Chinese New Year's Eve, single mother.
The willfulness of the ten-year-old made me know my first love from the south to the north, he was in the military school, and I stupidly didn't go to school in order to protect him.....By the time he was about to graduate, he left in a daze.
Parting is an unforgettable experience, parting ways with the people you once loved the most and starting a new life. Days like these can often feel painful and heartbreaking, but they also provide an opportunity to grow and learn. After that, I chose to return to my hometown to study fitness and dance and start a business, met my ex-husband, and did well in my career.
In the dead of night, my heart is filled with endless contradictions and complicated feelings. Because poetry and distance need foundations, and your heart is full of anxiety and apprehension, you will regret not doing better, or unable to accept the reality you will face in the future. My first love family was the rich second generation I left with low self-esteem, I felt that he didn't love me enough, my ex-husband's family was a very ordinary rural family, but he loved me enough, stupid I thought it would be good to me.
I started my business in 2009, bought a house in 2011, bought a car in 2013, and everything went well. In this way, when I got married in 2014 when I was older, I thought everything would be so dull. thinks that marriage is just a matter of two people, but completely ignores the differences between families and the differences in consumption concepts! In the past, they used to use their own things, but after marriage, conflicts broke out, and he cheated on my student when I was pregnant....That's how I got divorced.
From 2018 to 2021, the school was enriched with children to study, followed by the three-year dormant epidemic period, and by this year in 2024, business will be completely closed, and affected by the epidemic, people's demand for entertainment, food, cultural consumption and other needs has decreased significantly. During the lockdown, many entertainment venues and commercial centers were closed, and consumption shrank severely. Fortunately, I have my own house, and the rent pressure is low, so it is difficult to make a living. My son is nine years old, he is very confused about the future, he is currently gnawing at the old state, he is unwilling, and he doesn't know what to do to change the current situation, insomnia, anxiety...I don't want my family to worry about me.