Mental derailment or physical derailment, which do you care more about?
In the middle of the night, I suddenly felt thirsty and wanted to go to the living room to drink water.
I was afraid of disturbing the child and her, so there was almost no movement during the whole process, and because of this, I could faintly hear the voice talking.
At the beginning, in order not to disturb my rest, we slept separately.
When I slowly opened the door and walked to the living room, I clearly heard the sound coming from my wife's bedroom!
At 2 o'clock in the middle of the night, who will give her a **? Curious, I pushed open her bedroom door.
Seeing me come in, she hurriedly hung up**.
Seeing her weak heart, I couldn't help but be stunned.
Who are you smacking?
There was an unnaturalness on her face.
My best friend. "Your best friend? Your girlfriend called you at two o'clock in the middle of the night? I didn't believe it and wanted to reach for her phone, but she seemed to be afraid that I would look at her phone, so she took the first step to hold it tightly in her hand.
Seeing this, I was stunned.
Who the hell are you calling **? I frowned, and my tone was a little unpleasant.
It's all said that my best friend, believe it or not. ”
After listening to her answer, I was already a little angry at this time, if it was really her best friend, why did she sneak around? Why don't you dare show me?
You turn your phone on! Let me see! At this point, my voice was much higher, but what I didn't expect was that she seemed to be irritated by me.
You're sick, I'm chatting with my girlfriend, what do you look like as a big man? Do you have the mind to think more about how to make money? Running over in the middle of the night and arguing with me! ”
Her attitude made me inexplicably angry, even if she didn't let me look at my phone, I worked day and night for so many years, wholeheartedly for this family, and never complained, she even said that I didn't make good money? Is this disgusting to me?
What do you mean by that? Why haven't I made any money? I admit that I don't make much money, but I have never treated you badly, your brother got married, and his mouth was 200,000, my three-year salary, I didn't say anything, I signed a 5-year contract with the company directly, and paid your brother in advance! ”
Three years have passed, and your brother hasn't paid me back a penny, and I'm working overtime day and night now, isn't it all because of the 200,000 arrears? ”
I poured out the dissatisfaction in my heart in one breath, I thought she would feel a little guilty, but she didn't, but was more righteous than me.
You fart, you can't afford to blame my brother? You are a big man, you can't get 200,000 yuan, and you still need to sell yourself to the company, shouldn't you reflect on yourself? ”
She lifted the quilt and argued with me.
Am I incapable? Yes, I am incapable, but I ask myself if I am right, which one of you did not buy it, which one of your family costs money, which one is not from me? Your mom was hospitalized ...... last year”
Don't talk to me about my mother's hospitalization! ”
Before I could finish speaking, she interrupted me loudly.
You still have the face to mention, my mother is hospitalized and needs 50,000 yuan for surgery, what is the result? You reluctantly gave 30,000 yuan, and let my brother figure out the rest, he just got married, what did he take out of the 20,000? ”
Hearing this, the anger in my heart grew bigger and bigger, this kind of thing seems to be completely in vain to reason with her, just like I owe them to their family, and originally I just wanted to take a look, but it turned out to be inseparable.
Okay, you really do, you all rely on me to feed yourself, and in the end you blame me for being incompetent. ”
I didn't bother to continue, and turned around to go back to my room, but she didn't seem to be relieved, and still yelled at me on the bed.
Blame you for your incompetence, right? The classmates who graduated together have all become managers, with an annual salary.
Forty, five hundred thousand, what about you? With a salary of tens of thousands of yuan a year, I haven't saved a penny for so many years, not to mention, but now I owe a lot of money to others, why are you embarrassed to tell me this? ”
I suppressed the anger in my heart and ignored her, if it weren't for their family dragging me down, I would at least have a scooter now, and I wouldn't have any arrears, I knew that these words would only make us more noisy.
I went back to the room with a sigh of relief, and I couldn't calm down for a long time, and at this time the matter of her beating ** made me feel that it was not so important.
The next day, I went to the company as usual, met my college classmate Li Bin, and when I saw Li Bin, I unconsciously remembered what my wife said.
Li Bin and I are college classmates, a year later than me to come to this company, we have a good relationship, often drink together, he has also been to our house a few times, is one of my few friends in this city, but now everyone is a manager, and I, is still a small business.
At this time, I regretted arguing with her a little.
Zhang Hao, drink some at night? Li Bin came over and said with a smile.
Okay, go to my house at night, and I'll ask Xiaoli to make you something to eat! I agreed, chatted for a while, and then went back to work.
At noon, I called my wife ** and apologized, man, don't be serious with your wife.
I told her that Li Bin was going to go in the evening, and asked her to prepare some food, she seemed to have known it for a long time, there was no doubt, I hung up ** and went to work, I was very happy all afternoon, and I had forgotten all about yesterday.
When we arrived home in the evening, she had already prepared a meal, Li Bin was not polite, sat down and began to eat, during the banquet my wife also talked to Li Bin without a match, without a trace of abnormality.
After three rounds of drinking, eating and drinking, Li Bin and I were already a little drunk at this time, and after sending Li Bin away, I lay down and fell asleep.
I don't know how long it took, I woke up, I was a little thirsty, it should be the reason for drinking, I went to the living room, and saw that my wife's door was not closed, I walked in curiously, but there was no one in the house.
I looked at my watch with a frown, it was already past 11 o'clock in the evening, where had she gone? I looked at the child's room and there was no her.
I called her **, but the phone ringtone rang next to the bed, and she didn't bring her phone!
After about 10 minutes, she came back, came in and saw me in the living room, and shook her head!
How did you wake up? ”
Oh, I'm thirsty, drink some water, why did you go? ”
I'm going down to throw out the trash, go to bed, you'll have to work tomorrow." ”
I looked at the garbage bag that was still in the trash can, and I didn't expose her, even if she really threw out the garbage, she couldn't have thrown it away in her pajamas, right? It's the end of the year, it's cold outside, and I'm saying, can you stay downstairs for ten minutes in such a cold place to throw out garbage? And it should be more than ten minutes.
I felt a little uncomfortable, I saw a hint of dodging in her eyes, and her face was a little flushed, reminiscent of the last time I secretly hit **, at this moment, my heart was a little blocked, I thought of cheating!
I can't be sure, and I don't want to believe it, how could she betray me when we are so affectionate?
At this moment, she has entered the bedroom, I don't know what kind of mood I am in now, slowly getting up, there may be temptation, there is also apprehension.
I slowly walked into her bedroom, she leaned against the edge of the bed, as if typing on her phone, and when she saw me coming, she put her phone under the covers!
Why don't you go to bed yet? ”
She asked me suspiciously, and I smiled and walked over, lay down beside her, and reached out to her.
Oh, don't make a fuss, look at your alcohol, hurry up and take a shower and go to sleep, it's so late, you still have to work tomorrow, I'm sleepy. ”
She pushed my hand away, and I was sure that I saw a trace of disgust and disgust in her eyes, but it was only a flash that she seemed to care about me.
Okay, then I'm going to take a shower. At this time, the speculation in my heart was like a spring, and the emotions of sadness and anger slowly grew in my heart.
She must have something, even if she doesn't cheat, she must have an ambiguous relationship with a man.
This night, as soon as I close my eyes, I think that she may be talking ambiguously with someone else on her phone right now, and she is thinking about another man.
The next day I arrived at the company listlessly, my brain was still very messy, I kept thinking, how to know the truth, there is really no way, I plan to tell Li Bin about this, I trust him very much, I plan to let him help me think of a way.
When I arrived at his office, I didn't knock on the door, I just opened the door and walked in, but I didn't expect him to be holding his mobile phone to look at **, and he also made some ** sounds.
When he saw me come in, his eyes were visibly panicked for two seconds, but he quickly calmed down and turned off his phone.
I'll go! You're scaring me to death! ”
Uh......Who would have thought you could look at this thing in the office? He smiled awkwardly.
I shook my head a little wordlessly and continued;
Is there time for noon? I'll treat you to dinner. ”
He was obviously stunned, he didn't expect to drink with me last night, and today I invited him to dinner again! But I still smiled and agreed.
At this time, my mother suddenly called me**, I walked to the corridor and connected**, and my mother told me that the old house of the family was going to be demolished.
I didn't expect that it would be my turn to drop the pie in the sky, but because of my wife's matter, I was not very happy about the demolition, and I hung up after a few minutes**, I planned to go back to the office, discuss it with Li Bin, and go to eat at noon.
But when I got back to the office, others didn't know that I had gone.
I looked at the phone on the table, and suddenly I wanted to see the content of his phone, because the voice of the ** just now, I heard it familiar!
I didn't hesitate, I saw that no one was passing by, I walked directly to the inside of the desk, and picked up his mobile phone.
I was very worried in my heart, afraid that Li Bin would come back suddenly, so I came to the door with my mobile phone, which was convenient for observing the outside.
The phone didn't have a password, and it was opened directly, and I first opened his VX, and a name that I was familiar with and couldn't be familiar with appeared in front of my eyes!
Tender like water] My wife's VX name!
I nervously opened the chat history, and the next moment, I felt like my sky was falling! It clearly shows every word they say, as well as the L photos and private ** that I can't believe anything, it's very clear and disgusting!
Although I guessed that she might be cheating, I never imagined that the object of her cheating turned out to be what I thought was a good brother!
I'm going to tell Li Bin about my guess, what an ironic thing it is, and I can't wait to slap myself a few times at this time.
I looked at the chat history carefully, and the hot ** on it made my heart cold, and she used the gentleness and ** that she had never shown in front of me to please my brother!
At this moment, my heart is like ashes, and my hatred is full of hatred!
I looked at the record time above, they have been together for 9 months, or even earlier, and some of the ** above are no longer shown.
I sent all the screenshots of all the chat logs to my mobile phone, and began to check **, this look, made my hatred more intense, and they were clearly filmed on it**, the most hateful thing is, there was a scene last night, she was wearing pajamas, facing the camera, her blurred eyes were full of desire, and my good brother Li Bin,**There is still a trace of drunkenness, and the eyes are **like madness.
I hate, I want to kill this dog man and woman right now.
I hate myself even more, and I lure wolves into the house again and again.
At this moment I felt that I had been greatly insulted, and such a shame made me almost crazy.
I decided in my heart that I must take revenge on them, I will not easily demolish this time, I will leave them with nothing, I will let them be spurned by the world, and they will not die well!
At this time, I heard footsteps in the corridor, I quickly put down my phone, sat on the sofa, tried my best to suppress the hatred in my heart, and calmed down.
At the same time, I was also extremely worried, because I hadn't had time to delete the screenshots in Li Bin's phone just now, but the record of sending me screenshots was deleted, as long as I found a way to delete the screenshots in his phone's memory.
Hey? I thought you were gone? Why is your face so bad? You okay? Li Bin asked me with concern.
If it was usual, I would still be warm in my heart, but now, his attitude towards me makes me really want to kill him!
I suppressed the impulses in my heart and tried to be as calm as possible.
Brother, today's lunch dinner may be canceled, my mother just called **, saying that she is a little unwell, I am going to ask for leave to take her to see a doctor, in the evening, I am still there at night, I just have something to discuss with you. ”
Oh yes, it's okay, drink that.