I hid the roses behind me, and the confession was rehearsed a thousand times in my heart

Mondo Psychological Updated on 2024-02-16

Jiang Nanzhou, I like you. 」

I hid the roses behind me, and the confession was rehearsed a thousand times in my heart

But among the three childhood sweethearts, there is always one person who is superfluous.

Before I said this, Jiang Nanzhou told me.

Shen Qu, I like Jiang Zao. 」

I threw away the roses behind his back.

Hmmm......Pretty good. 」

In order to chase Jiang Zao, Jiang Nanzhou made an appointment for morning joging, movies, and dinner.

I was awkward caught in the middle.

You can only withdraw decisively.

also accepted the pursuit of Song Jinchao.

Shen Qu, how do you fall in love with her? 」

Why not? 」

Song Jinchao is the most hated person in my life! Shen Qu, if you fall in love with her, we will break up! 」

Jiang Zao looked even more shocked than Jiang Nanzhou.

She has always been willful, and Jiang Nanzhou and I are willing to get used to her.

But this time ......

The selfishness of wanting to monopolize Jiang Nanzhou completely devoured my reason.

I know that Jiang Zao and Song Jinchao are mortal enemies.

But among the many suitors, Song Jinchao was chosen.

After Jiang Zao got angry, Jiang Nanzhou chased after me and cursed me like crazy.

Shen Qu, you and Song Jinchao will definitely break up! 」

Song Jinchao and I watched the movie, and it was already two o'clock in the morning when we returned to the dormitory.

The sound of snoring and grinding teeth comes and goes, even if it is thunder**, it may not wake up this group of grass robbers.

On your first date, you dare to let the girl go back so late? 」

Jiang Nanzhou suddenly appeared on my bed, and I could hear the anger in his voice even when I felt the darkness.

What does it matter to you that I fall in love? 」

I got rid of Jiang Nanzhou, I had no intention of fighting with him, I just wanted to sleep upside down.

But Jiang Nanzhou seems to just want justice for Jiang Zao.

Shen Qu, let me ask you, why Song Jinchao? 」

I ignored him, he kept asking.

I couldn't help it, so I grabbed him by the collar and asked.

I repeat, what does it matter to you that I fall in love? 」

Jiang Nanzhou's face fell silent an inch away from me, and finally came to the conclusion.

Because ......Jiang Zao hated Song Jinchao. 」

I sneered, laughing at myself for expecting something I would say what I would like to hear.

This is something about me and Jiang Zao, what's the matter, are you jealous? 」

My words condensed in the air.

Jiang Nanzhou paused in front of my eyes, and after being silent for half a minute, he spit out a word. Be. 」

From now on. I took classes with Song Jinchao, and he followed.

I ate with Song Jinchao, and he followed.

I went shopping with Song Jinchao, and he followed.

Until I hung up for a thousand meters of physical testing, I had to pass the retest within a week.

Sorry, I can't watch a movie with you at night. 」

I can only go on a date with Song Jinchao.

Song Jinchao looked a little pity and asked me rhetorically.

Why? 」…Physical Education Supplemental Test. 」

I kind of don't want to admit it.

But Song Jinchao was very considerate and comforted me in turn.

It's only a thousand meters, and the baby will definitely be able to pass. 」

The first time I heard the title of baby from Song Jinchao's mouth, I was really scared out of a cold sweat.

There was a sudden violent cough from the back seat, and I had to look back at him.

When you are sick, go and take medicine. 」

How do you know I'm sick? I didn't bring a cup, so give me some hot water. 」

Jiang Nanzhou pinched his throat and said.

In the afterglow, a knobby hand stretched out.

Your friend? Song Jinchao looked at Jiang Nanzhou, and his eyes suddenly lit up.

This is a big class for hundreds of people, in order to prevent Jiang Nanzhou from making a big move, I casually put the cup in the palm of his hand, and the tone was casual.

Sort of. Jiang Nanzhou twisted the lid of the cup, poured hot water into his mouth, and hissed.

Hello, his boyfriend. 」

Boyfriend? Hmph, Jiang Nanzhou's casual joke can make me break the defense.

I sent Song Jinchao downstairs to the dormitory.

Jiang Nanzhou's dog skin plaster was pasted up again.

Does he know it?

A casual slip of his tongue can revive a crush.

I got a little angry and turned around and pushed him.

The road is on one side of the road, what do you always follow me for? 」

But the energy is a bit big.

Jiang Nanzhou didn't stand firm, and his body showed a tendency to lean back.

Almost as a natural reaction, I grabbed his tight wrist.

Still angry? I didn't mean to, I just talked about it for a while. 」

He used my strength to regain his footing, and decided that I had taken the initiative to show favor to him.

I tried to repeat his words, but I didn't believe it in my heart.

For a while, the mouth was ......Are you a liar? Don't play that joke on me next time. 」

Jiang Nanzhou was half a head taller than me, and he stood in front of me, blocking the light from the street lamp behind him.

I muttered. Is there a little chance that you ......」

The voice was too small, and Jiang Nanzhou didn't hear it clearly.

Hmmm......It's nothing. 」

After all, Jiang Nanzhou is the ...... who likes Jiang Zao

I took a breath of cold air.

Rejoicing in my heart. Fortunately, I just thought absurdly for a second.

I walked into the playground and started running along the track.

Jiang Nanzhou quickly followed, and the sound of the wind came to my ears along with his voice.

I asked you to go for a morning run with me, but now I can't run for a thousand meters, right.

However, it is not too late to turn back. Call Daddy, and I'll help you assault. 」

Oh, he ** wanted to ask me for a morning jog, obviously wanting to be alone with Jiang Zao.

It's right that I don't show up.

But when I heard him say that, I really hesitated.

Jiang Nanzhou is a sports specialty and a national second-level sprinter.

With his guidance, it is really possible for me to succeed in the retest within a week.

Those who know the times are Junjie.

I didn't think about it, I turned my head and shouted. Father. 」

Ten laps later, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

I held my back and gasped.

Jiang Nanzhou, I'm not running, wash and sleep. 」

I couldn't run, so I dragged my two stumps back to the dormitory.

The school's dormitories are small, with a shared bathroom on each floor.

I live on the same floor as Jiang Nanzhou.

If he had taken a shower too, there would have been probably just the two of us in the whole bathroom.

Really. As soon as I walked in, I bumped into Jiang Nanzhou stripped naked.

He has a good figure, typical of well-dressed, ** meaty.

Seeing me walk in, he turned on the shower and started showering.

Why are you so slow? 」

I stopped one compartment away from him.

How am I going to tell him that I just waited for him to finish his washing before coming in?

Fortunately, I counted for so long, and I still ran into him.

I was so tired that I lay down in bed for a while. 」

That's all I can say.

The sound of water next door suddenly stopped.

A few seconds later, Jiang Nanzhou quietly appeared behind me.

I heard about this year's research activities of the college, have you signed up? 」

I breathed a sigh of relief that this was what I had said.

I nodded.

Well, I don't want to go home for the New Year. 」

Got it. Jiang Nanzhou took the bath towel I hung in the cubicle and talked while wiping my hair.

There was a bath towel between me and him, so it wasn't too embarrassing.

But now ......Running out? 」

I turned off the shower and had to ask him for the towel.

Jiang Nanzhou's voice floated over his head.

After coming to the north for so long, haven't you adapted to the bathhouse? Keeping your head down is afraid that I will see? 」

I was easily provoked by him, and even if I disagreed with ten thousand in my heart, I met his gaze head-on.

Be. Give it back to me when you're done with it. 」

Jiang Nanzhou showed a smile that had already seen everything, and put the bath towel on my head.

Just your little body......Let's practice tomorrow night. 」

Jiang Nanzhou's devil training is really effective.

In just a few days, I was able to run a kilometer with ease, and I could still run without blushing, heartbeat, or breath after running.

Hearing me describe it like this, Jiang Nanzhou only felt funny.

If you don't blush, forget it. Your heart is not beating, your breath is not panting, are you sure you are still alive? 」

I just wanted to go back and explain that this was just an exaggerated description, Jiang Nanzhou coughed violently in the next second.

I couldn't see him clearly through the mist, so I simply wiped the water off my body and walked over.

Is it a real cold this time? It can't be a mycoplasma infection, right? 」

Jiang Nanzhou coughed hard, but he still had the heart to laugh.

What, you're scared? With the distance and honesty we have now, it's useless for you to hide. 」

I don't have the heart to over-interpret him.

If you run with a cold, beware of even worse. 」

Jiang Nanzhou's unreliable face suddenly became serious.

He walked towards me, approaching premeditatedly.

Shen Qu, can I think that you just cared about me? 」

I must admit that Jiang Nanzhou is a very popular person.

Just asking me for help, there are two girls who want him to WeChat.

One of them is also my current girlfriend, Song Jinchao.

Thinking of this, Jiang Nanzhou's words that he liked Jiang Zao floated to my heart again.

Since you like it, then go after it, what's the matter with following me every day?

Is there nowhere to exude his damn charm? Or are you in a hurry to get justice for Jiang Zao?

I can't understand Jiang Nanzhou's strange train of thought.

So in his confused and frightened eyes, I pushed Jiang Nanzhou away from the front.

Jiang Nanzhou, you are so idle, let's go and fall in love. 」

The make-up test will be on the weekend.

I quit my part-time job at McDonald's.

Jiang Nanzhou took off his staff uniform after knowing it, and ran out to chase me after stuffing it to the manager.

I said Shen Sure! You're not going to, are you? I just made a joke, you are a cold war and tell me to get out of love, and now you have to resign, you don't want to be with me so much? 」

I was dumbfounded by his question.

Big brother, I'm taking a physical test today. 」

Jiang Nanzhou suddenly remembered something, put his hand on the top of his head, and pretended to brush his hair as if nothing happened.

Ah......I forgot. It just so happened that I asked for leave today, and my son's physical test, I, who is a father, must be there. 」

I hurried back and said whatever you want, but I was inexplicably a little happy in my heart.

There are not many people on the playground who make up the test, but there are many onlookers.

To be honest, I'm not nervous at all, after all, I've done countless laps in the past week.

Instead, it was Jiang Nanzhou, who was standing in the crowd of onlookers, who looked more nervous than me.

Shen Indeed! Don't panic! Your dad is here! 」

I rolled my eyes at him visibly.

He was probably afraid that I would smash his signboard and make his reputation as a sports male god unsafe, so he was so concerned.

Bang – gunshots.

I took the lead in the inner circle, keeping my eyes on my toes.

On the second lap, I felt like my legs were filled with lead, and it was hard to lift half a centimeter.

Shen Indeed! There are still 400 meters to go, and we will be there soon! 」

I suspected that there was something wrong with my ears, and Jiang Nanzhou's voice appeared next to me.

I admit that I am not dead to Jiang Nanzhou.

But there's no need to hallucinate his voice at such a time!

Shen Indeed! Raise your legs high! Swing your arms! 」

Jiang Nanzhou's voice came again, this time closer and clearer.

I couldn't help it, so I looked to the side.

Jiang Nanzhou took off his coat and was wearing a white old man's sweatshirt to accompany me in the outer circle.

Jiang Nanzhou? I wanted to make sure I was still hallucinating, but I was poked hard by the other party.

Shen Qu, if you dare to fail, I will make you green. 」

Got me green? can say such shameless words, it must be Jiang Nanzhou himself.

Don't you like ginger early? Do you dare to remember Song Jinchao?

Jiang Dog! You eat what's in the bowl and look at what's in the pot. 」

Jiang Nanzhou seemed to be scolded by me and laughed out loud.

Yes, it can scold people, and it proves that there is still strength. I'm waiting for you at the finish line! 」

With that, he sped to the finish line.

I looked at Jiang Nanzhou's back and thought to myself that this is really a devil.

I was so tired that my lungs were going to explode, and he was like no one.

Come on! The last two steps! Teacher! It's time to press the table! 」

Jiang Nanzhou was so noisy that when I crossed the finish line, I felt the sound of him in 3D in my ears.

It took a few seconds for time and space to stand still before my brain reacted.

It seems to be ......Crashed straight into his arms.

Jiang Nanzhou glanced down at me.

Hey, okay? Why don't you speak? 」

I rubbed it out, and my heart and lungs wanted to explode together.

It's okay, just take a break. 」

I walked to the stands next to the playground alone, and was just about to sit down when Jiang Nanzhou picked me up.

I just finished running and couldn't sit down right away. 」

I could only stand opposite him, my eyes drifting over everywhere except him, like a thief with a weak heart.

It is worth consoling that Jiang Nanzhou is a straight man, and his focus is always on a meal.

What do you think? After some counseling from your father, you can not only pass but also get excellent.

I've done you such a big favor that don't you consider treating me to a meal? 」

What do you want to eat? I please. 」

It's nothing to have a meal, I just want to send Jiang Nanzhou away now.

Jiang Nanzhou thought about it and blurted out.

Chafing dish. There are no authentic hot pot restaurants in the northern city where we are located.

Jiang Nanzhou insisted on eating, and opened the map software to guide the farthest.

In his words, it's ......

What's so bad about being able to stay a little longer? 」

I sat in a 24-hour convenience store blowing the heat.

I really don't want to go out at night and haggle with him on my stomach.

Or ......Can we deal with two bites here? 」

Jiang Nanzhou had already prepared, and threatened me with an aggrieved look as soon as his eyebrows and eyes bent.

Have you thought about it? I'll help you, and you'll do this to me? 」

Don't ......That's it. 」

I can't stand others playing the emotional card, especially Jiang Nanzhou.

The moment you walk out the door.

I regret it. Jiang Nanzhou stood at the door of the convenience store and pointed to his newly bought small electric donkey.

Do you drive or do I drive? 」

The weather was a few degrees below zero, and this kid actually wanted to travel by car.

It's only been a few months since he got his license, and I'm worried about his skills.

But from the look in his eyes, I could tell that he was desperate to show off his skills to me.

Sure enough, before I could answer, Jiang Nanzhou immediately changed the question.

Do I sit in the front, or do you sit in the back? 」

It's this kind of bad trick again.

I gave him a blank look.

What's the difference between these two sentences? 」

I reluctantly sat in the back seat and was forced to buckle my helmet.

Before he could step on the gas, I tried to redeem it.

Or take the subway, right? It's ventilated, and it's a bike ride for at least an hour, and I don't want to play with you. 」

Jiang Nanzhou forcefully rejected the opinion.

No way. Today is the first time on the road, and I will pull you to make a cushion with you when I die. 」

When we arrived, the meal was already over, but there were still quite a few people in the store.

I ordered the spiciest pot base and pushed the menu to Jiang Nanzhou.

Click, I finally got a blood. 」

Jiang Nanzhou took the menu and asked me while immersing himself in the order.

Do you like Song Jinchao so much......Even if it's for Jiang Zao, you don't want to break up with her? 」

My brain was spinning.

But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't think of an excuse to prevaricate him, so I could only pretend to be stupid by the sound of dishes and chopsticks from the table next to me.

What did you just say? It's a bit noisy, I didn't hear clearly. 」

Jiang Nanzhou ordered the dish and handed it to me.

Nothing, I want to ask you if there is anything you would like to add? 」

No. He sounded a little gambling.

I didn't listen and added fried rice to him.

Jiang Nanzhou used to order egg fried rice when eating hot pot.

Soon, the dishes were ready.

I was eating with my head down when he asked me suddenly.

Fried rice? I don't remember ordering ......Do you remember my habits? 」

I was afraid that he would think too much, so I pulled Jiang Zao when I explained.

The three of us grew up together. What do I not know about the two of you? 」

Jiang Nanzhou buried his head in eating, muttering in his mouth, with a resentment on his face.

There really is a ...... that is not clearLike I'm ......」

What did you say? 」

I really didn't hear it clearly this time.

He lowered his head and took a bite of rice.

Do you know why I add rice when I eat hot pot? 」

I looked at him. What kind of problem is this? Athletes train every day, and the rice tube is full. 」

At this level, you dare to say that you know me. 」

Jiang Nanzhou shook his head.

I tried to ask, but the chat box was closed.

The school is located in the middle of nowhere, and the dormitories are not open.

But by the time we got back, the school gates were closed.

Even if the dormitory building is not open, we can't go back.

I was guarding the school gate and heard Jiang Zao's voice coming from Jiang Nanzhou's mobile phone.

You deserve both of you! I don't have the skills to open the school gate.

There is an Internet café next to the school, so I booked a private room and slept comfortably.

The location was sent over. 」

Jiang Nanzhou hung up ** and gestured at me.

Oh, did you hear that? 」

There was a bit of smugness in his tone.

Yes, I heard you.

The ginger you like has already given you a **.

I felt jealous in my heart, and I walked away.

Huh! Wait for me, the car is still here!

Huh! Why did the ignition go out at the critical time? 」

I knew where the Internet café was, so I ignored Jiang Nanzhou's shouts behind me and walked straight towards my destination.

His newly bought little electric donkey is estimated to be out of power.

Jiang Nanzhou walked over, and his angular face was blown red by the cold wind at the moment.

Before he could get used to the heated room, the poisonous tongue's mouth went first.

What do you think? Don't know the room number? It's not like you're waiting for me yet. 」

He covered his mouth and coughed violently twice.

I frowned slightly and watched him find the webmaster to verify the reservation code.

Haven't healed from a cold? 」

Jiang Nanzhou received two bottles of mineral water from the front desk and responded to my concern with an indifferent expression.

What do you think? With your Jiang Dad's physique, you must let the virus understand who is the master of this body. 」

I nodded in agreement.

Preferably. Maybe it's because I'm running too hard during the day.

I was so energetic at this moment, lying on the sofa in the private room, I couldn't sleep, and I even got up to turn on the computer and play two games.

But within half an hour, I threw my mouse and keyboard.

Rubbish! I tried to suppress the anger in my throat.

My teammate was too vegetable, kneeling in a row, completely swept away my sleepiness, and I was holding back my anger.

I sat in my chair and looked back at Jiang Nanzhou.

He was lying on the couch, already asleep with his eyes closed.

This guy. When you don't speak, it looks pleasing to the eye.

I thought. The demon came to him in a hurry.

Then naturally bend down.

touched his lips.

The moment I came into contact with him, I was like someone who suddenly woke up from sleepwalking, and my reason was pulled back in an instant.

It's a pity it's too late.

Jiang Nanzhou opened his eyes and looked at me.

I hung my head, and my head buzzed.

My heart is beating a drum.

Damn, let's go. 」

These legs were like they were filled with lead, and they were worse than the last 100 meters of the physical test, and they couldn't move at all.

Jiang Nanzhou behaved unusually calmly, and in the end, it was he, the victim, who took the lead in breaking the deadlock.

You know I have a cold, right? 」

I nodded. Hmmm......」

He looked me in the eye.

Is that still pro? I pretended to sleep on the couch all night, counting the hours and waiting for the school security guard to come to work.

Finally, after the time came, I slipped away before dawn.

The moment I stepped into the school, I breathed a big sigh of relief, took out my mobile phone and prepared for a long time.

was just about to dial Song Jinchao's **, and met her at the school gate, as well as the man next to her.

She looked surprised and slurred her speech.

Shen Indeed! How did you end up here so early? I thought you were still in your dorm room......」

I understood something in an instant.

Since that day's public class.

The two of us were never in touch again.

Jiang Nanzhou ordered food yesterday and deliberately got a table of green leafy vegetables, did he just want to hint at me?

Heh......He still has a time of obscurity. 」

I chuckled and looked back at my phone's screen.

The chat history between me and Song Jinchao is still a few days ago, and I haven't even found out.

In order to alleviate the current awkward atmosphere, I pulled out a smiling expression at the corner of my mouth.

Wake up early for a run. 」

That, this is my senior brother'......」

Song Jinchao approached me to explain.

I didn't give her a chance, turned and walked away.

It's clear that I lied to her first, what right do I have to be angry? 」

I calmed down and thought about it.

Maybe it was because of the first time I fell in love, Song Jinchao cuckolded me.

Maybe it's because of ......

Jiang Nanzhou knew the truth for a long time, but he chose to hide it instead of telling me directly.

I suddenly felt empty in my heart.

That kiss in the middle of the night still lingers in my mind.

I don't know what other face I can see Jiang Nanzhou again.

Bamboo horses that grew up together?

But my feelings for him go far beyond the scope of bamboo horses.

Are you a good friend?

After today, we may not even be able to be friends.

Boyfriend? When I thought of this, I stopped inexplicably.

Be. even coveted this kid for a long, long time.

So what, didn't he resist? Maybe ......」

It's really possible.

I don't know what to do.

Ran back. When I reopened the door to the box, it was empty.

In addition to two empty bottles of mineral water.

I really can't find any evidence that we were together last night.

The webmaster suddenly appeared behind me.

Let's find that tall boy, right? At this time, I guess I am still moving my car on the main road. 」

After my uncle reminded me of this, I suddenly remembered.

When he came back last night, Jiang Nanzhou's newly bought little electric donkey seemed to be out of power.

The Internet café is still a little away from the school, and he should not be able to walk far with a cart alone.

I walked all the way along the motorway, and sure enough, I saw Jiang Nanzhou.

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