In the work "The World", Zheng Juan is an ill-fated character. Abandoned since childhood, fortunately adopted by Zheng's mother, he was able to gain a foothold in the world. However, life did not treat her gently because of this. When being bullied, Tu Zhiqiang stepped forward, and the two had feelings for each other. However, the trick of fate allowed Luo Shibin to take advantage of the situation, and Tu Zhiqiang took the responsibility for protecting Zheng Juan, and finally paid the price of his life.
Zheng Juan, who lost her support, got help from Bingkun. When they met for the first time, Bingkun was deeply attracted by Zheng Juan's beauty. After that, Zheng Juan moved Bingkun with her kindness and sincerity, and the two moved forward together in the ups and downs. Although the outside world has constantly questioned Zheng Juan, thinking that she is with Bingkun for her own interests, in my opinion, Zheng Juan's sincerity to Bingkun is her gratitude and awe of life.
In the days when Bingkun's mother fell ill, Zheng Juan silently shouldered the burden of the family and supported the Zhou family with her weak shoulders. Her dedication and persistence finally won the recognition of the Zhou family. After seeing Zheng Juan's sincerity, Zhou's father also agreed to their marriage.
After Luo Shibin was released from prison, his career was successful. But after he lost his fertility, he began to pursue his son Nan Nan. The impermanence of fate is fully reflected here. For Zheng Juan, no matter how twists and turns life is, she always sticks to her faith and love, and Bingkun is that eternal light in her heart. He wants to build a business empire for his son and give him the best of everything. When Zheng Juan talked about her son with Luo Shibin for the first time, she told her sister-in-law about it. The eldest brother reassured Zheng Juan that if Luo Shibin came to her again, let her tell Luo Soldier to find him.
A few years passed, and Luo Shibin asked Brother Shui to return to Zheng Juan to discuss his son's future with her. Brother Shui directly found Nan Nan and revealed his biological father identity to him. When Nan Nan heard the sentence "I'm sorry" from his mother and learned that his biological father was a big boss in the south, his heart set off waves. He blamed everyone in the family, especially his mother and Zhou Bingkun, why did he keep hiding it from him? He felt that he had grown up, so why did they continue to hide it?
Zheng Juan stayed awake all night, plagued by various problems, and didn't know how to deal with them. Nan Nan noticed that her mother's expression was abnormal and asked her if she had quarreled with someone. Zheng Juan was stunned for a moment, and asked Nan Nan for the first time, "Who is he?" Nan Nan did not answer. Zheng Juan was shocked to find that her son Nan Nan no longer called Zhou Bingkun "Dad".
Later, Nan Nan said: "Back then, if he hadn't carried this matter. Zheng Juan suddenly gave herself a slap, and this sudden move shocked Nan Nan. Zheng Juan told Nan Nan: "He is your father, he will always be your father, and you only have him as your father in your life." ”
This conversation between mother and son is heartbreaking. Zheng Juan's slap contained deep self-blame and remorse. She blamed herself for raising a son who didn't know how to be grateful, and regretted that she was sorry for Zhou Bingkun's sincere efforts for many years. And Nan Nan's shock, complaint and pain are all perfectly interpreted.
If Nan Nan was a child of a normal marriage, Zheng Juan would not do it. The humiliating memories she could not look back on prevented her from confessing everything to her son. She was worried that her son would deny Zhou Bingkun's fifteen years of parenting because he had a rich father.
If it weren't for Zhou Bingkun's support from selling his heirloom bracelets, what would their lives have been? This question made Zheng Juan unable to let go.
It is unimaginable that Nan Nan, a fifteen-year-old boy who is in adolescence, would say such things to Bingkun. This is probably the real reason why Zheng Juan couldn't help but slap herself. Zheng Juan is a grateful woman, and her gentleness, gentleness and kindness are admired by the Zhou family. She has always done her best to everyone in the Zhou family, especially for Bingkun, she is full of love and gratitude.
However, Nan Nan's words and deeds made her heart ache. He suddenly began to call Bingkun "he", which was undoubtedly a refusal to recognize Bingkun's identity. Zheng Juan's heart was like a knife, but she did not choose to blame or punish Nan Nan, on the contrary, she chose to punish herself. In many families, parents may directly scold their children, but Zheng Juan loves her son so much that she prefers to hit herself, believing that her actions or attitudes may have contributed to such a situation.
The kind and loving Zheng Juan bears all the pain and troubles alone. First of all, Sun Xiaoning's intervention plunged her marriage into a crisis, she didn't dare to ask, she didn't dare to tell, she could only be sad secretly. Now, the competition between Artesian Water and Luo Shibin for the custody of the child has brought her a heavy psychological burden. She didn't want her son to know all this, but when Shui Artesian found Nan Nan, she was afraid that Shui Artesian would trouble the Zhou family's parents, so she could only go to Shui Artesian to negotiate in person.
In order to make Nan Nan understand her determination, Zheng Juan decided to be ruthless to herself. In this way, she hopes to let Nan Nan understand her true thoughts: she, a mother, will not allow her son to recognize Luo Shibin as his father. However, this slap shocked Nan Nan deeply, he had never seen his mother with such a resolute attitude. When Zhou Nan changed his words to call Artesian "him", Zheng Juan looked at him, and the anger in his heart calmed down slightly.
Although she seems to be weak on the surface, Zheng Juan is a strong and unyielding woman in her bones. In that particular circumstance, she thought that the only way to make her son realize the truth of the matter was to punish herself. This slap not only shocked Nan Nan, but also deeply touched the hearts of the audience. A good actor can make the audience empathize and get excited and cry as the plot develops.
This scene makes us deeply understand Zheng Juan's inner struggle and pain. In order to correct her son's attitude, she did not hesitate to punish herself, so that her son could understand Bingkun's sincere feelings and love for him and his family. Such a mother is distressing. At the moment when the tears fell, we deeply experienced her deep and restrained love.
Zheng Juan, this kind woman, no matter whether life is hard or rich, is grateful, and is full of gratitude to Zhou Bingkun and the Zhou family. She made a huge sacrifice for Zhou Bingkun, and Zhou Bingkun admitted that he had long forgotten the fact that Nan Nan was not his biological child, which undoubtedly showed Zhou Bingkun's sincere care and selfless dedication to Nan Nan. As a dutiful father, Zhou Bingkun made Zheng Juan unable to repay him. That crisp slap may be a warning to Nan Nan's ingratitude, or it may be Zheng Juan's painful self-blame and punishment.