Since New Year's Day, everyone has gone their separate ways, unlike in previous years, when we would share what we were doing in small groups. But on second thought, now it's all about each other, and we don't share and contact each other.
2023 is really a bit of a rush and twists and turns, and what I have experienced, in my opinion, is all the New World, and it is also through these that I have known a lot of different selves. However, the bitterness in it is no longer recalled.
During the Chinese New Year, there is no more news on WeChat and QQ, and everyone is busy with their own things, although there is nothing to be busy with.
We no longer look forward to the Chinese New Year, but we don't like to get together with those who don't like it. Fortunately, there are no bad people this year, and I haven't said a few words, even the meal is in a hurry. Watching the barbecue for the New Year, isn't this the level I usually reward myself? So, nothing new. Maybe it's because my living standard is better now that I feel this way.
Actually, I was expecting someone to send a blessing in my heart, but I was the one who felt indifferent. I don't even want to break the ice myself, why expect others.
We don't owe each other, they can get together and have fun, and then post on Moments, but I block everything, including myself.
If you don't get in touch, don't get in touch. Don't go back in time, how can you always remember that people don't take these things seriously for a long time.
Finally, to sum up, fortunately there are not so many interruptions, not so many people to teach; What is frustrating is that the so-called relatives and friends, even if they are not very far away, do not want to nod and walk away when they meet.
Life is a stage everywhere, whether I am the protagonist or not, I can see and cannot see at the same time, I am both an audience and an actor on stage. In the face of everyone and things, I am not active, I just want to be calm, like a pool of stagnant water, but occasionally I am "angry and surging", because I don't want to be "", then I go crazy.