Ephemeral Happiness: Affection on earth is heaven
With a gentle "click", Xiao ** opened the door and walked in, seeing the child's turned head and frightened eyes, he held his breath after being stunned, his eyes were instantly full of surprise, and then he turned around and rushed out of the ward and went straight to the doctor's office.
In less than a minute, the intensive care room was filled with doctors and **. In the midst of the heavy surrounding, Xiao Xiaoran looked at the circle of people around him blankly, looking at their concerned and pitying eyes, I don't know why my heart was sour, and my eyes were slowly filled with mist, which gradually condensed into tears, dripping down the white hospital bed along the corners of my eyes.
The attending doctor was a middle-aged female doctor, she walked up to the child gently, bent down and tucked the quilt for Xiao Xiaoran: "Child, this is the hospital, with aunts and sisters with you, we are not afraid, okay?" ”
Xiao Xiaoran looked at Dr. Tao in a daze, and only murmured after a while: "Auntie, I hurt so much, I'm afraid!" ”
A childish murmur made all the people on the scene burst into tears instantly!
Child, Auntie is here, Auntie will help you heal the injury and it won't hurt, good child, Auntie and sisters are here with you! The attending doctor wiped his tears and reached out to caress the child's chest.
Little sister, don't be afraid, we will take good care of you, heal your injuries, the bad guys are all arrested, and no one will hurt you! ”
Yes, we will be with you, don't be afraid" ......
The doctors and ** gossips on the side spoke one after another - Xiao Xiaoran's experience made everyone's hearts ache, even though they were used to seeing life and death, but at this moment their hearts became extremely soft.
In the comfort of everyone, Xiao Xiaoran gradually calmed down and fell asleep.
Outside the window, the breeze is blowing, the drizzle is dashing, the green leaves on the trees become bright, and the red and pink flowers in the flower beds also become bright, and in the fluttering light rain, it seems to be infinitely vibrant.
When he woke up again, Xiao Xiaoran had already arrived in the ordinary ward. Her physiological indicators are basically normal, but she still has unstoppable pain, her head is still wrapped in gauze, her arm is in a cast, and the injuries on her body will take some time to heal slowly.
The aunt in the same ward will help her wring a towel and wipe her face and little hands clean; will help her pour good water, cool it and feed her spoonful by spoonful; From time to time, my sister would come over and look at her tenderly, gently help her check the wound, and change into a new infusion potion......
Everything made Xiao Xiaoran feel like she was in a dream, and she unconsciously shed tears I don't know how many times - this is the warmth and tranquility that can only be found in dreams!
Heaven is wonderful, and good is short-lived
Time flies so fast, more than ten days have passed in a blink of an eye. Xiao Xiaoran's body is getting better day by day, and he can already move on the ground, eat by himself, and go to the bathroom by himself. The wounds on her body were all scarred and would soon fall off, the gauze on her head had been removed, and only her arms were still hanging from her neck.
Xiao Xiaoran's memory has never had such a happy and worry-free day without being beaten. My sisters, uncles and aunts here are all good! I wish I could be here for the rest of my life, far away from those two demons, and never have to see them again!
Xiao Ran's face began to smile, everything was really too beautiful!
On this night, Xiao Xiaoran, who had been happy for a day, couldn't sleep, and wore small slippers to find ** sister. She likes ** sister so much, she always looks at herself with a smile and pity, even if she gets tears on ** sister, her sister doesn't blame her, and she reads picture books with her, tells her fairy tales, she likes the cute little red riding hood the most!
A few steps further to the ** station, Xiao Xiaoran's ears heard the voices of the two ** sisters talking:
Xiaowei, I heard from the police who came today that Xiao Xiaoran's parents have confessed their guilt and promised that they will not abuse the child again, and they will be released in two days, and it is estimated that the child will have to be sent home for ...... after his injuries are healed”
Ah, what if he abuses the child in the future! The punishment is too light, the child suffered such a big crime and was almost beaten to death, so he was detained for so many days? ”
The police can't help it, after all, they are the children's parents ......If only I could keep the kids! ”
Xiao Xiaoran was blindsided all of a sudden, fear rose from the bottom of her heart, she didn't know how she walked back to the ward, lying on the hospital bed, she only knew that she was so scared, so scared.
Xiao Xiaoran was afraid of those two people, afraid of returning to that home again, but the police uncle had no choice, the uncle and aunt in the hospital had no choice, and everyone had no choice.
The dim light of the street lamp outside the window silently shines through the window, reflecting on Xiao Xiaoran's little face full of tears, quietly accompanying Xiao Ran to sleep in exhaustion, to find the paradise without scolding and pain.
Paradise, it must be beautiful, right?
Warmth, tranquility.
What kind of desperation is it that makes your little you wander in the night?
No one knows what the child's immature heart thinks and bears in such a night full of despair.
Even if our hearts pity this child who has suffered too much, even if we exhaust our imagination, no one knows how bitter her heart is? How deep is her helplessness? How dark is her desperate world?!
No one knows how much she needs and longs for someone who really belongs to her, or even if it doesn't belong to her, but can give her a warm embrace once in a while, an arm that can help her in times of despair?!
If it is an adult, surrounded by darkness, in such despair, she may have ended her life, but the immature child, she does not even know that if she gives up her life and jumps from the top of the building, she will never be in pain again, she will not be lonely, she will not be helpless.
So, she can only endure, day by day, year by year, every moment to feel the pain of being cut in her heart, and bear everything that we can't bear, and have endured it for so many years.
And at the same time, for so many years, she didn't even know to tell others about all this, didn't know to ask others for help!
The Little Match Girl is the saddest fairy tale, but in that fairy tale world, the little match girl forgets about hunger, cold, and loneliness in the glimmer of matches, and finally finds a warm and bright heaven on Christmas Eve, away from pain - perhaps, this is also a kind of happiness?
Xiao Xiaoran is asleep, can anyone tell her how to find warm candlelight in the dark night?
The next day, it was September 1, Xiao Xiaoran's 14th day in the hospital.
On this day, the doctors and patients were unable to see the child's smiling face again, and Xiao Xiaoran's originally clear eyes seemed to have become godless, a little dazed, but it was so deep that people couldn't see the bottom.
The doctor's aunt and ** sister asked her with concern, but she didn't say anything, so no one knew what the child was thinking, but everyone felt that when the child looked at herself, people felt a little panicked inexplicably, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
It was time for dinner, but everyone found that Xiao Ran was gone, and the doctors searched upstairs and downstairs in the hospital, in and out of the building, but they couldn't find the child's shadow after all, and the police only found that Xiao Ran had appeared in the residential area, and then disappeared.
While tidying up the child's bed, my sister found a piece of paper with a few lines of crooked words on it:
Auntie and sister, thank you for saving me, I'm so happy these days. I'm gone, I don't want to go home again, Mom and Dad will beat me to death. If you're gone, I'll miss you! ”
Looking at the crumpled note, the doctors cried bitterly, their hearts were like knives, but they couldn't do anything, but they could only pray that the child would be safe and healthy.
Xiao Xiaoran is gone, and no one knows how she left the hospital at a young age, how she found her home, and now, where she is going......
It's late at night, Xiao Xiaoran, are you a**?
Bitter cauliflower, wandering, wandering
Back to the afternoon of the day:
Xiao Ran hid in the bathroom, endured the pain in his arm, quietly changed out of his hospital gown, changed into his own clothes, and escaped from the hospital silently under the shadow of the visiting adults.
Auntie, I just came out of the hospital and have no money to take the bus home, can you give me some money? Xiao Xiaoran mustered up his courage, blushed, holding the clothes of a middle-aged woman who looked kind, and said shyly.
This aunt looks at her face and her heart is also kind:
Are your mom and dad gone, and you're still coming home on your own? ”
Mom and Dad have something, my home is not far from here, the car is very close, I know the way, I can go back by myself. ”
Well, give, the kid takes it, it's two pieces of change. ”
The middle-aged woman took out the change and handed it to Xiao Ran, touched Xiao Ran's little head, shook her head and left, muttering as she walked: "What kind of parents is this, let the child run away with the injury!" ”
Fortunately, under the nose is the mouth, which is not too far from home, Xiao Xiaoran returned to the door smoothly, took out the key that he usually hung around his neck and opened the door.
Mom and Dad haven't put it back yet, the house is quiet, and there is no one, which is just convenient for Xiao Ran to take things.
Xiao Ran found his backpack for school, and put his small clothes, toiletries, and things that can be eaten at home in the bag and plastic bag as much as possible until he couldn't hold it. When she was about to go out, Xiao Xiaoran remembered that she seemed to see her mother's wallet at the head of the bed, and she was lucky to find more than 20 yuan from it.
A small figure left quietly in a big bag, and an aunt in the community watched Xiao Ran slowly walk away, still muttering in her heart: "Why does this child look so familiar, why is his arm hurt?" ”
Carrying a heavy backpack and carrying a plastic bag, Xiao Xiaoran didn't know where to go, so he had to go as straight as possible, without turning, and kept moving forward, even if he was tired, he didn't dare to stop. She was always afraid that as soon as she stopped, her parents would catch up from behind and catch her back - Xiao Xiaoran wanted to go far away and never come back!
The sun was setting, the street lights were starting to turn on, and it was getting dark.
Xiao Xiaoran only felt so thirsty, hungry, and tired, his shoulders hurt so much, his little feet were also sore and painful, his legs couldn't be lifted anymore, and his arm carrying the plastic bag seemed to have cramps.
Xiao Xiaoran found a dark place with a banyan tree at the corner of a building on the side of the road, which was dark and not easy for people to see, sat on the steps and slowly put down his backpack, took out the steamed buns and mustard vegetables he took from home, as well as the mineral water he bought on the road, and sat on the backpack to prepare for dinner.
At this time, Xiao Xiaoran realized that he couldn't use his left hand, and he couldn't open the mineral water with his right hand. She had to hold the bottle and bite it with her teeth, but her little delicate teeth couldn't help at all.
Xiao Ran stared blankly at the mineral water bottle, tears crackling and falling.
After crying for a while, Xiao Xiaoran got up and walked to the side of the road, observed the passers-by, and asked a big sister who seemed to be kinder to help unscrew the mineral water - Xiao Xiaoran, finally, it was time to have dinner!
The evening breeze blew gently, and the light from the street lamps could not penetrate the dense canopy of the banyan trees, leaving a large shadow under the trees.
Xiao Xiaoran sat under the banyan tree, eating steamed buns, while quietly watching the pedestrians passing by from time to time on the side of the road:
There are big brothers and sisters holding hands and walking slowly; There was a little girl in a beautiful dress holding her mother's hand, talking, laughing, and bouncing past ......
Tears fell on the steamed buns, looking at the children walking by through the hazy tears in his eyes, Xiao Xiaoran chewed the steamed buns and pickles hard, looked up at the dark sky, and let the tears return to ......his eyes
Late at night, Xiao Xiaoran dragged the cardboard box at the door of the small store not far away, tore it with his hands and feet and put it on the wall, put the bag on top of his head as a pillow, and then lay on the paper shell and fell asleep quickly.
Xiao Xiaoran seemed to be home again in her sleep, her parents scolded her and hit her arm again, and she woke up suddenly in her crying.
It was still dark all around, and in the dark night, from time to time, cars with the sound of the wind were speeding by, curling up, and Xiao Xiaoran slowly fell asleep again.
The wind gently caressed the small body, it was so gentle ......