When Zhang Yimou wanted to select a newcomer in Nanjing to be the heroine of his latest movie "The Thirteen Hairpins of Jinling", the entire crew fell into an anxious atmosphere. This role means that she will directly become a "Mou Girl" and have a bright future. 
But assistant director Pu Lun was unable to find a suitable candidate for a long time and was anxious. Just when Pu Lun was about to give up, a teacher at Nanjing University of Media and Communication suddenly recommended a student named Ni Ni to him. At first, Pulun didn't expect much. So, Pu Lun immediately excitedly informed Zhang Yimou of the matter. As soon as Director Zhang saw Ni Ni, he immediately decided that she would play this role. At that time, 21-year-old Ni Ni, who had just entered her sophomore year, couldn't believe this sudden surprise. In order to perfectly interpret this role, Ni Ni invested a lot of effort in the next three years. During that time, she had to undergo high-intensity training in posture, speech, singing, sports and other aspects every day, and she did not dare to slack off at all. 
Finally, after the release of "The Thirteen Hairpins of Jinling" in 2011, this gentle and vivid costume beauty on the screen made everyone's eyes shine. Ni Ni also made her debut in such a colorful scene, and was known as "Mou Girl" for a while. Despite all her efforts, when the moment actually came, her heart was so excited that tears welled up in her eyes. For a period of time after "The Thirteen Hairpins of Jinling" became popular, it should have been the rising period of Ni Ni's career, but it fell into a trough because of the "two grievances". This sudden change made her, who was only 23 years old, fall from the peak to the bottom in an instant, and all thoughts were lost. I am really too young, and I am up and down in the quagmire of this showbiz routine. Ni Ni couldn't help but start to reflect that it was much more difficult to gain a foothold here than she imagined. Just when she was confused, an unexpected one appeared. It was one day in early 2012, Ni Ni met Feng Shaofeng, a rich child who was also an actor. The two fell in love at first sight, and soon fell in love. Perhaps at the most fragile and confused moment, Feng Shaofeng's appearance became a shining hope in her heart. In the next two years of love, Ni Ni and Feng Shaofeng experienced countless sweet times. Whenever she was discouraged or distressed about her career development, Feng Shaofeng could always give her strength. It is also under the encouragement of this relationship that Ni Ni's acting career is gradually back on track. 
However, the good times did not last long, and in 2015, the relationship between the two began to crack. Finally, at the end of that year, 27-year-old Ni Ni had to accept the fact that she and Feng Shaofeng came to an end. When she really loses, she realizes how much she loves him. It's just that now it's too late. Faced with another emotional trauma, Ni Ni chose to start anew. Soon after, she got together with actor Jing Boran. In the days after breaking up with Feng Shaofeng, 27-year-old Ni Ni fell into a trough and confusion. Fortunately, at this time, her career began to have a new dawn. The love affair with actor Jing Boran, as well as some of the masterpieces that followed, made her popularity resurge. 
At the end of 2015, Ni Ni and Jing Boran's relationship was officially made public. The two became acquainted with each other because of filming, and finally came together. Jing Boran's strength and popularity have injected a strong boost into Ni Ni. Under this influence, she starred in several popular film and television dramas, and gradually returned to the center of attention. The following years can be said to be Ni Ni's second career peak. Under the care of Jing Boran, she is now in her early 30s and has grown into a popular actress and fashion icon. Many advertising endorsements and magazine covers have also come to the door. For a while, the name "Ni Ni" once again frequently appeared in the headlines of the entertainment section. 
However, just when his career was in full swing, this marriage that seemed to be the title of the gold list also came to an end. In 2018, Ni Ni, who experienced joy and pain in this relationship, still chose to break up with Jing Boran. Love left her again. Faced with another frustration, the now 33-year-old Ni Ni did not choose to immerse herself in pain. Instead, she chose to devote herself to her acting career. Perhaps, only through continuous struggle and transcendence can we fill the emptiness and pain in our hearts. This time, she is determined to rely on her own strength to stand firm and go further. 
Today, in the eyes of countless people, Ni Ni has achieved Cheng Cheng's success: a career with unlimited scenery, countless resources and endorsements, and the darling of the fashion industry. This is the goddess Ni Ni who envies others. However, all this external splendor could not fill the emptiness in her heart. Once upon a time, at the age of 21, he was full of ideals and passion, just to shine on the big screen. But after all, the road to acting is bumpy, and after experiencing it herself, Ni Ni gradually lost her original innocence and happiness. Instead, there is a weariness and boredom of fame and fortune, and the anxiety of finding oneself. 
Especially the two failed relationship experiences, which have scarred her heart. Love can't stay together, I have obviously given so much, but in the end I got nothing. Maybe that's the price of fame at a young age. At this time, 33-year-old Ni Ni, confusion and emptiness have become an expanding black hole, making her breathless. In fact, no matter how much the outside world praises her, what Ni Ni desires most is to be able to break out of the world through real acting skills. It's a pity that so far, she hasn't had such a good masterpiece. For a long time, the eyes of the outside world were still on her appearance and figure, and few people asked her what role she wanted to play. 
This made Ni Ni can't help but start to reflect on what she has been pursuing with her efforts and compromises over the years. Perhaps, at this moment, it is time to get rid of the expectations of the outside world, go back to your true self, and truly pursue your inner dreams. This time, she wants to fight for her own opportunity to realize the dream of the 21-year-old innocent girl in her heart. It will be a re-start from scratch, both inside and out. The road may be more rugged, but Ni Ni chooses to move forward bravely. Because this is the only way she wants to live in life.