Excerpt from "Growing Up Overnight" Nigmaiti
The post-80s generation all said that they grew up watching the Spring Festival Gala, and I grew up watching the Spring Festival Gala seriously.
Even for the Spring Festival Gala, I once "killed my relatives with righteousness".
But it's very guilty, and that's something I've been deeply guilty of for years when I think about it. It stays in my memory for a long time, and it becomes clearer and clearer over time, probably reminding me of two things, the first: love my family well; The second piece: continue to love the Spring Festival Gala.
I don't know what year it was, but there are still clues to follow. On the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, I was in the hospital ward, my grandmother had been hospitalized for a period of time, and my children took turns to take care of her, and we grandchildren naturally had to take care of my grandmother. My mother's side, there are seven or eight grandchildren, I am more obedient, grandma let us rub our shoulders, other children shouted tired retreat in three or two clicks, I can press her comfortably and enjoyably, after a long time, grandma only let me help her rub it, but also always politely said enough not to press, feel sorry for your hand. I won't stop and keep pressing until she actually gets up. She enjoyed it and felt distressed, so she always asked me to take a few pictures on the wall, and said with a little superstition: "Shoot off the fatigue and save yourself from poverty for the rest of your life." ”
is such a good grandson, that year's Spring Festival, the chain fell.
Somehow, it was my turn to watch the Spring Festival Gala. After the adults took turns to visit that day, they left me and my grandmother in the hospital. At the ** station at the end of the corridor, there is a small TV, I sit next to my grandmother, my heart is in the TV, and my grandmother can see my thoughts: "Go and see." ”
Rushing straight in, I still remember the heart-stopping TV, so small, the picture tube was probably broken, and the picture was green. In fact, black and white are fine, you can't be more stable, no, the signal is intermittent, it's gone for a while, and the green host pops out again. I clearly remember that the only program I watched in its entirety was Na Ying's "Qingqing World", this picture is really appropriate, it is all green, and Na Ying's face is green. This makes a loyal Spring Festival Gala fan heartbroken.
When I wrote here, I checked the time when this song was on the Spring Festival Gala, and I confirmed that it was the Spring Festival in 1997, and it turned out that I was not young at that time, almost 14 years old. The advantage of linking the Spring Festival Gala program with childhood memories is that it can accurately find out every accurate year in your growth.
I still didn't give up hope, and I almost hugged the TV and turned it on and on, until finally even the green picture was gone. I returned to the ward in frustration, and my grandmother found out, touched her head and said, "Go back." ”
I looked up at her, and after the expression was identified, she was serious, with a little warm smile, maybe also a helpless smile. I didn't dare to say yes, so I could only pretend to be okay and say, "It's okay, I'm not going to watch it." "My reluctance was probably too obvious, but my grandmother insisted that I go home and change my uncle's shift. The hospital was not far from home, and I slowly walked out of the ward with heavy and self-reproachful steps, leaving the hospital, and as I got closer to home, the faster my steps became, and as soon as I got home, I posted it in front of the screen, satisfied and uneasy. For so many years, I haven't missed a year of the Spring Festival Gala, and even after the Spring Festival Gala has been fixed for a few years, I will see the comedy "Home and Everything" with great interest. Every year, I am immersed in the joy it brings me, but in 1997, I am full of debts.
February** Dynamic Incentive Plan The Spring Festival in 2019 came a little later than usual, but the host received the notice almost on the day of the start of the rehearsal. If you say that you are not anxious at all, it is really hypocritical, and if you really care, it is not so much. It's just that this matter has been hanging in my heart, so naturally I am not very comfortable. The time of the first rehearsal has overlapped with the recording day of "Avenue of Stars", which is the only "information" I can get during those days, and the regular program schedule has not been adjusted, which probably means: you can record with peace of mind.
Every year when it is close to the Spring Festival for a month or two, there will always be countless versions of the "Spring Festival Gala program list" outflow, and I often receive congratulatory messages from relatives and friends, and then send me these whimsical program lists by the way. Some boldly and innovatively designed a series of new program types and combinations; Some can also smell that there is a pair of professional hands behind them, and objective analysis is infinitely close to the truth. For these verifications, I had to tell my relatives and friends: Don't talk about these shows, even I may not be able to be on it.
Feign! At this time, you have to start pouring yourself all kinds of poisonous chicken soup. The stage that others dream of, you have been embracing it for four consecutive years, how can He De? You've already saved the pearls at this stop, let's go see the scenery at the next stop. You have to leave sooner or later, so why not when you are at your youngest? The reason why I want to be indoctrinated is because vanity no longer allows me to be satisfied with the realization of my original ideals, which is necessary but also harmful for a person who wants to keep improving.
But there are always some intersections in life, whether you are grateful or not, the moment you meet it, you see that you will lose it one day. There are two sides to everything, and while getting the aura given by the Spring Festival Gala, I need to face the loneliness of losing this aura one day in the future. It's a matter of time before I say goodbye to the Spring Festival Gala I love, but ambition often knocks on the door, **My only medicine is to find the one that has been drowned by lights and false names for a long time:
The original intention. I think of my grandmother's ward in 1997, and I think of the silly child who stayed in front of the TV in order to see a picture of the Spring Festival Gala, from the desire to "watch the Spring Festival Gala" to become a pixel in the picture of the Spring Festival Gala, is there a more wonderful life than this? Uyghurs have a habit of saying "shukri" whenever good things come and happiness knocks on the door, which translates to gratitude and contentment, and the old people will often remind you to say "shukri", if you are not grateful, you will eventually lose.
Becoming the host of the Spring Festival Gala is the highest ideal in the hearts of the vast majority of literary and artistic program hosts, whether it is on CCTV or local satellite TV, as long as there is a place for the Spring Festival Gala, no matter how big or small it is, it will be the best person in this industry for a long time. Aside from each host's most genuine love for the stage, winning this award seems to be a symbol of some kind of recognition for the host in the system.
This is my understanding of this job from a certain perspective after I gradually became sophisticated. Of course, this is contrary to the original intention.
I met the Spring Festival Gala at the best age, but it was also at the peak of the era when the TV industry converged on its edge in the new ** group of heroes. The scenery seen at this time is complex. As a TV presenter, what I experienced was very similar to what my predecessors at the radio station had experienced a few years ago. Times are changing, but circumstances overlap.
In fact, in the eyes of many people, the Spring Festival Gala is no longer the top of the Forbidden City in the past, but more like a plateau in the mountains. It may not be as obvious as it used to be, but it's more expansive than it used to be.
Broad means that it can accommodate more new and change, not simply catering, but with youth and innovation to the plateau to run. Frankly speaking, the Spring Festival Gala can be a little more fun and more suitable for young people, but after all, it can't focus on pop like "Red and White Song Club", and focus on the Internet like the Spring Festival Gala of Station B, don't forget, it has to face 1.4 billion people after all.
The Spring Festival Gala to me is a goddess who can only be watched from a distance but is extremely kind, never worshipped, only the gratitude of accompanying growth, and the attachment of cherishing each other. We are the same age, we are all quietly changing year by year, and we are all growing silently year by year. I am a little different from other children, Chinese New Year's Eve instead of happily setting off firecrackers and having fun, I sit in front of the TV from 8 p.m. to watch the Spring Festival Gala from beginning to end. Every song and dance, every program, singer, actor and host, Zhao Zhongxiang's infinite affection, Ni Ping's moving words when the water of the Yellow River converges in one place, Andy Lau's earthy yellow fat suit when he first appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala, Li Yongxiaoya brought the hottest variety show of the year to the Spring Festival Gala, Zhu Jun played "Flowers and Youth" with a clarinet, and the "habit" of "sensationalism" was taken by Feng Gong to the people of the whole country to make fun of it, Dong Qing went from being young when he first appeared to finally establishing a strong personal style of the Spring Festival Gala, those** Soldiers, Zhu Jun, Dong Qing, Zhou Tao, Li Yong, Zhang Zequn, no matter how they are arranged and combined, as long as they are lined up and the sections go to the audience, they can make people feel the strong flavor of the New Year. Give me enough space, and I can fill the whole book with these Spring Festival Gala memories in my mind.
When I really got on that stage, my grandmother became the most loyal audience, sitting in front of the TV from Chinese New Year's Eve to fifteen, watching the replay over and over again, and never tired of it. I don't know if the old man remembers the past when I abandoned her, and now I don't know, I think she must have giggled in the sky when she saw the story I shared: "Child, you want shukri, you want shukri." ”