In the long river of years, we have all experienced that unforgettable love. Sometimes, however, love doesn't always go our way, and it can bring pain and disappointment. I used to love you deeply, looked forward to your connection, and struggled with your love, and now, I have decided to let go of the past and move forward.
Once, I was full of anticipation for you, and I was looking forward to hearing from you every moment. In the dead of night, I would silently think of you, guessing if you were thinking about me too. However, the wait became longer and longer, and my heart grew tired. I've come to understand that anticipation doesn't change reality, it just plunges me into endless pain.
I've also been constantly struggling with whether you love me or not. Every detail, every look, every sentence became a clue for me to find the answer. However, the truth of love is often vague, and I can't be sure what your heart really thinks. Perhaps, this is the helplessness of love.
Even though I haven't completely let you go, I've decided to move forward. Those fond memories still come back to me inadvertently, making me feel heartache and want to cry. However, I knew that I couldn't stay in the memories of the past. I want to learn to accept, to learn to release, to set myself free.
I'll admit that I may not be the best person you'll ever meet, but I believe that I am unique. I have loved you with all my might, and I hope to be your company for the rest of my life. However, you drained all my likes and left me scarred. But I also understand that this is part of love, it makes me grow and makes me know how to cherish more.
Even if you read countless people, you will never meet someone like me again. I have my uniqueness, my kindness, my passion, my persistence, all of which cannot be replicated. I believe that in this world, there is always such a person who will appreciate the real me and will create a better future with me.
Letting go of the hurt of the past does not mean forgetting. Those love and dedication will always remain in my heart and become a part of my life. They have made me stronger and more mature. I want to thank you for the experiences you've given me, for better or for worse, that have made me who I am today.
Now, I'm going to take a bold step forward. I want to pursue my own happiness and discover new beauty. I am sure that there will be more surprises waiting for me on the road ahead. I will meet the person who really understands me, share the bits and pieces of life with him, and walk through the journey of life together.
Let the past pass, I want to move forward, to meet new challenges, to create my own wonderful. Because I know that only by letting go of the past can we embrace a better future.