Drug useyears, the family is ruined, and it is unbearable to look back.
Are you hating me? "Nope. The daughter answered quickly. "I know you must be hating me in your heart. I sighed and said, "It's all Daddy's bad, you can blame Daddy, but Daddy always wants you well!" ”
I am indeed an irresponsible father. After my daughter was born, I only hugged her for a month. Growing up, I didn't care about her, telling her stories, taking her to the park, accompanying her to her homework ......These things are all done by her mother and her grandparents.
In my memory, I have very few scenes with my daughter. The most memorable clip is when my daughter was four or five years old, I was released from prison and returned home, and my daughter was very happy to see me.
She danced to show me, pulled me *** and laughed so happily, and I was so happy...... too
This is a story about drug rehabilitation. He used to take drugs, which caused great damage to his family and his own life. He regretted it and wanted to change his life and return to normal.
He hopes that through his own experience, more people will be reminded to stay away from drugs and cherish life.
Although I used to do a lot of things behind Fleur's back, it was only after I was arrested that she realized that I had been "foodie". She was shocked at the time, and the two elderly men were very relieved to hand her over to me.
However, I failed to live up to their expectations. Fleur's tears did not wake me up, and soon after marriage, my drug addiction became bigger and bigger, and the expenses I needed became bigger and bigger, and I embarked on the road of "selling and smoking", and slipped into the abyss step by step.
My wife left me in discouragement, and I was sentenced to two years in prison in 1997 for drug use and trafficking, serving my sentence in Shayang. At this time, Fleur still did not give up and persuaded me to reform well and quit drugs as soon as possible.
She would come to Shayang every month to see me and never complained. After serving my sentence, Fleur was very protective of me, but I quickly relapsed. Until my divorce in 2002, I was taking drugs almost every day.
Fleur's mother's family had a lot of opinions about me, and they began to try to persuade Fleur to leave me as an addict. I knew I was sorry for them and agreed to divorce Fleur. Because the relationship has not broken down, and I am afraid that the children will be adversely affected, Fleur and I did not leave home after divorcing, and she still runs the home for me.
In 2002, we had planned to sell the house and buy another house that would be convenient for our children to go to school, but because of long-term drug abuse, my thinking became rigid, and I was lazy every day, unwilling to move, and not interested in buying a house.
As a result, house prices skyrocketed that year, we didn't have enough money on hand, and eventually, buying a house went to waste. I regret it very much.
In 2005, Fleur's resolute back sobered me up, and she gave me the last of her support, hoping to cheer me up. But I still sink, buy drugs as soon as I get the money, and then fall into the sea of drugs half a year later.
After experiencing the torment of drug addiction, after Fleur left me, I was even more unscrupulous to "sell and suck". Running between drug trafficking and drug use every day, although the days have lasted for six years, the place of injection can no longer be found on the body.
Once, when I couldn't find the place where I was injected, I actually injured myself in the major artery and almost died. At the end of last year, I finally saw through this empty day - every day I only thought about how to make money, buy drugs, make more money, and buy drugs ......Without family affection, friendship, and family warmth, I am ashamed of life.
I recuperated at home for two months and got rid of my addiction. This is the first time in 18 years that I have taken the initiative to quit drugs for so long. Looking back on the past, I am deeply ashamed and remorseful. I wasted the most precious time of my life on drugs, and I was ashamed of my ex-wife and daughter, as well as my brother and parents.
As the eldest I failed to lead them on the right path, they eventually joined the ranks of drug addiction, and my brother died ...... an overdoseThe biggest enemy of drug rehabilitation is addiction, and now I am basically addicted, and with detoxification drugs, I can control my body's dependence on drugs.
The road to drug rehabilitation is long and arduous, but I must be determined to go on! Watching the sunlight pour into the room, I felt incredibly free and calm, and I was no longer afraid of the future.