After returning to the unit after maternity leave, there is no suitable position for you in the original position, and there is never a shortage of people in the workplace, which is particularly unfriendly to second-child mothers.
The parents at home are elderly, and the children are waiting to be fed, so they can only ask the sister-in-law to take care of them. The rebellious period of the eldest and the disgusting period of the second child all collided together.
As soon as you open your eyes in the morning, it is like being at the scene of a war, even if you are tired and tired, you must cheer up the spirit, quickly make breakfast for the child, clean up the house in the urging voice, and race against time to send it to school, and then go to the unit to start the day's work.
The workplace is cruel and impersonal, and it is often not the environment that is complex, but the people. I have no relationship, no background, I don't like flattery, deceit, and I just want to do my job well, and when I get to my new job, it can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.
In this process, various negative emotions such as sadness, anger, anxiety, and insomnia are blocked in the chest, and there is nowhere to release. In the face of sudden changes, looking back on various experiences during this time, I have done countless psychological struggles, it is useless to argue, I am worried and sad, I think of the child's tuition fees and the salary of my sister-in-law, for a few taels of silver, I can only strive to reduce mental internal friction and swallow this breath silently.
I remember someone saying that the essence of work is nothing more than exchanging time for payment, no need to like it, no need to look forward to it, and no need to pay too much emotion.
After getting home from work, handing over to the sister-in-law, every time I enter the door, I hear either the child's crying or the sound of throwing toys, although the days are hard, but I see the child's immature smiling face, I feel that everything is worth it. This life is like this, day after day, and over and over again.
However, life is not static, just two days after the calm and there is a small situation, the sister-in-law is sick and takes leave, which makes us busy, we can not ask for leave, we can only ask our parents to take care of the children temporarily.
My mother-in-law's health is not good enough to help with it, and my mother is also old, but she still struggles for me, although she is tired and has a sore back, she is also willing to take it, which makes me feel very sorry.
Parents know that raising children is not easy, and it is a long self-cultivation. Morning and twilight, firewood, rice, oil and salt, there is nothing in life that is not hard.
Zhuangzi said: "Between the world and the earth, if the white horse passes through the gap, it will be all of a sudden." Each of us is a member of all living beings, getting up early every day and running around in the dark, just to make the family live a better life, carrying too much indescribable sadness and helplessness on our shoulders, perhaps only in the dead of night, can we face the pain and pressure in our hearts.
When people reach middle age, manage their emotions well, stay away from negative energy, and cultivate a strong heart, so that they can live as easily as possible in a life full of thorns and difficulties.
Do your best in everything, don't be trapped in your heart, live well, and the future will be long.