Wake up in the morning with trembling bodies.
I felt cold, and at the same time I was a little excited, and my upper and lower teeth made a "brother, brother" sound.
You have to control your speech, or your voice will tremble.
I got up and washed my hair.
Although I don't always wash my hair with flour, sometimes I don't bother to get flour and use shampoo.
I chose Men's Qingyang because it has no fragrance.
Ma Tuan'er heard it and asked me, "Are you washing your hair?" Me: "Hmm. ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Do you want me to help?" Me: "It's okay, I'll wash it myself." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "I'll help you make it more convenient." ”
Me: "Okay. ”
Ma Tuan'er held the spray head with her left hand and rubbed it on my head with her right hand to help me wash my hair.
Me: "Where can I find such a good husband?" ”
Ma Tuan'er: "You've found a treasure." ”
Ma Tuan'er had already eaten breakfast, and according to my request, brought me a boiled egg and put it in the steamer.
I finished eating the boiled eggs and drank some hot water, and I felt much better and my teeth didn't chatter anymore.
Then I s*** rest.
Although I want to sleep, I'm a little confused, but even if I don't fall asleep, it's good to have my eyes closed.
Ma Tuan'er: "Why do you always sleep?" Get up and eat. ”
I got up and went to eat.
While eating, he chatted with Ma Tuan'er.
Me: "Husband, do you think I'm suffering from depression, but I don't know it?" Ma Tuan'er: "You're not depressed, just menopausal conditioning." ”
Me: "But I can't sleep well at night, I feel pain everywhere, and suddenly I feel hot and my heart is pounding." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Isn't this menopause?" Me: "Also, I don't like to socialize with people other than you, I don't want to go to parties, I don't have any hobbies.
I couldn't stay at home before, but now I can't go downstairs for days. ”
Ma Tuan'er: "This is depression, right?" Me: "I don't know, the Internet says that depression has many manifestations.
Some netizens said that I was sunny-type depression. ”
Ma Tuan'er: "What does sunshine depression mean?" Me: "On the surface, I look optimistic, but on the inside, I am actually very painful. ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Are you in pain in your heart?" Me: "I didn't feel the pain, maybe I didn't notice it." ”
* Medication for depression worked well for me, I no longer felt hot at night, I was able to sleep well, and I had no heart problems.
Maybe the leg pain is also due to depression.
Ma Tuan'er: "Shall we leave tomorrow?" Me: "I'm not sure, hesitating."
Actually, I don't really want to go out.
But if you go out, will the depression get better? However, I was worried that it would be very hard to go out, and I couldn't lie down and rest at any time like at home. ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Can you walk?" Me: "I can't walk more, I can only walk 2,000 steps a day at most, and I barely walk to the north gate of the community." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Then we won't climb the mountain, but ordinary scenic spots, such as ancient cities and the like, have to walk more than 2,000 steps." ”
Me: "Then you can carry me." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Seriously." ”
Me: "I'm done eating, I'm going to **, you go wash the dishes, husband." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Okay.
You think about it, don't go out tomorrow. ”
Help me pick up the courier in the afternoon. ”
I lay in bed and fell asleep feeling dazed.
Ma Tuan'er: "There are four in total, which one shall I get for you?" Me: "Give it all to me." ”
Ma Tuan'er: "Then I'll help you open it and remove the outer packaging." ”
Ma Tuan'er opened the courier and brought it to me.
One of them is a small pendant of a doll that I bought, ready to hang on my bag.
A 60-year-old woman who still likes to hang dolls on her bag, is she really depressed?