This incident pierced my heart and made my heart twist. The moment my husband filed for divorce, my heart fell into a deep confusion and despair. I felt like I was in a state of darkness, not knowing where I was going or what the future would hold.
I sat on the couch, hugging the cushions, and thoughtless about the day we got married. I saw my honest husband standing in front of me with a sincere and willing face. I saw our son, a pleasant little guy, saw his naughty appearance when he was a child, and saw his steadiness and maturity after being sensible. I was so emotional, I didn't know where to start, and I didn't dare to let the tears flow.
The departure of my husband was a great shock to me, and there was no warning in my heart. I thought that our family would be united and harmonious, but I did not expect that pain and despair would strike us at any time. I was caught off guard by the sudden change, and I felt like my whole being was in a state of depression that I couldn't breathe. I looked at the helplessness and grievance in my son's eyes, and I heard him call to me. I knew that I had to face all of this, and I couldn't fall down, let alone let my family fall into the ocean.
Mom, what's wrong with you? My son's voice broke my silence, "Why don't you speak?" Do you just give up? He was startled by my sudden expression and a little flustered.
I looked up and tried my best to keep a smile, "Silly boy, Mom is just a little tired, it's okay." I patted his arm lightly, trying to hide the pain in my heart.
I don't believe Dad would do this to you, Mom. We will surely redeem him. My son held my hand tightly, his eyes full of anger and determination.
Child, you're still a kid, you don't understand. I shook my head vigorously, "It's an adult thing, don't worry about it." ”
But Mom, Dad leaving will make you even sadder. My son stared at me deadly, "You've always been so strong and optimistic, I don't want to see you become like this." ”
I took my son's hand and looked at him gratefully, "You are Mom's best helper, you have to believe that no matter what happens, we will spend it together." I believe in myself and I believe in you. ”
I firmly believe that even if I suffer a huge blow now, I will continue to be strong. I will not lose faith in the future, and I will not give up even if it is painful, especially with the support of my son. We will use each other's love and support to get through this difficult time, and there will definitely be a better tomorrow waiting for us.
My son's words made me feel a trace of warmth spreading in my heart. I understand how much he wants our family to be happy again, and how much he wants his father to be with us again. But I knew in my heart that none of this was possible. I bowed my head and was silent for a moment before I said slowly, "Kid, you know what, everyone has their own choices. ”
The son raised his head, his eyes full of puzzlement: "Mom, are you saying that Dad chose to leave us?" ”
I shook my head: "It's not Dad who chose to leave us, it's ...... he chose another way of life."Or rather, he is still looking for his own way of life. ”
The son frowned: "But Dad still loves you, I can really feel it." ”
Child, something is irretrievable. Dad may have loved me once, but not anymore. I sighed deeply, "Mom just wants you to understand that some things are not decided between us, and sometimes fate tears apart irreconcilable chasms." ”
The son was silent for a while, and then whispered, "But Mom, I still hope you can be together again." ”
I stroked my son's head and smiled slightly: "It's your kindness and love, but some things are out of our control. However, your support is very important, and Mom will try to face it, and I hope you can understand it too. ”
My son looked at me, tears glistening in his eyes in the light: "Mom, I will always support you." As long as you're happy, I'm happy. ”
After a sleepless night, I looked out the window at the moonlight, and my heart rippled. The fact of divorce was like a sharp knife into my heart, and it has not been able to settle down so far. My husband's decision was so sudden, so cruel, that I couldn't bear it.
I knew I couldn't keep going down like this. Now that my husband has made his choice, I have to be kind to myself. I decided to change my lifestyle and rediscover my happiness. I want to be worthy of myself, and I must be worthy of my son. After all, there is still a long time ahead of me, and I can't allow myself to be trapped in grief all the time.
I smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Kid, we will all keep looking forward and try to live better." Moreover, we should prepare a hearty and delicious breakfast to give ourselves a good start. With that, I sprinkled the flour in my hand on my son, sparking a friendly food exchange.
My son looked at me with a smile in his eyes: "Mom, I love you." ”
I also smiled, and the gloom in my heart gradually dispelled: "I love you too, child." ”
At that moment, I understood that no matter how twists and turns lay ahead, I had to move forward strongly, because I still had a son who needed me, and a new life that I was looking forward to. Life is like that lamp, although it was once blown out, it will always be re-lit and shine with a warm light.