 17 years old, we were both poetry lovers, and the poems she wrote to me should still be in my notebook.
We're the same age, and it seems like it's May.
Melancholy 17-year-old, I heard that it was the temperament of a poet.
Recently, I haven't seen each other for more than ten years, and there is very little written contact, but when I think about it, it is warm and grateful.
Seeing and not seeing, the feelings are there.
Regardless of whether I can go ashore or not, I still thank you for reaching out to me. ”
I was left behind many years ago, and now, continuous learning is the secret of my youthfulness.
It was Xin who reminded me and encouraged me, and no matter what I could write or not, I was still grateful to you for reaching out to me!
Xin, early spring!