Haizi "Far Away": "There is nothing in the distance but the distance, the distant barley land, there is nothing but the barley, and the farther place is even more lonely, far away!" Nothing but the distance. At this time, the stone flew to me, and the stone bleed, and the stone grew seven sisters, standing in a barren steppe. I was far away at that time, I was free and poor at that time, these could not touch my sisters, these could not touch blood, these could not touch the happiness of the distance, the happiness of the distance, how much pain. ”
Time boils rain, years sew flowers, the world is late, and the mountains and rivers are autumn. To be honest, in my heart, how can there be any poetry and distance, in the heart of a middle-aged man like me who "tosses for eating and drinking all day long", there are only middle-aged tosses.
In retrospect, these tosses are tosses; In another five years, these tosses will be experiences; In another ten years, these tosses will be precipitation; In another twenty years, these tosses will be a daily occurrence. In another 30 years, these tosses will be a speck of dust in heaven and earth.
Poetry and distance are good, what's good? I just listen to others say yes, and I follow the crowd myself. Where does the poem come from? The majestic mountains and rivers of the country, I have not seen a few places, and I have not collected the wind; Pen and ink in**? Fountain pens, brushes, ballpoint pens, I can't write good fonts and good articles. After a whole year, I didn't have the courage to write about it; After this day, I was not in the mood to laugh with my family and children; After this week, I was still worried about "how to face the unreasonable toss of customers the next day" in my dreams; After this night, I still want to indulge in the sea of alcohol and enjoy that temporary relaxation. After this half of my life, I am still running around in "firewood, rice, oil, salt and vinegar", and I have not made any progress and improvement.
The current situation is that there are old people and there are young people. The parents are old and need to be filial, and the children are still young and need to be taken care of.
I've always thought that I didn't moan without illness, I just wrote about the "nonsense" in my heart.
Some people say, you are not a leading cadre of an administrative unit, do you have so much pressure? Besides, you are an ordinary clerk, you just need to do a good job, how can you think so much? Some people also say that the sky is crushing everyone, why do you care so much about the views and attitudes of the leaders? Others say that the waves are more acute when the boat reaches the middle of the mountain, and the road is steeper when people go to the middle of the mountain.
Let me say that in this half of life, due to the lack of mental integrity and immaturity, people cannot run away from the things that should be tossed and difficult. Even if you escape for a while, you will have to go through it later.
5. After a short stay, take up the responsibility and move forward, only to learn later that it is useless to complain, and looking back, you will beat yourself.
Poppy Beauty Listen to the Rain" said: "The young man listens to the rain song upstairs, and the red candle is dim. Listen to the rain in the middle of the boat. The river is wide and the clouds are low, and Duan Yan is called the west wind. Now listen to the rain monks. Sideburns have stars also. Joys and sorrows are always love. A term of step before the drip to the dawn. ”
When people reach middle age, they turn red cherries and green plantains. Sad, sad, difficult, difficult, annoying, depressed, family responsibilities must also be shouldered.
Work is not the kind of physical tiredness, but mental tiredness. Is this tiredness self-inflicted or inflicted by others? Both. If you are not tired, you will not be able to earn money, you will not be able to improve your material life, and you will not be able to improve your quality of life at all. You must work hard to earn money, firewood, rice, oil and salt are a must, and parents and children are also waiting for money.
Life is so difficult, but no matter how difficult it is, you have to live and live well.
When people reach middle age, who can you rely on. No one can rely on it, in fact, everyone needs to rely on it. In the end, you can only rely on yourself.
Rely on yourself, support the whole family, reassure parents, and give children peace of mind. It's just that I'm suffering myself, and I can't let go of my heart.
Even if you don't have anything to rely on, you need to support your family, and you don't dare to be lazy. Because, money is needed everywhere to maintain. If you don't work hard, you can't live in a house, and you can't even eat.
The reality is so cruel, and the reality is so difficult for middle-aged people.
When people reach middle age, they have too many responsibilities on their shoulders, if they don't work hard alone, how can their families feel at ease? How can life be peaceful?
It is difficult to be middle-aged, but also difficult to be physical, and with the growth of age, the pressure of work and life, the body is not as good as day by day. At this time, I am afraid of getting sick, once I fall, who will support this family?
With a strong sense of responsibility, I am not only tired, suffering, and threatened by illness, but also afraid that my family will be harmed.
This is the helplessness of most middle-aged people, at this age, the responsibility is getting bigger and bigger, to let the parents spend their old age in peace, the burden is getting heavier and heavier, and they want to train their children to become talents.
Who's going to help, who's going to help?
Many things can only be solved and faced by yourself.
When encountering difficulties and facing trials, you can only bear it alone and cry secretly.
No matter how difficult it is, you must force a smile in front of your family. Because you don't want your family to worry about you.
In life, support parents, raise children, work hard, maintain good interpersonal relationships, and excel at work.
In life, middle age is really difficult, all the responsibilities are shouldered, and all emotions have to be taken care of. They also have different missions.
No matter how hard it is, no matter how difficult it is, you can't retreat, and if you retreat, you can't keep up with the pace of the times. We can't slack off, because if we slack off, we won't get everything we want to see, and we won't have anything to do with happiness and happiness.