My name is Yu Jiake, an ordinary girl with dreams. In the four years of college, I silently had a crush on Yu Ming, the boy who was as far away as the flower of Kaolin. I would wait for him downstairs in his dorm every morning and bring him a hot breakfast; When he plays, I hand him cool water; He went to the library, and I helped him get a seat. Days like this, day after day, year after year, everyone saw my deep affection for him.
On the day of graduation, with the encouragement of my friends, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to him. I clearly remember that day he was dressed in a black suit, with a cold temperament, and danced with the school flower Xia Xing, like a golden boy and a girl. And I, on the other hand, could only stand in the crowd and look at him silently, the sourness in my heart was indescribable.
At that moment, I knew the gap between myself and him, but I still wanted to end the four-year relationship. I took a deep breath and walked towards him, although my voice was not loud, but I said firmly: "Yu Ming, I like you." Can you be my boyfriend? "The classmates around me could hear it clearly, and their eyes wandered between us.
Yu Ming only slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, with a hint of sarcasm in his eyes, he leaned close to my ear, and his voice was low and cold: "I can't." Yu Jiake, if you can't flirt with other men, will you come to tease me? "At that moment, my heart felt like it was being drenched in ice water, and all my hopes were in vain. I raised my hand, slapped him hard, and rushed out of the auditorium, letting tears blur my vision.
Five years later, when I was lying on the hospital bed because of a minor operation, my four-year-old son Yu Yu was holding a person's hand and excitedly exclaimed, "Mom, I've found Dad!" I looked up and saw that it was Yu Ming, who looked at me with a smile: "Yu Jiake, can you bear it, just run away when you sleep?" ”
At that moment, all the memories came to my heart, and I looked at Yu Ming in front of me, and my heart was mixed. In the past five years, I have fled from City A and lived alone with my son, thinking that I had let go of my past feelings, but now it seems that there are some things that I can never let go.
Yu Ming looked at me, a trace of complicated emotions flashed in his eyes. He squatted down, looked at his son at eye level, and said in a soft voice: "Yu Yu, I'm your father." The son's eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe it. I took a deep breath, looked at Yu Ming, and said, "Yu Ming, how are you doing in the past five years?" ”
He was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly: "Good, but not easy." I've been looking for you, Yu Jiake. I lowered my head, a mixed emotion welling up in my heart. I've been running away from him for the past five years, but now, he doesn't seem to have any intention of giving up.
We sat down on a hospital bench and talked about the past. Yu Ming told me that he rejected me not because he didn't like me, but because he felt that he didn't deserve me. He felt that he was an indifferent person who did not know how to love someone. But now, he seems to understand his heart and is willing to change for the sake of me and my son.
I looked at Yu Ming in front of me, and my heart was mixed. I know that in the past five years, we have all gone through too many ups and downs and tribulations for each other. But now, it seems, we're back to square one and starting over.
Perhaps, this is fate. Some people are destined to be together, and no matter how many twists and turns they go through, they will eventually come together. I gently held Yu Ming's hand, and there was a determined light in my eyes: "Yu Ming, I am willing to give you another chance." He looked at me with a flash of surprise in his eyes: "Really? Yu Jiake, are you willing to give me another chance? I nodded, smiled and said, "Yes, I do." ”