The winter break of my senior year of high school has passed, but I feel both sober and depraved during this vacation. I understand the importance of the college entrance examination for my future, and I also know that this winter vacation is an important period to improve myself and consolidate my foundation. However, during the winter break, I often fell into a state of laziness and procrastination, and I was unable to use my time effectively. Every morning, I always tell myself to wake up early and start the day. However, the warmth of the bed and the comfort of the dream always made me postpone the wake-up time again and again. When I finally struggled to get out of bed, I realized that it was almost noon. The good time of the morning slipped away quietly in the warm bed.
After lunch, I always told myself to start studying seriously. However, the ** of my phone and computer always kept me from concentrating. I would tell myself to just glance at WeChat, or just play a game for a while, only to find myself immersed in the virtual world all afternoon.
At night, I would feel guilty and blame myself. I realized that my time had been wasted, but I couldn't find the motivation to start over. I would force myself to sit at my desk and open the book, but I couldn't concentrate. I knew that my actions were ruining my future, but I couldn't control my inertia.
This winter vacation, this is the state of my life. I was both sober and depraved. I understood my problem, but I couldn't overcome my inertia. I felt anxious and helpless because I knew that such a state would have a negative impact on my gaokao scores.
I knew I couldn't go on like this. I needed to find a way to overcome my inertia and regain my motivation to learn. I need to be responsible for my future and my dreams.
Excuse me: Is this you? If so, please reflect on yourself. A year or two has passed, and the last three months have passed, please don't lose a big one because of a small one! Please believe that persistence is victory! 】