I accidentally brushed up on a blogger's **, she said something in **, after reading it, the whole person felt a little breathless in her heart, and there was a feeling of wanting to find a secluded place and cry loudly.
It turned out that when the blogger was cleaning up the bookcase at home, he suddenly turned out a letter he wrote to himself after the college entrance examination four years ago.
The title of the letter is to myself after 338 days, Xiaoqing (pseudonym), hello, it is 2:25 pm on July 7, 2018, it is the math practice time, and there are still five minutes to go after class, and I suddenly thought of what I want to say to you in 338 days.
When you open this letter, it will be the afternoon after the college entrance examination. I don't know what mood you are in at the moment, you just finished the college entrance examination, do you feel relieved. It's the third day of school during the summer vacation, and my younger siblings are all at home, and I miss my grandparents.
I have taken the test a few times, but the results have not been satisfactory, and I have worked harder than before during this time, but the scores I got were not as good as before. Not sure why. I was even very sad for a while, and I began to doubt myself, and now I am also confused and hesitant, not knowing whether I can do it. It's not clear what your goals are.
So are you relieved now? As for me now, my English is very poor, and I don't have any outstanding subjects, in short, there is nothing that can give me the confidence to persevere, but who am I, nothing can defeat me.
You can rest assured, I will do my best in the remaining 300 days, I wonder if you have now tasted the fruits of victory that you have brought you? How do you feel when you see this? I guess your eyes are moist now, or are you laughing at my youthfulness?
Well, no matter what happened in the last 300 days, everything is a thing of the past, as long as you have given it your all, it doesn't really matter what the result is, I know you best, you are very impulsive, I know you must be thinking about having a good time for a few days now.
However, can you please spend more time with your family at home, this may be the last time you have been at home for so long, spend more time with them, maybe you are looking for a job now, want to take a summer job, earn the first pot of gold in your life, and you still want to buy the first set of cosmetics in your life.
Maybe you're looking at beauty right now**, maybe you've turned out the little ways to become beautiful that you hid before, and you're planning to make a small counterattack in this summer vacation, I really envy you, it's finally over, your chaotic youth, and the chaotic high school years have passed.
From today, you will have a brand new future, happy for you, July 7, 2018 at 3:55 p.m., from Xiaoqing (pseudonym) 337 days ago. After reading it, the blogger still burst into tears, she said that she didn't know what mood she was in ...... right now
After reading this ** of the blogger, I really felt a lot of emotion in my heart. The original blogger wrote to herself who had finished the college entrance examination in 338 days, but when she opened the letter again, it was already 1491 days later.
And after reading the blogger's letter, many netizens were also full of emotion in their hearts, and commented one after another, read it once, and cried once; I regret that I didn't write it for myself at the time; My sister's youth is the youth of most of us ordinary people, and I see myself from my sister's youth.
This letter is like two selves, one is a hot-blooded young man, and the other is an ordinary person who has lost his edges and corners who has been tortured by life, and no longer has the passion and mood of the year.
Maybe that year, after the evening class, in a short break after dinner, you and your friends, in front of the rows of university profile pictorials under the teaching building, swore that I would go to Xiamen University in the future, I wanted to see the sea, I wanted to feel the sea in person, what is it like to face the sea and bloom in spring?
Perhaps, your friend, she wants to go to Hangzhou, she said, she read a poem a long time ago, called "failed to throw Hangzhou to go, a piece of hook is this lake", I want to see Hangzhou West Lake is really so magical, so romantic, or you with me?
Perhaps, your friend, he still wants to go to Beijing, he said, the sky is high and the clouds are light, looking at the south flying geese, not to the Great Wall is not a hero, only a finger trip of 20,000. I want to go to Beijing and see the legendary Great Wall. I also want to go and see, the new grape wine is pouring the glow, and the snow in Yanshan is making flowers in October.
Maybe at that time, you and your friends went around in front of those famous schools for a long time, and each school, you all longed for it, and you all made an appointment to go to the same school together, or even if you ended up going to different schools, you would go to each other's universities in the future.
But in a hurry, decades and decades have passed, have you fulfilled your promise at that time, have you also opened the time capsule that you quietly hid like this blogger, and in the face of the letter you wrote to your future self decades ago, how do you feel now?
It is impossible for people to have youth and feelings for youth at the same time, perhaps, sometimes, regret is a kind of beauty, the person who met you at the beginning, are you together now? It snowed heavily last night, and it doesn't hurt to go. It's just that when I just remembered you, the snow was so heavy ......