To be alive or to live back to one's original state, this natural attribute is irresistible, perhaps the seeds planted in the previous life blossom and bear fruit in this life.
I feel that I am out of step with this world, and I don't pursue worldly fame and fortune and indulge in the so-called cultivation, but I can't completely let go of the real cultivation and empirical evidence, so I end up in a nondescript place.
Maybe I'm such a person, looking back on my own life, since I was a child, I have been unwilling and timid in character, always entangled in why people live, but I can't do it in a down-to-earth manner, and my thoughts are also vacillating between entering the world and being born.
This has caused a tragedy in my life, but fortunately, I didn't do anything bad, my parents also accumulated some virtue, I lived a stable life, and there were people around me who were constantly helping, and there was no lack of material money. The biggest trouble is still unwillingness, always thinking about achieving a worldly career, but my own ability is very limited, and my weak body since childhood always creates obstacles for myself.
The contradiction of contradiction makes the self fall into a painful confusion, rather than living so painfully, it is better to live as you are, don't pretend if you don't have any ability, you have to climb what you can't get; If you want to be free from life and death, you don't need to care about fame, fortune and wealth; Originally, it was the life of a well-off, so there was no need to think about being rich and rich. All the suffering is due to the fact that I cannot be satisfied with the destiny of heaven and live as I am.
Halfway through your life, you really don't want to live so painfully, just do what you want, no matter what others think of you, you can't decide your happiness, and no one cares about you, people just care about themselves, from watching your jokes to satisfy their vanity. So it's time to help the world.
Analyze the reasons why I was happy because I was able to forget my ego, spread love, think about others, and think about the nature of heaven and earth, when I was full of natural energy and spiritual freedom. And once you put your mind on your own gains and losses, you cut off the external energy channel and fall into an endless self-torture.
I want to live well, I want to live a full and happy life, let go of mundane thoughts, live simply, there is no comparison in my heart, there is no grievance, there is no complaint, there is no resentment, there is just joy and peace.
If you have nothing to do, laugh at yourself, laugh at yourself for being ignorant, laugh at yourself for being greedy for money and lustful, laugh at yourself for being selfish, laugh at yourself for being lazy and slack, laugh at yourself for being smart, laugh at yourself for eating excessively, laugh at yourself for being vulgar, laugh and laugh and sober up.
When you write and write, your heart calms down, it doesn't matter, everything doesn't matter, you don't worry about the present and the future, and you live naturally with your own heart. Although I can't write any beautiful works, I can write with peace of mind, and I have the right to be a pastime and calm my heart.
I really don't know what I look like, and I don't want to know anymore, but I don't want to deliberately change, I don't want to lose the original peace of mind, maybe the test standard is what kind of life to choose to find inner peace, then use this as a standard, do things that can make you feel calm, and avoid things that stir your heart to make you restless.