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Goodbye Gu Shanyu In the most famous folk culture street in Z City, Ruan Die held the camera to find a shooting angle in **, and was so frightened by a few children that suddenly appeared that she almost knocked down the shop selling the four treasures of the study next to her.
It was night, her vision was blurry, Ruan Die looked up, saw Gu Shanyu, and didn't recognize it at first sight.
Didn't break? Gu Shanyu quickly helped her get up from the ground.
It's okay. Ruan Die checked the camera and patted the ash on her body, Gu Shanyu looked at her silently, Ruan Die lowered her head uncomfortably.
There is a layer of things in Gu Shanyu's eyes that Ruan Die can't say, strange and unpredictable, just like him.
Today is the 14th day of the eighth month of the lunar calendar, and tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and Ruan Die has been in Z City for two years. Gu Shanyu pulled her to the side of Cultural Street, **There is a seat for resting.
Why do you want to come to Z City? "Ruan Die doesn't like embarrassment.
Business trip. Gu Shanyu was concise and to the point.
What kind of work does the Mid-Autumn Festival not give people a break? Ruan Die thought about it, when she was good with Gu Shanyu, everyone was already the vice president, and now it must be a good opportunity.
Ruan Die smiled awkwardly, "I'll leave first if there's nothing to do." ”
Something. Gu Shanyu made a retaining expression, and said gentlemanly: "My wife wants to know you." ”
Your wife ......Ruan Die looked at him with mixed feelings, "Why?" ”
She wants to ask you to work in her gallery. ”
That's why you came to me on a special trip, why can you pretend to be ...... nothing?Ruan Die's heart was struggling back and forth, she was sad, "We broke up, but I can't do it yet, and I can face you and your family calmly." ”
You can think about it slowly. Gu Shanyu seemed to have guessed that she would say this, and there was no superfluous expression on her face.
This kind of shrewdness is unique to businessmen, Ruan Die doesn't like it at all, she said stiffly, "Don't think about it." ”
Ruan Die, you have a lot of artistic talent. Gu Shanyu patted her on the shoulder, like an elder, "You should think about your future." ”
You don't have to worry about my future. Ruan Die said disgustedly: "When you broke up, you said not to disturb each other, then don't disturb each other, aren't you the most committed to keeping your promise?" ”
Gu Shanyu's face did not change, and he sneered, "Ruan Die, you can still recognize this kind of words." ”
Gu Shanyu, I don't want to quarrel with you. Ruan Die left with her camera in her arms.
The Cultural Street was bustling with people, the lights were dazzling, Ruan Die returned the same way with a heavy heart, the full moon was in the sky, and the depression in her heart escaped from it, which was not a good thing after all.
Ruan Die has been in love twice so far, and the second relationship ruined her family, and she changed her personality overnight.
She met Gu Shanyu during her junior year of internship, and at that time Ruan Die had a boyfriend named Zhang Suiyuan, and they grew up together.
Ruan Die once worked overtime, and was still in the company at ten o'clock in the evening, Zhang Suiyuan went to pick her up, there was no one in the whole building at that time, Zhang Suiyuan took Ruan Die on a whim, and Gu Shanyu just came down from the upstairs and saw it clearly.
Gu Shanyu coughed lightly, and the scene suddenly fell into embarrassment, at that time Gu Shanyu was still the boss of Ruan Die's boss, a person whose boss was terrified when he heard it.
Ruan Die still remembered Gu Shanyu's expression at that time, like discovering a new world, which was both excited and full of the city.
So in the dark, she had an indecent relationship with this person, Ruan Die felt that she was in love, and she later understood that she was just Gu Shanyu's prey on a whim.
The next day, Ruan Die put on a black coat and a black mask, carrying a bag of garbage out of the rental house, she planned to go to the supermarket to buy something, after all, it was a holiday.
Ruan Die's parents both died the year before last, and Ruan Die had not graduated from college when she died.
At that time, the underground relationship between her and Gu Shanyu was still continuing, Gu Shanyu didn't know that Ruan Die's parents had died, Ruan Die cried fiercely and took the initiative that night, Gu Shanyu didn't know the specific reason, and he didn't ask, but he knew that Ruan Die was unhappy.
In those days, Gu Shanyu was like raising a child, and he was extremely patient with Ruan Die.
Ruan Die thought about this and sneered, but it was just a pitiful guilt of an egoist.
There are a lot of people in the supermarket, and there are several shelves of mooncakes, Ruan Die turns around a few times, not knowing what to buy, her father must be uncomfortable if he sees her like this.
Ruan Die has not made a few friends in Z City for two years, she likes to be alone, and the whole person is like half of a dead branch that has been immersed in stagnant water.
Last year, she was dealing with a person who studied psychology, and they advised her to see a psychiatrist, but she didn't go.
The colleague said that she had something hidden in her heart and invited her to eat hot pot, Ruan Die was so spicy that her snot and tears flowed, and her colleague smiled and brought ice water to her: "Spicy and spicy, cry and cry, all the hurdles that can't be passed have passed." ”
Ruan Die wants to eat crab roe lion's head, which is a specialty of her hometown. She walked out of the supermarket in a distraught, their family opened a restaurant in the early years, and the lion head made by Ruan Die's father was very famous in her hometown, but unfortunately everyone left too early.
Ruan Die has not been back to her hometown for two years, and she heard that the price of land near their home has risen several times, and a few months ago, Aunt Ruan Die also discussed with her that she wanted to rent her family's former restaurant to open a beauty and health shop.
Ruan Die agreed, her aunt was very happy to talk to her for a while, and the aunt persuaded Ruan Die to come back, persuading her to find someone, get married, and settle down.
Two years ago, the day before Gu Shanyu's engagement, Ruan Die left the hometown of Ink Danqing and never returned.
Ruan Die's aunt also said that there must be a place to return in life, and you can't wander forever.
Ruan Die nodded, thinking about leaving Z City to go further.
A gust of autumn wind passed by the corner of the clothes, Ruan Die stared at the WeChat message, and followed the trend to reply to the Mid-Autumn Festival in the work group.
She now works in a swimming club, in charge of publicity, the company is not bad, the salary is okay, Ruan Die thinks it is very good.
When she arrived downstairs in the community, Ruan Die put her hands in her coat pockets, and her amber-like eyes stared at a small round lamp, "What are you doing here?" ”
Gu Shanyu raised his eyes, "It's a holiday, come and see you." ”
Ruan Die looked at the indifferent face, some people are very capable, and they can easily find the place where their ex lives, like a shapeless ball of ice, it is not a thing.
Ruan Die ignored him and entered the building, followed by Gu Shanyu.
In the elevator, Ruan Die kept her head down, and her white and thin back neck was beautifully exposed in front of Gu Shanyu.
What bought? Gu Shanyu asked.
Ruan Die didn't speak, once she remembered more things, her disgust for Gu Shanyu became more and more profound, and she reflected for a moment, she should be determined to drive this person out.
People who are 25 are still like children. Gu Shanyu sighed slightly, "Ruan Die, are you happy now?" ”
I am fine. Ruan Die felt more and more that he was weird, "You have something to say." ”
Ruan Die ......Gu Shan Yu paused, and his handsome face rarely showed a little abnormal look.
Let's reconcile, okay? ”
You call it reconciliation! Ruan Die was silently angry, "Are we children playing at home?" Do you think I have to give me that sweet date if you give me a slap? Gu Shanyu, you take yourself too seriously. Ruan Die was angry and helpless, but still reasoned with him softly.
You ......Gu Shanyu's sharp mouth suddenly lost its effect, and he looked down at her in frustration.
You go right away. Why did she like such a person, Ruan Die regretted not being at the beginning.
In his junior year, Zhang Suiyuan wanted to go abroad for further study, but Ruan Die was reluctant to go abroad, so the two broke up peacefully.
Ruan Die's parents have never known about Ruan Die and Zhang Suiyuan's breakup, what they know is that Ruan Die sold her body to her boss for work.
Ruan Die and Zhang Suiyuan were depressed for a while after they broke up, and there was a dinner, Gu Shanyu took her to participate, Ruan Die was in a bad mood that night, she didn't deal with people out of society much, she wouldn't refuse to drink, and she was finally drugged.
At the end of the meal, Gu Shanyu took the drunk Ruan Die to the hotel next door to open a room.
The next day, Ruan Die fell into a kind of confusion after being surprised, facing Gu Shanyu who looked like usual, Ruan Die was at a loss, she was a good child in the eyes of her parents and teachers since she was a child, and she couldn't be well-behaved when she went to college, like a harmless little sheep that was just a wolf and naïve to think about how sheep and wolves coexist.
Mr. Gu ......She was desperate to speak, and no matter how calm she was, she couldn't hide the trembling of her body.
You sleep a little longer. Gu Shanyu didn't say a superfluous word, he changed his clothes, put the room card in a conspicuous place, and added dullly, "I'll go out." ”
Ruan Die nodded mechanically, her brain blank, "Okay." After that day, Gu Shanyu lost his previous seriousness and rigidity towards Ruan Die, in exchange for rare gentleness.
They didn't recognize each other's relationship, Ruan Die didn't think much about it, and Gu Shanyu couldn't think much about it.
Ruan Die was out of love at the time and was in a bad mental state, but Gu Shanyu came at the right time.
This kind of mature and steady, handsome and attractive man is easy to be favored by most women, Ruan Die admits that he likes to go up to the valley slowly, once admitted, many practical factors followed, Ruan Die couldn't bear it and couldn't let it go.
When the floor arrived, Ruan Die stared at Gu Shanyu and thought, it's unfair that a scum like him can get along in society, his wife is also a victim, shouldn't she do something good?
I'm not going. Gu Shanyu took the lead out of the elevator and leaned against the wall to look at her, looking like an accident, "Why have you lost so much weight." ”
Leave me alone. Ruan Die said coldly.
Gu Shanyu was silent for a moment, "I want to eat a lion's head." He used declarative sentences.
Ruan Die did buy the raw materials for making lion's head, she really wanted to think about vegetables, homesickness, and people.
After living together, Gu Shanyu took care of Ruan Die in all aspects, he was 7 years older than Ruan Die, at that time, Gu Shanyu was 28, and Ruan Die was only in her early twenties.
One is a mature and stable social elite, and the other is an ignorant and innocent girl, who is good when they are good.
Gu Shanyu took Ruan Die in and out of various high-end places, guided her in various things, and took care of the daily little things one by one. This man can also cook, and each meal is prepared according to Ruan Die's preferences......
Some people can melt an iceberg when they are good, and they can freeze a hot heart to death when they are cold.
Gu Shanyu, you have to make things ugly for me. ”
You haven't been back for two years. "Nature refers to her distant homeland.
So? Ruan Die begged him not to beat around the bush.
Because I don't even want to see my own parents, why should you deceive yourself? ”
Ruan Die couldn't get up with a breath in her heart, she thought about it and suppressed the words that came to her mouth, "You should always have the most basic morality of being a man, I don't want to be troubled by your wife." ”
Good. Gu Shanyu compromised, "I'll cook you a meal?" ”
Ruan Die walked past him and opened the door, her cat was crouching in the hallway looking at her, her eyes dodging.
Come on in. Ruan Die took her cat to the living room and gently smoothed the hair. The cat's name is sixty-three, and it was picked up on June 13, and sixty-three is timid, and he is afraid when he smells a little unfamiliar smell.
Gu Shanyu went directly to the kitchen and skillfully prepared things, Ruan Die rarely cooked at home, and many tableware fell with thick ash, Gu Shanyu washed them one by one.
It started to rain outside again, and the weather in Z City has been very bad recently, and Ruan Die was disturbed by the sound of rain. Her boss suddenly looked for her, and it saw that it was another rotten job of wiping people's butts. Ruan Die scolded in her heart, reluctantly turned on the computer, cursed while working, and became more determined to resign.
24 years old, without relatives and for no reason, free, she has time to squander.
Sixty-three climbed on Ruan Die's leg, the cat's belly purred, and Ruan Die pinched a few times from time to time. After doing the extra work and confirming that she was okay, Ruan Die began to study pet consignment.
At dinner, Ruan Die basically didn't speak, Gu Shanyu had something to do, and he was busy replying to messages.
Sixty-three hid in Ruan Die's quilt, always paying attention to the situation outside.
Suddenly, there was the sound of broken glass in the living room, and Sixty-Three whimpered and ran to the bedroom door.
Are you still in touch with Zhang Suiyuan? Gu Shanyu pinched the express box and suddenly became irritable, "Ruan Die, you deserve it." ”
I was wrong? Ruan Die asked rhetorically, "What does it have to do with you?" ”
When Zhang Suiyuan was still your boyfriend, he was already having an affair with the daughter of your scholastic professor. Gu Shanyu said word by word, "I saw it with my own eyes at the wine party." ”
Ruan Die snatched the express sent by Zhang Suiyuan, and said tiredly: "Let's go, don't come to me again." ”
Ruan Die ......"Get out! ”
After Gu Shanyu left, Ruan Die collapsed on the floor, Zhang Suiyuan sent her old things, why did she send them? Because people are getting married, their wives don't want to see her things.
One or two are married, and I don't know why they miss her ex.
Ruan Die poured out all the lion heads made by Gu Shanyu, why didn't she eat them? Because it's not that smell for a long time, it's like the moon tonight, which is particularly annoying in the circle of friends.
Ruan Die took out a bottle of craft beer brought back from the last dinner, opened the cap, and sighed for a while, the mellow of the craft beer was not drunk, and the person got drunk first.
Ruan Die's alcohol consumption is not good, this is a shortcoming, otherwise he would not have been on Gu Shanyu's set at the beginning.
During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Ruan Die handed in her resignation letter, and the boss still had a conscience and said that he wanted to invite him to dinner, but Ruan Die found a decent excuse to resign.
Colleagues were reluctant, and persuaded in twos and threes, "Ruan Die, there are many places in Z City that you haven't been to yet." ”
Ruan Die smiled, "You can go even if you resign." ”
You're not leaving Z City? ”
Will be back. ”
Z is a city with strong ethnic characteristics, and the local aborigines here have a slow and methodical temperament, but the increasing number of immigrants has gradually made the city more diverse.
Ruan Die wants to go west, and she makes a series of plans, and in order to make sure that nothing goes wrong, she looks around for information.
On the day of her official departure, Ruan Die was dragged to dinner by a group of people, and her colleagues were still good in some ways, but they were also very annoying when they were selfish.
Walking on the overpass, the rain stopped, and Ruan Die saw the inextricable sunset, which was very light but beautiful.
The colleague asked her to turn her head, and behind her was a large blooming orange-pink cloud, and Ruan Die was startled.
At this time, Gu Shanyu called**, Ruan Die listened for a few seconds, chose to hang up, and threw people into the blacklist.
As before, everyone will scold the boss in the first few minutes of eating, Ruan Die always doesn't like to talk at this time, a colleague enlightened her, don't think it's bad to say bad things about people behind your back, you see that the adults around you are not complaining, it is impossible not to be said in the world, you can't hold back all the time, you have to learn to vent.
HR, who takes the most care of Ruan Die, said, Xiao Ruan, your character is easy to suffer, you have to learn to be proud and let others know and cherish it.
Ruan Die smiled bitterly in her heart, in her kind life, she has lost a lot of things, and she has not worked hard in this process.
After resting at home for two days, Ruan Die began to be busy with the matter of moving, she didn't even look for a job, the first thing she did was to make an appointment with an agent to help her find a few houses, and wait for her to go over to see it.
Ruan Die plans to take a trip first, and her thick travel guide can finally come in handy.
The ticket was bought on September 26, and the pet consignment was also the same time, and Ruan Die was trying to avoid the peak of the National Day.
On the evening of the 25th, Ruan Die stood on the balcony and stared at the dark red night sky, the things of the house were still neatly placed everywhere, the rental contract was signed for one year, and Ruan Die planned to deal with this unfinished matter at the end of the year.
Ruan Die doesn't like separation, doesn't like all kinds of separation, after her parents left, the house was very deserted, Ruan Die took down all the decorative paintings on the wall, leaving only two posthumous portraits. After that, the furniture was covered with a dust cloth, the door was locked, and Ruan Die never wanted to come back.
Ruan Die's father died of a heart attack, how did he have a seizure? was by Ruan Die.
After Zhang Suiyuan knew about Ruan Die and Gu Shanyu, out of anger, he sent **'s** to Ruan Die's parents, and added oil and vinegar to make up a bunch of things that seemed to be true and fake.
Ruan Die's father is a cook and a former teacher, he doesn't have any excessive requirements for Ruan Die, even if the exam results are a mess, he will patiently ask her what she wants to eat for dinner. The only thing her father insisted on was that his daughter should be self-respecting, self-reliant, and strive to be a useful person to society.
Ruan Die was angry with her biological father, and her fragile mother couldn't accept her husband's departure, so she chose to commit suicide on the second night of Ruan Die's father's death.
Parents have always been a pain that Ruan Die can't let go of in her heart, every time she misses the days of Qingming and death day, she is like a different person, she will harm herself, try her best to torture herself, she can never forget, she can never let go.
There was a knock on the door outside, Ruan Die opened the door, Zhang Suiyuan was wearing a black cap, and said tiredly: "Don't say anything when you go, although I know you hate me." ”
Do? Ruan Die lukewarmly let him in.
Fluttershy. Zhang Suiyuan took off his hat, "Why do you say we have come to this point." ”
Article ** from old Ford, article "Forever White Moonlight".