Once upon a time, we were pure friendship! The woman and her male girlfriend did not return all night for the holiday and were kicked out of the house by her boyfriend
In my life, I have a special friend, his name is Zhang Wei. We were college classmates, admired each other, and became friends.
He is my confidant, and I am also his confidant. We never think about sublimating friendship into love, because we prefer to cherish this pure friendship.
Once, we went out to party with a group of friends, and before we knew it, we talked until late at night, and because of the effect of alcohol, Zhang Wei and I talked more and more.
When I got home, my boyfriend was already angry, and I explained it in the hope that he would understand, but he flatly refused.
When I came to Zhang Wei's house, he didn't hesitate to let me stay and personally made me a hearty breakfast.
I didn't expect that because of my negligence, I not only wronged myself, but also caused trouble for Zhang Wei. But Zhang Wei smiled and said to me: "How can it be said to be annoying? You are my friend, and I should rightfully do my best to help you.
We are pure friendship, but at this time, I felt the true feelings between friends, and my heart was a little moved.
I thought my boyfriend would regret my departure, but I found that he didn't care, which made me feel cold.
I slowly calmed down with Zhang Wei's company and began to re-examine this relationship.
In the days when Zhang Wei and I supported each other, my mood gradually calmed down. He spent a lot of alone time with me, we cooked, watched movies, and chatted together, as if we were back in college.
However, life doesn't seem to be willing to give me peace. One night, I received a ** from home.
When I picked it up, I heard my father's voice a little abnormal, and he told me that my mother had been unwell recently, had some emergencies, and needed immediate surgery.
The surgery was successful, but my mom needed to recuperate in the hospital for a while, and my dad couldn't take care of her because of his work, so he had to turn to me for help.
A few days later, one evening, I was in the kitchen preparing dinner for my mom when my dad came in. When he saw me stir-frying, he couldn't help but show a look of disappointment.
I was a little angry and said, "Didn't you always teach me to be filial? Now that my mother is not in good health, how can I leave with confidence? Dad ignored me, he just sighed and walked away silently.
I started to look at my relationship with my boyfriend again, and his cold attitude towards me has bothered me these days.
I came to realize that maybe the relationship wasn't the right way to continue.
One afternoon, I was preparing dinner with Zhang Wei when I suddenly received a ** from my boyfriend. He said in a hurried tone that he had something to talk to me about.
Zhang Wei and I hurriedly packed our things and saw my boyfriend waiting anxiously at the door of the house.
During the conversation, my boyfriend told me that he had discovered some facts that he couldn't accept, and found out from my mobile phone call records that Zhang Wei and I were talking frequently.
He asked me to explain the relationship. I tried my best to explain to him, telling him that Zhang Wei and I were just ordinary friends, that he was my most sincere confidant, and that he never had superfluous thoughts.
I felt very aggrieved and felt a little powerless in the face of my boyfriend's unreasonable accusations. At this time, Zhang Wei stood up and said to his boyfriend: "She and I are just ordinary friends, you don't need to be angry about such a thing."
Zhang Wei's words touched me very much, but my boyfriend did not let go of his doubts. He thought that such a "friend" was also abnormal, and insisted on asking me to keep my distance from Zhang Wei.
Back home, I was irritated by it all. Zhang Wei's attitude made me feel warm, and my boyfriend's suspicion embarrassed me.
This entanglement makes me feel heavy all the time.
I stayed at Zhang Wei's house for a few days, and I was deeply touched by his meticulous care for me. We chatted and joked as usual, and my mood gradually calmed down.
* On the other end was my mother's anxious voice, she said that my grandmother suddenly fell ill and was hospitalized and told me to hurry home.
In the hospital, I saw my pale grandmother lying on the hospital bed, and I was overwhelmed with grief and a tingling pain in my heart.
At the same time, the pressure at home is increasing, and family disputes are ensuing. My parents and aunts had a disagreement about how my grandmother's condition was handled, and they were arguing with doctors and ** everywhere.
I felt my inner struggle and pain, and this feeling of helplessness tormented me deeply. I realized that family conflicts were so intractable, that they both entangled me and tugged at my heart.
But I know that I can no longer be spoiled and dependent on him, because we are just pure friendship.
I was busy taking care of my grandmother while trying to find a balance in the midst of family disputes. I don't want to see the conflict between family members intensify, but the reality is full of complexity and helplessness.
However, just when I was distressed, I received a ** from my mother. She told me that she and her father had recently had irreconcilable friction over business conflicts and were on the verge of divorce.
I am deeply heartbroken because I have always relied on them for their meticulous care.
I hurriedly asked for leave and rushed home, only to find that the atmosphere at home was unusually heavy. The parents quarreled at the dinner table, and the younger brother cried next to him.
I tried to persuade them, but they turned away. I felt helpless and lost.
While thinking about how to help my parents, I found that I still couldn't let go of my feelings for Zhang Wei.
It was a pain I had never experienced before, and it left me feeling physically and mentally exhausted.