Today, I accidentally ran into an old friend from more than ten years ago, who was wearing a mask and carrying an infusion tube for injections on the back of his hand. He looked in his 70s, about 64 years old, with obvious wrinkles on his forehead, and only learned that he had liver cancer three years ago, and he was about to go to the hospital when he met him.
He told me, man! Health is very important, said, I am now taking medicine and chemotherapy once a week, and I am very tired physically and mentally. It's not that my daughter, who is a doctor, wants me to persevere, help me, and encourage me, I don't want to ** anymore, it's not that I feel sorry for money, it's that I really don't want to live. I know that he is not in good financial conditions alone, and it is a shame to say that he doesn't feel sorry for money.
He said that there was no cure for the disease, and told me that during the time he was in the hospital, he witnessed several of the neighbors in the ward leave one after another. I asked him, are you afraid of death? He said he was not afraid of death, and I said, what are you worried about if you are not afraid of death. Listen to the doctor and daughter, just cooperate well, he said, I know all this, but things are not what I want.
He said that he has taken a lot of medicine in the past three years, and it is still the same, and he has spent more than 500,000 yuan and reimbursed more than 200,000 yuan. Before I got sick, I was more than 150 pounds, but three years later, now I only have 110 pounds, and I can't eat much, I am upset, my daughter spent a lot of money for me, saying that I don't want to burden my daughter.
I can only persuade him, saying, take your time, see that life and death have a destiny, and it will be worth living every day, don't think about it so much. I said, your daughter is already very good, she doesn't want to lose you, if she loses you, she will have no relatives in this world.
I talked to him for about an hour, and I could see in his eyes that he was hungry for life. After all, he is only 64 years old, and he has this damn disease, what can he do, he can only take one step at a time, looking at the back of him leaving, I feel uncomfortable.
Hey, this person, at this age, I just want to be healthy, and nothing else is okay.