Tao Shuna and the "male god" Zhang Xiaoyan began to live together, it turned out that they were too busy with work and lived together to see each other often. Zhang Xiaoyan finally got his senses, Tao Shuna was extremely surprised by this, and lived a cohabitation life with great expectations.
However, the reality is always unsatisfactory, and after only two months of living together, all kinds of contrasts, disagreements, and contradictions followed. The image of "role model", "idol" and "male god" that was once in Tao Shuna's heart has also completely collapsed!
Tao Shuna and Zhang Xiaoyan, the top students among the top students, are the only female doctors in mechanical engineering. Both of them have outstanding academic achievements and can be said to be evenly matched.
However, there is an unspeakable emotional story hidden in their hearts. Tao Shuna has always had a deep crush on Zhang Xiaoyan, but she has never been able to muster up the courage to confess to him.
And Zhang Xiaoyan has always loved Tao Shuna deeply, but his introversion and shyness have never made him unable to express his feelings. Although the people around them think that they are a match made in heaven, they themselves clearly know that each other's"Unbearable"side.
Their hearts are full of contradictions and struggles, but they still choose to persevere, because they believe that true love can overcome all difficulties.
Although Zhang Xiaoyan and Tao Shuna fell in love during their busy work, they saw each other's true side in their cohabitation life. Tao Shuna will always be an elegant lady in the eyes of outsiders, but in Zhang Xiaoyan's eyes, she is just a woman who is covered in stinky sweat but does not want to take a bath after hitting a sandbag.
Zhang Xiaoyan is rigorous and serious in the eyes of outsiders, and even the schedule can be accurate to the minute, but in Tao Shuna's eyes, he always works all night in procrastination. They talk about fulfilling the duties of boyfriend and girlfriend, but they often ignore each other in their busyness, and even lose their passion before they get married.
As time passed, Tao Shuna's admiration for Zhang Xiaoyan gradually disappeared, and Zhang Xiaoyan's tone towards Tao Shuna was no longer so cordial.
Tao Shuna was worried that her internship had not been turned into a regular job, and Zhang Xiaoyan advised her not to worry too much, after all, her doctorate had not yet been completed, her studies still needed to be prioritized, and it was not too late to work officially after graduation.
Tao Shuna felt that Zhang Xiaoyan didn't have a backache when she stood and spoke, and the ideal she pursued was something that Zhang Xiaoyan could easily achieve, so he wouldn't cherish it. Tao Shuna didn't know Zhang Xiaoyan's family background and past, and only felt that the male god she had looked up to for many years didn't seem to be what she expected.
In fact, it's not that Zhang Xiaoyan doesn't like to do research, it's just that he is not keen on this major, but he can't get rid of the shackles of his family.
Zhang Xiaoyan does not think that he has an easy life, but feels like a victim of his family, and he has no right and freedom to choose. Unlike Tao Shuna, Meng Wanqing has always spoiled her like a little princess, respected all her ideas, and supported every decision she made.
However, Zhang Xiaoyan's fate is completely different, he is bound by the expectations of his family, as if he is a tool to glorify his ancestors, whether it is studying or falling in love, the family arranges for him.
It wasn't until he saw Tao Shuna's disappointment that Zhang Xiaoyan realized that Tao Shuna's feelings for him were not true love.
Tao Shuna, admit it, you didn't chase me because you liked me. You follow me because you yearn for all that I have. You aspire to be like me, and you have successfully chosen a science major to study and work with me.
You look forward to my achievements and envy the ideal life I have. But if I am no different from any other boy, then it is not love.
You don't really love me, just like I did with my girlfriend at home. Fortunately, she woke up in time and let go of her hand.
Tao Shuna, you have already chosen liberal arts and sciences in your first year of high school, so you should clearly understand that your choice stems from your admiration for Zhang Xiaoyan or love. Over the years, have you figured out your feelings for Zhang Xiaoyan?
Tao Shuna once vowed that her success was inseparable from Zhang Xiaoyan's support and encouragement. However, when Zhang Xiaoyan said "It's actually yourself", she began to reflect on herself.
Tao Shuna realizes that she no longer needs to regard Zhang Xiaoyan as her idol and hero, because she has surpassed him. Zhang Xiaoyan, who has lost the aura of an idol, may no longer be suitable to be her lover.
Although Tao Shuna struggled inwardly, she eventually understood that Zhang Xiaoyan was not her true love, but her goals and dreams. Now, she has achieved her dream, but will she continue to pursue Zhang Xiaoyan and be with him?
Tao Shuna, who was originally shrouded by Zhang Xiaoyan's "idol" filter, found that he was not as perfect as he imagined after living with him for two months. However, putting aside the shell of the "male god", Zhang Xiaoyan's personality charm and talent are still admirable.
Tao Shuna gradually accepted his "mediocrity", and Zhang Xiaoyan no longer concealed her feelings and began to face it honestly.
Xiao Yan finally mustered up the courage and took the initiative to express his feelings to Tao Shuna: "Give me a chance to pursue you again." He said, "I am not your god, idol or ideal, I am just myself."
I want to be the one who is unique in your eyes and win your love again. Tao Shuna was surprised to find that Xiaoyan, who was usually cold and silent, would take the initiative to confess to herself, which made her at a loss.
For Tao Shuna, boyfriends are used to spend life together, while male gods are only used to look up. Such Zhang Xiaoyan is more real and down-to-earth. This seems to be Tao Shuna's initiative to pursue Xiaoyan's love, but in the end, it became Xiaoyan's initiative to pursue Tao Shuna.
In the next step, they even plan to meet with their parents to move on to the next stage.
When Dr. Tao Shuna was about to graduate, Zhang Xiaoyan insisted on taking her home to meet her parents, but she firmly refused. She believes that love is a private matter between the two of them, and meeting parents means accepting prudence.
As Zhang Xiaoyan's chosen girlfriend, she was unwilling to accept the "assessment" of his parents. However, there is another reason why Tao Shuna is reluctant to meet Zhang Xiaoyan's parents, and that is that she is afraid of being picked on by Zhang Xiaoyan's strict family.
Zhang Xiaoyan was born into a family of scholars, his grandfather and father were both scientists, and he himself was very good, and he had the experience of studying abroad. In contrast, in addition to the same status as Zhang Xiaoyan, Tao Shuna has no other significant advantages.
Tao Shuna's achievements are entirely due to her own hard work, while Zhang Xiaoyan grew up under a strict family education. Tao Shuna's envy of Zhang Xiaoyan is actually due to her love for him, and Zhang Xiaoyan is even more envious of Tao Shuna's freedom to pursue what she likes, with enthusiasm and free choice.
After Tao Shuna understood Zhang Xiaoyan's heart, she was no longer afraid of Zhang Xiaoyan's family, and generously told them that her family was ordinary and she didn't need to lie for the sake of face.
She also told them frankly that her parents were divorced and supported her mother's appeal.
For traditional families like Zhang Xiaoyan, they value the gentleness and subtlety of their daughter-in-law more, while Tao Shuna's lively and cheerful personality does not meet their expectations.
However, this time Zhang Xiaoyan challenged their traditional notions, he not only protected Tao Shuna, but also expressed his envy for her, which can also be seen as a kind of rebellion against his original family.
For Zhang Xiaoyan's mother, it is unacceptable for her son to lose face. Therefore, she began to question and lecture Zhang Xiaoyan in front of Tao Shuna: "Didn't we pave the best road for you?"
Now that you've achieved something, you're blaming us upside down. Are we wrong? Is it wrong for your grandfather and father to do scientific research to win glory for the country? This is what they call "good for you", regardless of your preferences and feelings, just what they think is "good", you have to accept it, and be grateful.
The core idea of the new copywriting is that in the traditional concept of family, parents always pave the way for their children with what they think is "good", but ignore the children's preferences and feelings.
However, sometimes, challenging traditional ideas and expressing oneself is also an affirmation and rebellion against self-worth.
Tao Shuna spoke up bravely for Zhang Xiaoyan, she admired Zhang Xiaoyan's excellence, but hoped that he could choose his own life. However, Zhang's mother did not listen to Tao Shuna's advice, but asked him to "report to his family", which seems to indicate that their future mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship may be problematic.
Although Zhang Xiaoyan expressed understanding, he also expressed his position, saying that he did not want to "report to his family" again this time.
Tao Shuna and her future mother-in-law had a-for-tat confrontation, but both sides refused to back down, forcibly took Zhang Xiaoyan's hand and ran out. "Auntie, don't forget, I am his girlfriend, and I am the one who accompanies him on the road to the future. "
Tao Shuna blinked, and the two ran out of the door happily, the door slammed behind them. At this time, Tao Shuna and Zhang Xiaoyan are very similar to those young people who have been caught in early love, and their rebellion and madness this time are completely different from their previous style of acting.
Zhang Xiaoyan and Tao Shuna are already **, both academically and professionally have achievements, and their parents should let them take control of their own lives. Those empty honors and scenery are not what they want, they value real life more.
Zhang Xiaoyan no longer pursues to be someone else's "male god" and "role model", but wants to hold Tao Shuna's hand tightly and become a person like her, and they become each other's beliefs and dependence.