Venus has been inconsistent with her biological gender since she was a child, she has the body of a boy, but psychologically firmly believes that she is a girl. In the homes and schools of that era, this situation was seen as very unacceptable.
As a result, little Venus had to endure discrimination from her parents and teachers, and was often scolded by her parents for being "sick". Her classmates would also bully her in various ways, such as deliberately tearing up her books and scribbling on her desk.
She couldn't go to the toilet with the other girls, so she had to endure the discomfort.
Venus used to secretly put on her mother's clothes, expecting to feel the sensation of weaving from them. However, it was soon discovered by his mother, who angrily threw the clothes away and firmly forbade Venus to do it again.
Venus always hides her heart's desires deep while enduring unbearable pain. She often wept quietly in the middle of the night, and she didn't understand why she had to endure it.
Although life was very painful, Venus's sense of gender identity never wavered. She firmly believed that she was a girl, and this recognition sustained her through those dark years.
She firmly believes that one day she will become a real girl and live the life she wants. This unwavering belief shaped her later life.
Leaving his hometown, Jin Xing went to Harbin and began working in a garment factory. Despite the hard work, Venus is content – it was her first job in life, and she was able to earn money to support herself by her own efforts.
In order to save enough money for gender reassignment surgery, Venus often works late into the night, even on holidays. She has a dream in her heart to complete the sex reassignment surgery as soon as possible and become a real woman.
On the recommendation of a friend, Jin Xing found a famous hospital for surgery. She advanced part of her salary and used all her hard-earned savings to save enough money for the operation.
She was so excited that she immediately ordered her first surgery. However, there was an accident during this operation, she was seriously injured, fell into a coma, and was sent back to the ward for rescue.
Venus, dying in her hospital bed, is in despair - she is just one step closer to fulfilling her wish.
When she lost faith in life and her future, a group of her friends sang in front of her hospital bed. They held Venus's hand tightly and encouraged her not to give up hope.
Venus saw their sincere smiles and heard their words of encouragement, and tears burst out of her eyes. She made up her mind that she must have sex reassignment surgery done because it was what kept her alive.
A few days later, she was re-admitted to the operating room, this time with a very successful operation. Since then, she has officially become a woman, with exquisite makeup and femininity in her gestures.
Venus cried and called her mother, and her mother cried happily together. Venus's dream has finally come true.
After Venus successfully transforms into a woman, her life becomes dreamlike. She can boldly put on her beloved dress, appear proudly on the street, and even wear elaborate makeup.
Every time she walks on the streets, she attracts sideways glances from men, which fills her with pride and happiness.
She also went to bars and went for walks in the park to meet many new friends. One of my friends is named Li Mei, a local student.
One day, Li Mei suddenly asked Jin Xing: "Will someone like you find a girlfriend or get married in the future?" Venus was a little sad when she heard this, and after a moment of silence, she said, "I just want ordinary friends, and I don't have any other ideas." ”
After Li Mei listened, she also felt embarrassed to say anything more, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while. I only live once in my life, and I don't want to care what other people think.
Venus thought about it seriously afterwards, and she understood that while some people might not be able to fully accept her, she didn't care. She decided that she was in charge of her own life.
So, she sent a message to Li Mei, indicating that they could still be friends, and she didn't mind what she said before, and hoped that she wouldn't take it to heart.
After receiving the information, Li Mei took the initiative to invite Venus to go shopping, and the relationship between the two became closer.
Venus often appears generously in public, behaves elegantly and generously, and does not look like a "new woman" at all. She also shares her story online in hopes of helping more transgender people.
With courage and perseverance, Venus proved that she is not confined to the eyes of others and only insists on her true self.
Venus gradually adapts to the life of a woman after her transsexuality, and one day in the park she meets a handsome boy and has a good chat. It turned out that the boy's name was Song Wei, and he was a post-90s generation who worked in the city.
Jin Xing felt that Song Wei was not only handsome, but also very polite and personable. Spending time with him is always full of pleasure and surprises.
Jin Xing gradually discovered that he was deeply in love with Song Wei. She began to seek Song Wei's *** intentionally or unintentionally, and then found various reasons to invite him out to eat and shop together. At the same time, she will also dress herself carefully, hoping to attract Song Wei's attention.
The two interacted more and more frequently, and the relationship gradually became intimate. Jin Xing decided to pluck up the courage to express her heart to Song Wei, and she firmly believed that Song Wei also loved her deeply.
Just one day before Jin Xing planned to confess to Song Wei, she was suddenly unable to get in touch with Song Wei. Song Wei is like disappearing, and all the *** is unusable.
Jin Xing was shocked and unable to accept this sudden change, and she kept trying to find Song Wei, but there was no news.
She constantly reflected on her actions, feeling deep pain and self-blame, feeling that Song Wei might not be able to accept her past. She couldn't help but sigh in her heart.
Jin Xing was in great pain because of Song Wei's departure, and she lay in bed all day, closed doors, facing anyone. Just when she felt hopeless in life, her mother's ** made her regain hope, and she decided to cheer up after being encouraged.
Venus knew that she had gone through so much pain to become who she is today, so she couldn't give up easily. So she wiped away her tears and resolutely went out to find a new job.
Venus found a job in sales at a shopping mall, and she gradually came out of the gloom of life. Her new colleague, Xiaofang, is very kind to her and often cares about her daily life. Soon after, the two became good friends.
Xiaofang often takes Venus shopping, recommending the most fashionable clothes and cosmetics to help her regain the cheerfulness of a girl. She no longer thinks about Song Wei, and devotes all her body and mind to this new job.
With the help of new colleagues and Xiaofang, Jinxing's sales performance has improved significantly. Her unique fashion knowledge and personal experience are deeply loved by female consumers.
Venus's sales continue to hit new highs, and her boss has given her several raises. Slowly, Venus's positive and optimistic personality also influenced the entire sales team, and everyone called her the "sunflower" of the team.
Venus shares her story outside of work to help other transgender people online. Sometimes, she also participates in some public welfare activities, donating money and materials for special children in orphanages.
Venus finds her life made meaningful by the goal of helping others. Looking at herself smiling like a flower in the mirror, she was convinced that everything would be fine.
Looking back on his upbringing, Venus knows that he is a brave warrior. She was able to stick to her heart and overcome many difficulties to complete the sex reassignment surgery, which was undoubtedly the bravest decision of her life.
In the face of discrimination and white eyes, she chose tolerance; In the face of pain, she supported herself with strength; In the face of failure, she kept hope. It is these qualities that have created her who is cheerful, sunny and mature in thinking today.
Jin Xing often shares her experience on Weibo, hoping to help more people who are confused about sexual minorities. She received many private messages thanking her, which became her motivation to continue her efforts.
Venus finds it more rewarding to help others than simply donating money, so she also participates in some volunteer activities.
Today, Venus has left the past behind and is living in the present, living fully and colorfully. She knows that no matter what happened in the past, the most important thing is to make herself happy, because every day is a new beginning.
The unknown of tomorrow is confusing. Venus, however, understands that every moment of today is precious, because no one can predict the future. Faced with an unknown future, Venus tells herself to be brave in the face of it, just as she once faced the hardships of the past.
As long as you don't give up, you can overcome any difficulties, which is a belief she firmly believes.
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