After the accident at the border, Xu Sanduo was slumped, and he even thought of retiring from the army.
In order to keep Xu Sanduo, Yuan Lang forced Xu Sanduo to take a month's vacation. Xu Sanduo agreed, so he started his ** journey.
During the one-month vacation, Xu Sanduo traveled to many places and met many people. He left the old A and returned to the old A.
However, he ended up making my expectations empty.
I thought that Xu Sanduo would take the time to see Shi Jin in this month's time, but Xu Sanduo didn't.
So, why didn't Xu Sanduo go to Shi Jin?
Xu Sanduo has not been in contact with Shi Jin for a long time.
The interaction between people is often because of the intersection of the circle of life.
Shi Jin, took off his military uniform and started the life of an ordinary person, marrying a wife and having children, and supporting his family; And Xu Sanduo is still busy with military training, for example, participating in the selection of old A. Because of this, the life circle of the two is no longer connected.
When they are dealing with new challenges in life, they naturally have no time to take care of other things, and it is not surprising that they have broken off contact.
Once, Xu Sanduo also thought about writing a letter to Shi Jin.
At that time, he was guarding the barracks of the Seventh Company alone, lonely and helpless, and almost collapsed. At that time, he was so eager to get Shi Jin's help.
However, when Xu Sanduo found Shi Jin's address, he stubbornly persevered. That was also the last time Xu Sanduo wanted to contact Shi Jin and ask Shi Jin for help.
In the original book, Shi Jin once sent a birthday card to Sanduo on the eve of Xu Sanduo's 23rd birthday.
However, unfortunately, Xu Sanduo did not receive it on time.
Because, at that time, Sanduo was in the jungle on the border line, waiting for him. However, the recipient address sent by Shi Jin is still Qilian.
And this is the evidence that the two have broken off contact.
Squad Leader Shi didn't know that the Seventh Company no longer existed, nor did he know that his Xu Mumu had become an old A soldier.
The relationship that has not been in touch for a long time is like a rusty wire, which breaks with a light touch. Friends who haven't seen each other for a long time are like firewood that doesn't add firewood, and when the fire runs out, it goes out.
Once people lose contact, there is a strangeness that they don't know where to start.
Xu Sanduo is nothing more than Shi Jin.
Xu Sanduo has not been good, he has no face to face Shi Jin.
When Shi Jin left, facing Xu Sanduo, who was holding his luggage tightly and crying bitterly, Shi Jin said something like this:
"Don't always pin this idea on others, your own heart will bloom, one by one, how beautiful! I'm gone, and I can help you cut off the last handful of grass in your heart. It's time for you to grow up, it's time to grow up! ”Then, the stubborn Sanduo finally broke the defense and let go of the luggage.
That is Sanduo's letting go, and it is also a promise to Shi Jin.
He wants to leave the wings of the squad leader and face the ups and downs of life alone. So, from now on, he will not cause trouble to the squad leader again, and he will live meaningfully, as the squad leader expects.
Therefore, when Sanduo turned back into a pile of mud, he thought that he had lived up to Shi Jin's expectations, and he had no shame to face Shi Jin, so naturally he would not go to Shi Jin.
Xu Sanduo's real purpose is to say goodbye
In the month after leaving Lao A, Xu Sanduo did not go to visit relatives and friends, but went to many places silently. For example: Lao A's daily training place 375 peak, the capital and Tiananmen Square, and the 702 regiment.
Seeing Chengcai and Gao Cheng and others was unexpected by him.
And every place Xu Sanduo goes to has a special meaning for him.
The 375 Peak and the 702 Regiment are the places where he lived and grew up, which is of great significance; The capital and Tiananmen Square are the places of his faith, which are sacred and inviolable.
After going to these places and seeing these places, Xu Sanduo also acquiesced in the end of his military career. So, of course, Sanduo won't go to Shi Jin......
Regarding the birthday card that Shi Jin sent to Xu Sanduo, it was not a stone sink in the end.
When Xu Sanduo returned to the 702nd regiment again, he still received the greeting card.
There is such a description in the original book of Soldier Assault:
When I opened the greeting card, when the melody of Happy Birthday sounded softly, Xu San was stiff and changeable.
And then, there was no more.
Even in such a touching situation, Xu Sanduo still didn't think about replying a letter to squad leader Shi, or calling a **.
You must know that when Shi Jin made the greeting card, he not only carefully designed the content of the greeting card, but also held the hands of his children, so that the children also participated in the creation.
It was not a simple greeting card, it was his deep friendship with Xu Sanduo.
However, Xu Sanduo obviously lived up to the good intentions of the squad leader.
At this point, I suddenly understood what Captain Wang once said about Xu Sanduo: ".If you are a good soldier, you can not be a good person.
Xu Sanduo and Shi Jin have never met again, and privately think that this is the biggest regret in "Soldier Assault".