The New Year ushered in the annual long holiday, and I am very happy and looking forward to it. This kind of anticipation makes my heart soar, after all, everyone wants to leave all their worries and troubles behind for a while at this moment, and enjoy life to the fullest, pursuing joy and happiness. However, when I sat down and thought quietly about this question, I found that I had slowly begun to rot, demanding less and less of myself, and becoming more and more indifferent to my own growth and progress. Perhaps, this is because I have a deeper thinking about myself, my environment, and my happiness, or it may be because I have a deeper understanding of the reality of this world and society. Perhaps, I am simply rebelling against mainstream values and seeking inner peace and true happiness. Although this idea may not be accepted by most people, it is the truest desire and pursuit of my heart.
Although I chose to indulge myself temporarily, I am not completely giving up on my tasks and I am not going to be decadent, because as a person who has a clear purpose in life and a firm pursuit of it, every moment in life should be made the most and every minute should not be wasted. So, I decided that I would no longer have to wake up early every morning, eat on time like I used to, and even postpone my exercise for a few days.
And I haven't forgotten about my work and studies. I try to maintain some routine and maintain my physical and mental health. For example, every morning I do a morning exercise and then eat a nutritious breakfast. In the afternoons I spend some time studying or working, and in the evenings I spend some time with friends or family. I maintain a certain routine in my life, which not only makes me feel more comfortable, but also helps me stay healthy.
I'm quite satisfied with the bad life of this Spring Festival, but I know that this kind of lifestyle is not suitable for me to continue for a long time. After the holidays, I want to get back to normal and take on the challenges ahead with a more positive attitude. At the same time, I also hope that this rotten mentality will give me a deeper understanding of life, so that I can find and enjoy the beautiful moments in life. In short, I don't think it's a bad thing, it's just an attitude to life, and everyone has the right to choose their own way of life. I believe that we should have faith in life and be brave enough to pursue our dreams. No matter what lifestyle we choose, we must stick to our beliefs and values and strive to make ourselves better. Only then can we truly live the life we want.