Su Xiaoling swayed her horse in the Liang family's compound, with a happy smile on her face. His father's patrol car was speeding and sirens echoed through the streets of Beijing. The mother was silently reading a script, and the affection at her fingertips showed her love for acting.
The color of the grilled chicken cake on the 3rd birthday is like a sweet caramel color, and it is filled with the smell of sunshine and instantly fills the whole room. On the eve of his 3rd birthday, his mother gently stroked Su Xiaoling's palm, and he inherited this preference called acting.
The god of art"The music in the room is flowing like water, and a young prince is tirelessly pursuing the unknown path of performance.
Zhang Guoli responded well behind the camera while recording the handsome boy in front of him. The efforts of the actors and the careful planning of the director have jointly built the tower of this little prince's performance.
His mother's embrace was his farewell harbor and the beginning of his dream of acting. In the reflection of the light of the piano sound and performance, 7-year-old Su Xiaoling starred in the drama "Through the Wall of Death", at that time he was trying to yearn for and imagine the future performance blockbuster.
In the early morning of that year, the rain soaked the window lattice, and Su Xiaoling stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with the script in her hand, staring at Beijing in front of her. A city full of dreams. Su Xiaoling's eyes showed a determined light, and her dream of performing illuminated the way forward like a galaxy of fire trees.
In the spring and autumn of the 15-year-old, Su Xiaoling began to think about her future direction. After the college entrance examination, he firmly chose the path of acting. In order to pursue his dreams, he often wandered in the library late at night, reading "Hamlet" and "Gorky's Autobiography" under the light, and pondering the mysteries of drama.
After many rehearsals of the play "Aesop and Aesop", he gradually realized the beauty of performance, and the thoughts of theater masters and great writers made him deeply aware of the connotation of Eastern and Western art.
You can't even tell things, how can I give you a generator" This sentence, every sentence in the play made him show his love for acting and dedication without scruples.
In the four years of college, Su Xiaoling has always been eager to be inspired by acting, hoping to become a drama actor in the future and stand on a bigger stage.
The four years of college made Su Xiaoling deeply realize that acting is not only his dream, but also an indispensable part of his life. So, he joined the Coal Mine Art Troupe and acted in the famous drama "Death of a Salesman".
On the drama stage, he takes on the role of Willy, a salesman, who toils to realize the American dream, but suffers repeated setbacks in reality. Su Xiaoling tasted this character carefully, poured all her emotions into it, and resonated with the audience.
However, the moment the stage lights go out, he finds that his income is pitiful. In order to maintain his life, he could only temporarily put aside his love for drama and devote himself to the new battlefield of the film and television industry.
In the film and television industry, Su Xiaoling and director Xu Jizhou have collaborated on many works, and the two hit it off. Director Xu often said that Su Xiaoling's eyes have a ruthlessness, which is very suitable for playing a villain.
As a result, he successfully portrayed two sinister and cunning villains in "Rouge" and "The Charmer Without Borders". Every time he plays the role of a villain, he immerses himself in it, digging deep into the darkest side of the character's heart.
In 2022, the olive branch is swaying in front of her eyes, and 37-year-old Su Xiaoling accepted Xu Jizhou's invitation to take over the protagonist of the new drama "Hurricane". "Su Xiaoling, don't play the villain this time, how about playing a positive role? Director Xu said with a smile.
Su Xiaoling happily agreed. The positive role of Gao Qisheng brought his acting career to a peak. While the ratings are soaring and the popularity is rising rapidly, this is the first time in 16 years that Su Xiaoling really feels that the city and the circle recognize and accept him.
High-rise buildings are towering, and traffic is busy. The night in Beijing is so dark that the 420 signboards are lit up brilliantly. Su Xiaoling looked up at the advertisement in front of him, and the familiar back was none other than Gao Qisheng played by himself.
Against the backdrop of the rapid change of fluorescent rays, he recalls the image of his first appearance in a TV series 16 years ago. Now, he's finally a shining star in the city.
However, the good times did not last long, and this month there was a series of incidents of his gaffes, which made his popularity plummet. For example, a joke made during the live broadcast made fellow actress Lonnie look ugly on the spot, and was called "knowledge responsibility, or posture responsibility?" ”。
He was also aware of his excesses. In front of the camera, he began to get nervous and tried to defuse the atmosphere with jokes, but instead caused more controversy. Afterwards, he took the initiative to apologize to the public, but ** had already arrived.
Subsequently, he appeared in the live broadcast room of Internet celebrity Brother Xiaoyang. He twisted his hips in front of the camera and flaunted like a clown. Gao Qisheng, who has an outstanding temperament in "Hurricane", is in stark contrast to him jumping like a youth league in front of him.
What followed was accusations of "self-depreciation" and "vulgarity", and his fans also expressed their difficulty in accepting it.
In a series of endorsements, the picture of Gao Qisheng holding a nose hair trimmer reappeared, further destroying the audience's aesthetic feelings. It turns out that the image of the smart, capable, elegant and elegant business elite is gone.
He realizes that he has been defeated by fame and fortune and has lost his bearings. The evaluations of "lack of stamina" and "popularity" are pouring in like a tide. From becoming popular overnight to becoming a street rat overnight, Gao Qisheng's situation is embarrassing.
Sister, let's go to the midnight movie! Girlfriend Lin Sihan's voice flowed in Su Xiaoling's ears like sweet honey, making his expression soften. Although Lin Sihan is 11 years younger than him, this has not hindered the happiness between the two.
They used to be a couple of lovers who had been in love for 2 years, and they often walked hand in hand on the street, and they were very affectionate. However, Lin Sihan had more dreams to pursue, so they reached a decision to break up peacefully last year.
Su Xiaoling was alone in the cinema in Wangfujing, watching the screen complaining: "Why am I so stupid every time I fall in love." ”
He laughed, remembering the sweet and crazy images of his youth. The news of the new relationship spread quickly, and his girlfriend Zhang Chenchen outside the circle was quickly noticed by the public.
Zhang Chenchen specially came to the crew in order to visit his boyfriend, and every time they met, the two looked at each other, and their relationship was very sweet, and this new relationship brought a lot of fun to his life.
He is going through a career low, which contrasts with the comedic love affair. He knows that if the timing is not right, it will be difficult for Vanity Fair to gain a foothold. Fortunately, he realized the changing wind direction in time and took the initiative to cut his hair.
This may be a new beginning, or another crossroads, and he is ready for a new journey.
On Wangfujing Street, people came and went, and Su Xiaoling sat alone on the bench on the side of the road, full of contradictions and confusion. He understands that he is at a critical stage in his life and is facing difficult choices.
Popularity has plummeted, word of mouth has plummeted, and status has also declined, and the outlook is worrying.
He realized that acting skills and strength are important, but the most valuable wealth of a star is "personality" and "favorability". However, what has happened in the past two months has undoubtedly dealt a devastating blow to other characters.
The audience has stopped trusting him and has developed a sense of resistance. It takes a lot more effort to re-establish your personality and friendship than before.
He is at the bottom at the moment, there is no appointment, no heat, no direction, feeling lost and dazed.
There are only two paths left in front of you: either start from the beginning and start over; Or choose to leave, no longer bothered by the rolling bills and flowing glory. He pulled a cigarette out of his pocket, lit it tremblingly, and took a deep breath.
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