In 1982, Limin became pregnant. Limin said that it was her treatment at her in-law's house at that time, and it reached the peak of her life. Her mother-in-law prepares delicious meals for her every day and also buys her a variety of fresh fruits. My father-in-law was even more attentive, and whenever Limin went to the bank for a meeting in the evening, he always sent a car to pick her up, even though the bank was only a few minutes' walk from home. In this family, Limin seems to have received unprecedented attention and love.
However, life is always full of uncertainties. Limin's husband, Cuong, began to hang out at a friend's cabaret club frequently, sometimes staying up all night. This made Limin feel anxious and helpless. Once, Cuong didn't come home for several nights, and Limin had no choice but to confide in her mother-in-law. The mother-in-law said lightly: "A big man who doesn't smoke or drink can't socialize, and how can he do business if he doesn't socialize." ”
Limin, who was married far away, felt even more helpless and confused when she heard her mother-in-law's words. She can only comfort herself, thinking that Ah Qiang is also involuntarily, and the nature of his work determines that he must socialize with others.
However, Limin's predicament was not solved. In this family, she can't seem to find anyone who is on the same side as herself.
The only reliance - father-in-law, but talking at home doesn't count. Isolated and helpless, Limin thought of her mother who was far away in Jiangxi, so she asked her mother to come to the house to accompany her.
After Limin's mother came, her mother-in-law deliberately snubbed her, and she didn't even take a picture. Limin's father-in-law privately invited Limin's mother to a meal in an attempt to ease the relationship. However, this did not change the mother-in-law's attitude towards Limin. During a routine prenatal check-up, the doctor found that Limin's amniotic fluid was too low and she had to be hospitalized immediately. The father-in-law rushed Limin to the hospital and injected her with an induced labor injection that night. The next morning, Limin gave birth to a boy.
However, the arrival of this new life did not bring joy and harmony to the family. After the mother-in-law came to the hospital, she complained that her grandson was frail and sickly, and even blamed Limin's mother for urging her grandson to be admitted to the hospital and taking an induced injection to cause her grandson to be weak. Limin's mother silently endured her mother-in-law's accusations and finally left the hospital. Limin looked at the back of her mother's departure, and her heart was full of guilt and helplessness.
In order to take revenge on her mother-in-law's indifference and meanness, Limin decided to return to her mother-in-law's house for confinement after being discharged from the hospital, and let her mother-in-law serve her personally.
However, this did not make the mother-in-law change his **.
On the contrary, the mother-in-law's indifference and neglect towards Limin is even more serious. Limin had a high fever during her confinement, and she also had to endure hunger and loneliness. Her husband, Ah Keung, is also completely on the side of his mother-in-law, turning a blind eye to her plight.
In desperation, Limin dialed the ** of a distant relative and poured out her grievances. Hearing Limin's cry, the relatives couldn't help but burst into tears. When Limin's husband Cuong saw this, he threatened his mother-in-law not to be afraid of Limin's complaint and threatened to kill her. This move completely infuriates Limin, and she rushes to Cuong desperately to fight him. Seeing this, the mother-in-law quickly locked Cuong in another room.
On the day of the child's full moon, Limin left her mother-in-law's house with her son and returned to her small home. When she returned to her mother-in-law's house to pick up her things, she found that her mother-in-law had thrown all the items such as the large bathtub she had prepared for her son and the clothes she had given to her mother-in-law at the staircase outside the door. At this moment, Limin's heart was completely broken. She decided not to go to work anymore and concentrate on taking care of her son at home. However, her relationship with Cuong has also become increasingly strained, with Cuong often refraining from returning home for socializing, and her mother-in-law never going to Limin's house to help take care of the children. Alone, Limin could only raise her son alone until he was more than a year old. Limin's life is in endless trouble. She has to take care of her young son and deal with an increasingly strained relationship with Cuong. Cuong often stays home at night, ignoring his family and children, while his mother-in-law turns a blind eye to Limin's plight and even makes sarcastic remarks. In this home, Limin felt like an isolated island, unable to find a trace of warmth and support.
As time passed, Limin's body and mind gradually collapsed. She had to endure both physical exhaustion and illness, as well as mental torture and pain. She often sat alone in front of the window, looking at the sky outside the window in a daze, her heart was full of endless sorrow and helplessness.
In this family, the only reliance, the father-in-law, is powerless to change the status quo. Although he felt sorry for what happened to Limin, he couldn't say anything at home. He could only comfort Limin privately and encourage her to persevere. However, these meager comforts could not alleviate the pain and despair in Limin's heart.
One night, Cuong stayed up all night again. Limin is alone at home taking care of her sick son, and her heart is full of anxiety and helplessness. She called Cuong's **, but no one answered. In desperation, she had to call her mother-in-law for help. However, the mother-in-law indifferently refused her request and hung up on **.
Limin realizes that she has been completely abandoned by this world. She looked at her frail son on the hospital bed, and a strong sense of despair welled up in her heart. She didn't know if she would be able to persevere, and she didn't know if the family had a future.
At this moment, Limin suddenly received a **. An unfamiliar voice came from the other end telling her that Cuong had an accident at the dance hall and needed to rush to the hospital immediately. After Li Min heard the news, it was like five thunderbolts, and the whole person fell into extreme panic and chaos.
She hurriedly packed her things and rushed to the hospital with her sick son in her arms. In the corridor of the hospital, she saw Cuong lying on a hospital bed, his face pale and his breath weak. The doctor told her that Cuong had a collapse due to excessive drinking and fatigue and needed urgent resuscitation.
Limin looked at the frail Cuong on the hospital bed, and an indescribable grief and despair swelled up in her heart. She felt that she had been utterly defeated by fate and could not bear any more blows and pain.
In this family, Limin has lost all her support and support. Her husband Cuong's life and death are uncertain, her mother-in-law is cold and ruthless to her, and her father-in-law feels sorry for her but can't do anything about it. She felt trapped in a nightmare from which she could not escape, unable to find a way out and hope.
During the rescue process of Ah Keong, Limin has been by his side, silently praying that he can survive this hurdle. However, fate did not favor this already suffering family. After several hours of resuscitation, the doctor reluctantly told Limin that Cuong had passed away.
After hearing the news, Limin instantly collapsed. She wept bitterly, unable to accept this cruel truth. She felt her heart had been torn to pieces and could no longer bear any more pain and sorrow.
In this family, Limin lost all her support and support. Her husband Ah Keong passed away, and her mother-in-law was cold and ruthless to her, and her father-in-law felt sorry for her but could not do anything about it. She felt that she had been completely destroyed by fate and could no longer continue to live.
At Cuong's funeral, Limin stood aside with a blank face, no tears in her eyes, only emptiness and despair. She felt that her heart was dead and could no longer feel any emotion and warmth.
After the funeral, Limin returned home with her son. She looked at the empty room and the cold furniture, and an indescribable grief and despair welled up in her heart. She felt that she had been completely abandoned by this world, and could no longer find any hope or way out.
In the days that followed, Limin fell into endless grief and despair. She no longer communicates with people and no longer cares about everything in the outside world. She just silently took care of her son and spent one long and lonely day after another.
However, fate did not spare Limin because of her grief and despair. One night, her son suddenly developed a high fever and shortness of breath, and his condition was critical. In a panic, Limin called the emergency services**, but due to the remote area, the ambulance could not arrive in time.
Limin had no choice but to rush to the hospital with her son in her arms. However, on the way, she lost her sense of direction because she was too flustered and took the wrong path. When she finally arrived at the hospital, she had missed the best time. Her son died of a serious illness.
After hearing the news, Limin was completely devastated. She wept bitterly, unable to accept this cruel truth. She felt that she had lost all hope and dependence, and could no longer continue to live.
In the midst of grief and despair, Limin makes a decision. She decides to leave this family full of pain and grief and go in search of a new life. She no longer wants to be bound by the shadows of the past, and she wants to be able to start her life all over again.
However, fate doesn't seem to be intent on giving Limin any chance to start over. Her psyche had been traumatized too much, and her body was gradually crumbling due to long-term exertion and grief. Shortly after leaving home, Limin's physical condition deteriorated dramatically, and she was diagnosed with a serious illness.
This news is undoubtedly worse for Limin. She felt that she had come to the end of her life and could not endure any more pain and suffering. She began to recall her life, those happy days and sad moments intertwined, filling her heart with endless sorrow.
In the hospital bed, Limin gradually fell into a coma. Her consciousness began to blur, and everything around her became distant and unfamiliar. It was as if she saw her young son beckoning to her, and a strong wave of longing and guilt welled up in her heart. She wanted to hug her son and tell him how much she loved him, but she didn't have the strength anymore.
Limin's death was like a heavy stone that weighed on her family's hearts. Especially her parents, the white-haired man sent the black-haired man, and the pain and despair were almost unbearable for them. They recalled the bits and pieces of Limin's childhood, and those laughter, tears, hopes and disappointments became eternal pain in their hearts.
Among Limin's belongings, her parents found a letter. This is the suicide note written by Limin in the last moments of her life. In the letter, she expressed her disappointment and helplessness in the world, as well as her guilt and reluctance to her family. She wrote: "I know you're going to be sad when I'm gone. But I really can't hold it anymore. I hope you can forgive me for not being strong. I hope you can live well and not fall into endless grief because of me. ”
The letter made Limin's family even more heartbroken. They understand that in the last moments of her life, Limin is still thinking about them, or trying to bring them a little comfort. The greatness and selflessness of this kind of maternal love make it impossible for them not to be moved and not to be heartbroken.
In the days following Limin's death, her family began to try to come out of the gloom and face life again. They knew that this was what Limin wanted to see the most. They began to support each other through this difficult time together.