That year, my mother was sixty-five.
It was the summer when my mother was sixty-five years old.
She suddenly said to me, "Daughter, I've been feeling very tired lately, and I can't do anything, so let's see if I should go to the hospital for a check-up."
I gently took my mother's old hand and helped her sit down in the chair, feeling faintly uneasy in my heart.
Over the past year, I have seen all the changes in my mother. She no longer has the energy to do housework, and her meals are also cooked casually, and she is often alone in a daze.
Mom, have you been feeling unwell lately? Why don't we go to the hospital tomorrow? "I try to make my tone sound as relaxed and natural as possible.
It's not a big deal, it's just that I'm old and I always feel like I can't lift my spirits. "Mom's hand was in the palm of my hand, it felt so thin, so light.
My heart was sour, and my eyes turned red.
The results of the examination came out, and my mother suffered from mild psoriasis and needed to take medication regularly. Doctors say that psoriasis can affect the quality of life of patients and cause long-term anxiety, depression and other mental problems.
I offered my mother to come and live with me so that I could take care of her, but she refused.
I've lived in our hometown for a long time, and I'm familiar with my neighbors, so I'm reluctant to leave. Mom said.
I know that my mother's deep-rooted local feelings are difficult for me to impress for a while.
That winter, Dad left us. For more than 50 years with my mother, overnight, my mother slept alone on one side of the big bed.
My heart hurts like a pinprick in a pin, but I know that my mother's pain is deeper and more painful than mine.
Mom is sixty-six.
I've started to notice that my mom has a lot of memories of the past, but she often can't remember the recent events.
Once, during a chat, my mother suddenly said, "What has my son been busy with lately?" Why don't you always go home? ”
I was stunned for a moment, and reminded my mother softly: "Mom, I'm a daughter." ”
Ah, daughter, mom is confused. "Mom was a little ashamed.
I knew it was my mother's memory that was failing. She always felt that her son was still in school, and her memory was frozen in a long time ago.
Mom, you have to get used to the mood of being free from the world. Give your son a ** when you want him. ”
Good boy, Mom knows. Mom is old, don't be surprised. ”
I hung up with red eyes**, and my heart was mixed.
Mom is sixty-seven.
It was a rainy night. Mom suddenly called**, and her tone was a little excited: "Daughter, go home quickly, Mom left you a real estate, and a bank card password...
Mom, don't worry, I'm fine, are you okay? "I tried to calm my mom down first.
I'm fine, but I suddenly remembered this, and I want to tell you, you just remember it. ”
Mom, I remember it all, don't worry. I'll see you back in a while. ”
That pass made me feel numb. In the dead of night, I can't help but think about the impermanence of life.
Perhaps, this is what my mother is silently telling me that she is ready to say goodbye to this world.
Mom is sixty-eight.
When we were talking, I noticed that my mother's speech was a little indistinct.
She would suddenly come out of nowhere: "Old man, the weather is getting colder, let's go home early." ”
I know, it was Mom talking to Dad.
Another time, my mother said to herself, "Old man, I'll be with you soon, don't be afraid over there." ”
Tears welled up in my eyes. What my mother thinks about is always her beloved.
I asked my mom if she had any outstanding wishes and wanted me to help her fulfill them.
Mom said that there was no more, and she just wanted to live this life quietly.
Life is just a few decades, trivial and pale.
We come empty-handed, and we can't take anything with us when we go.
In the long and hurried journey of life, we are all searching for our own meaning.
And when the hue is pale and the fate is withering, the most profound memory is always the bits and pieces of love and love.
In this life, my greatest luck is to be your daughter.
Mom, thank you for giving me this long and warm life.
From now on, I will cherish every day with you.
I hope you can be happy and smile all the time.
May you live with dignity and happiness for the rest of your life.