Yesterday the Spring Festival, this morning spring birdsong. There will be no year next year, and I am afraid that my heart will be ruined.
The contrast between the two lines of poetry makes me feel that people are not as good as the year and people are not as good as things. It's not pessimistic and misanthropic, it's not boring, and I feel that life and work are not easy.
Entering the year of confusion, there is an obvious psychological change, I don't really want to celebrate the New Year. There are four reasons: first, this age is very embarrassing, high or low, so embarrassing that it makes you doubt life; The second is that you, as a man, have achieved nothing, and for the sake of stability, you have made compromises; The third is that you drag your family and bring your mouth, there is a kind of constant tearing responsibility, you can't afford the responsibility, and it makes you deeply blame yourself; Fourth, you have no bottom line and principles, your bottom line is completely destroyed by the existing rules, and your principles really have no impact in the eyes of others.
At this time, I don't really want to celebrate the New Year. After more than 40 years of life, I basically have no voice. If I talk about my dignity, it is that I can scold my elementary school children at home, and I can occasionally lose my temper at home. Outside, I was like a small tree swaying in the wind, with no right to speak except for the wind and rain.
What is this? This is the "roar" of an incompetent man before the awakening of his mind and cognition.
This man may be in the bottom of the bag.
Friends, when you have any of the above thoughts in your heart during the Chinese New Year, congratulations, live a more or less satisfying life.
This man, what's there. To this day, this man has a wife, a son, a mother, a job, a soul, and a shell.
Perhaps, this is the reality, the reality that I can't break free.
The job is not easy to do, the salary is not easy to earn, but you have to persevere.
Is this how a man should be when he reaches his 40s?
Today has been a difficult day, and it feels like it's been a long day than two days.
I don't want to celebrate the New Year, I just want to think quietly alone. It doesn't take too long, two or three days.