In that busy city, I, a once successful person, could only find a way to survive in the field of power engineering after going bankrupt. Although there are only a few people in my construction team, all of them are industry elites, and we are good at high and low voltage line erection, transformer installation and other fine work. Every day, we are in every corner of the city, sweating, sending electricity to thousands of households and to every corner of the city.
However, on such an ordinary and busy day, a text message stuck on my phone. When I opened it, it was sent by Chen Saibing's wife Li Shangmei:"I'm Chen Saibing's wife, can I add your QQ? "Chen Saibing is my current boss, which makes me a little confused for a while.
Li Shangmei, I have heard that she is a gentle and virtuous woman, a husband and a child, and Chen Saibing's right-hand man. Why did she add me QQ? I opened QQ suspiciously, and added her.
The waiting process was like a suspenseful movie, and I speculated about her intentions. If I send her a message in that tone, it's mostly because I'm courting her. However, the proprietress sent me a message in such a tone, did she want to pursue me? I smiled, and I thought it was a bit of a fantasy.
After adding friends through, her messages came every day, sometimes early morning greetings, sometimes late night condolences. Reading between the lines, I could feel her care and curiosity. She's getting to know me, and I'm getting to know her. I used to be just an employee of my boss, but now I feel like I have another friend.
However, all this is only the surface, is there something deeper hidden behind her greetings and condolences? I think only time and truth will give me the answer.
After a few days of communication, the message sent by Lee Sang-mi was no longer work-related. One day, she suddenly sent me a message that surprised me.
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Is your wife pretty? Are you in a good relationship? "Lee Sang-mi's question caught me off guard. I hesitated for a moment, then replied:"Not as beautiful as you, the relationship is okay.
Then, Lee Sang-mi began to talk about her husband. In her description, he seems to be a small, playful, unprofessional man who also likes to drink, gamble, raise mistresses, and even have illegitimate children. In short, in her mouth, he seemed to be worthless.
Then, her words suddenly changed and she said:"Compared with you, the gap between him and you is too big, you are a standard good man, a model good husband, and your wife's life is really good. "
Hearing this, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed. I don't think I'm a perfect husband, and I don't want to be held too high in front of others.
I tried to change the subject and asked her something about work. However, Lee Sang-mi doesn't seem to want to talk about work. She continued to compliment me on being a good man and a good husband.
This kind of chat makes me feel a little uneasy. I didn't know what she really wanted, and I didn't know how to respond to her words. I had to try to be polite and wait for her to stop the topic herself.
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Two. After going bankrupt, I lived a calm and monotonous life, and the proprietress Lee Sang-mi broke my dull rhythm of life. To be precise, her direct, radical message breaks the dull rhythm of life.
I'm really fed up with Chen Saibing, I love you, compared to you, he is useless. "The phrase jumped across the screen of my phone, as if to show me her determination and love.
Lee Sang-mi, a vibrant, well-proportioned, healthy-complexioned woman, is like a ponytail braid full of life, always swaying above her head. I had a feeling for her, a feeling I couldn't refuse, but I couldn't accept it either.
I already have a family of my own, a wife who loves me and I love, and our beloved children. I know that I can't accept Li Shangmei's feelings, and I can't hurt her, let alone hurt my beloved family. In this contradiction and trouble, I can only choose to be silent, I can only refuse, not accept.
I love you, and I must chase you. "Another hot message sent. I looked at this message with helplessness in my heart. I know that I can't give her hope, I can't let her continue to give in on this fruitless thing. But at the same time, I can't let her down, I can't hurt her feelings. I can only struggle in silence, I can only hover between rejection and acceptance.
My life has changed since then, and I can't let my decisions affect my life and that of my family. But at the same time, I can't move forward, I can't let Lee Sang-mi's feelings be reciprocated. In this contradiction and trouble, I can only choose to be silent, I can only refuse, not accept. I look forward to the end of the day and the beginning of a new day. I know that only in this way can I keep my family and I can avoid the disappointment and pain of Lee Sang-mi.
In this exciting ** plot, my emotional entanglement with Lee Sang-mi gradually escalated, and I gradually realized that I had to make a decision and had to face this feeling. However, what will happen to this decision, and how my story with Lee Sang-mi will play out, everything is still unknown.
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Three. However, the arrangement of fate is always unexpected. Our newly won project is in a town 100 kilometers away, and I led the construction team to start a new life. Far away from the hustle and bustle of the city and integrated into the embrace of nature, I temporarily forgot about the existence of Lee Sang-mi.
Every day, I am busy on the construction site, watching the high and low voltage lines leading to remote villages and thousands of households, and watching the results of our team's joint efforts, I feel extremely excited and satisfied. I said to myself:"It's a long way off, and she should be cold after a while. "I naively thought that the increased physical distance would extinguish her burning heart.
However, I was wrong. Lee Sang-mi's message is like a tenacious bond that crosses a hundred kilometers of wilderness, burning like a rocket, and the heat of emotion transcends the limitations of time and space, leaving me with nowhere to hide. Those hot words, those fiery emotions, continue to stir up layers of ripples in my heart.
Every day, I hold my phone and look at those passionate words, my heart beats faster and my mind is confused. I knew I couldn't accept her, I couldn't let her find the slightest hope in me. But how do I reply to her? I hesitate, I am confused, I am annoyed.
I started thinking and I started planning. I know I can't let her go on like this, I can't let her waste her time with me, waste her feelings. But how do I tell her? I hesitate, I am confused, I am annoyed.
Every day, I am busy on the construction site, and looking at the information on the screen of my phone, my heart becomes heavy. I knew that I had to find a solution, and I had to put an end to this.
However, before I could make up my mind, fate took another turn for me. One night, I was washing up and preparing to read**, when I suddenly received an emergency**. A worker was injured while repairing a power supply failure and needed emergency medical attention. I sprang into action and drove to the scene.
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The night is dark and the stars are shining. I was speeding down a rugged country road, nervous and anxious. When I arrived at the scene, I saw a familiar figure - Lee Sang-mi. Her eyes were full of concern and nervousness, and I knew she was worried about me.
I didn't see the boss in the crowd, she came on her own. When did she come and how did she come here? A big question mark rose in my mind.
After the workers were settled, Lee Sang-mi sat wearily in a chair in the hospital. Her face was full of anxiety and exhaustion.
I know she's exhausted and needs a good rest. So, I whispered to her:"I'll send you back to rest. "
She looked at me weakly and asked in a weak voice"Going to rest? "Her voice was like a breeze, soft and weak, which made people feel distressed.
I thought about it for a moment and decided:"I'll take you to open a hotel. "I tried to make my voice as easy as possible, not wanting her to feel more tired.
A flash of anticipation flashed in her eyes as she asked"Are you with me? "There was a hint of uneasiness in her voice, as if she was afraid that I would leave her.
My heart tightened, knowing that I couldn't make her feel alone and helpless. So, I lied and said:"There's a lot of information tonight, so I'll have to go back and catch it first. "I know I can't accompany her, but I can't let her down either.
On the way, I learned that she came to see me because she heard that there was an emergency repair. I felt a thrill in my heart, but I tried my best to stay calm, not wanting her to see my mood change.
It's so far away, it's just a small rush repair, why bother so hard? "I asked.
She looked at me and asked rhetorically"Don't you understand my intentions? "
I was speechless, not knowing how to answer. I just want to get her to the hotel as soon as possible.
A hint of disappointment flashed in her eyes, but she didn't say much.
We went to a luxurious hotel together, and I helped her open a room and told her to get a good rest. When I.
When she left the room, her eyes were full of disappointment and helplessness.
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Four. The early morning sun shines through the clouds and onto the construction site. At the beginning of the day's work, Li Shangmei's ** came, and she took a taxi again, because she didn't know the location of today's construction site, so she asked me to pick her up.
I drove to pick her up and she excitedly told me that she wanted to go to the construction site to see it. I smiled helplessly. Arriving at the construction site, she looked around, commenting on the progress of the workers from time to time. Then, mysteriously, she said to me:"I'm not busy now, you can go and pick some strawberries for the workers to improve. "
This is not easy to refuse, I followed her to a strawberry greenhouse, and when I saw the strawberries in the shed, I couldn't help but swallow my saliva, I haven't eaten strawberries since I went bankrupt. The strawberries I picked were all put in the basket, and most of the strawberries picked by Li Shangmei were fed to me, and I was not allowed to refuse. She fed me while explaining what kind of strawberries were the sweetest, and then asked me if they were sweet.
This day was full of surprises and touches for me. This hostess made my life on the construction site more warm and fun. Her arrival has given this ordinary construction site a different brilliance. I was even a little looking forward to every day I spent with this hostess.
As soon as the idea popped up, I immediately dismissed it. How could I have such an idea? I'm a married man, and she's a married man. How can there be a story between us?
She seemed determined to pursue me, and stepped up her attack. This bothered me a little and made me start to re-examine our relationship. I had to be alert and not allow myself to get caught up in such emotional entanglements.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm my emotions. I know that such a decision would be the wisest choice for me and my family. I had to stand my ground and not be swayed by her onslaught. I looked up at her determined eyes, and I couldn't help but feel a little emotional. She is a very attractive woman with her own unique charm. However, I can't let myself be fooled by such a **. I have to stay awake and not allow myself to make mistakes.
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I looked at her deeply, then turned away. I knew that our story could only stay in memories and could not be further developed. It was a cruel decision, but it was the best choice for me and my family.
Five. The next day, the sun shone golden through the morning mist on the transmission lines in the countryside. I followed her request and took her to the construction site first.
After that, she asked to go to the park. The park is full of green trees, birds jumping on the branches, people are exercising in the morning, and it is peaceful and serene. We sat on a park bench and I fell silent, not knowing what to say. And she also fell into deep thought, and didn't speak for a long time.
In the end, it was her voice that broke the silence. "Are you afraid of heights? "Her voice came softly.
I turned my head to look at her, the sun shining on her face, her eyes shining with anticipation and nervousness.
If you are not afraid of heights, can you be afraid of heights by climbing a telephone pole? "I replied.
Afraid of ghosts? "She then asked.
I smiled and replied:"I am a materialist and do not believe in ghosts and gods. "
If you don't believe it, you're not afraid, right? "She asked, looking a little challenging.
Yes, not afraid. "I said firmly.
Then, a twinkle flashed in her eyes. "I've always wanted to experience roller coasters, pirate ships, jumping machines and haunted houses, but Chen Saibing didn't dare to accompany me to experience them. You can experience it with me today. "She looked at me expectantly.
I was a little hesitant, I should have rejected her, but looking at her expectant eyes, I couldn't bear to refuse. We got off the roller coaster, and the laughter and laughter around us seemed to melt into the air. She suddenly threw herself into my arms and said she couldn't stand any longer. Her hands gripped me tightly as if I were her only support. Her eyes were filled with excitement and joy, like two twinkling stars. She grabbed my hand and pressed it to her chest, and the beating heart seemed to tell me about her joy. I felt the warmth of her body, the heat passing through my palms and reaching my heart.
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We walked into the eerie haunted house, her eyes tightly closed, clinging to mine. I put my arms around her and walked forward step by step, and it felt like I was carrying her out of this horrible world. When night fell, I dropped her off at the door of the hotel. She looked up at me, her bright eyes full of anticipation. She smiled and asked me"Happy today? "
I looked at her and smiled awkwardly.
She held my hand tightly and said:"I'm so happy because of you. "
Six. One night a few days later, the hostess appeared in front of me again. In the moonlight, her figure looked particularly lonely. She was carrying a heavy bag, and to my astonished gaze, she threw it into the car. "You still owe foreign debts, these are all for you, and you don't have to pay them back if they are given to you. "Her voice was full of concern, and she looked at me and said softly.
I looked at the bag of renminbi, and under the flickering lights, they seemed to beckon to me. Yes, I'm hungry for the money, it solves all my current problems. However, I knew I couldn't take the money, just like I couldn't drown in the ocean of desire myself.
It's late, I'll send you to the hotel to rest first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow. "I tried my best to remain calm, and my voice seemed to come from far away.
I have so much money with me that you let me stay in a hotel by myself? "Her eyes were full of doubt and unease. I looked at her and felt an inexplicable emotion in my heart. "is not safe,"I whispered,"I'll take you home, and I'll go out for a walk with you after this busy time. "
She looked at me with a hint of pleading in her eyes:"Stay with me tonight, it will take me three hours to take me home and back, and tomorrow I will take a taxi by myself. "
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I hesitated and couldn't help frowning. Our relationship seems to be somewhat casual, which makes me feel a little uneasy. I took a deep breath and tried to gather my thoughts"Aren't we being too casual and taking the long view, okay? "
She silently shed tears"Chen Saibing went out to fool around again. "
I got in the car and hugged her tightly. She was in my arms, and her hand was quietly reaching for my private parts. I suddenly felt a physiological reaction, surprised and embarrassed.
I hurriedly pushed her away, and my heart was in a mess"It's better to take a long-term view. "
She looked at me in amazement, her eyes full of confusion and disappointment. I smiled bitterly, not knowing what to say.
I took a few deep breaths and got into the car again. Her stubbornness made me feel a little helpless, but I knew I had to stick to my ideas.
I'll send you home first. "I said softly again, trying to get her to understand my thoughts.
I'll take a taxi to you, you take me home, what am I going to do. "She muttered, clearly still unhappy with my decision.
I couldn't help but say that I started the vehicle.
On the way, she repeated this sentence several times, and I listened patiently, knowing that she needed to vent her emotions.
Adults should have mature ideas or take a long-term view. "That's all I can explain, hoping she understands my thoughts.
Anyway, I finally coaxed her away. On the way back, I felt relaxed and felt like I had taken off a heavy burden.
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Seven. In this way, I have to find ways to deal with her every day while the construction is intense. Her constant questions and demands made me feel tired and troubled.
One day, she suddenly sent a message:"My patience is limited, and I don't have time to play hide and seek with you every day. "When I saw this message, I felt very tired and helpless.
I took a deep breath, tried to calm down, and thought about how to deal with this. I can't accept her, I can't accept her against my will for the sake of money. I know that if I do this, I will not only be irresponsible to her, but also to myself.
She didn't contact me again and I didn't reply to her. While I was working on the project, I began to prepare to lead the construction team to evacuate. I know this can cause some trouble and loss, but I can't continue to let her bother me like this, I need to protect myself and my team.
As usual, the curtain came down after a day of intense construction, and I returned to the station with the workers. At this moment, my ** bell suddenly rang urgently.
* At the other end, the person in charge of the power supply station spoke in a hurry, and the zero fire line of Building No. 3 was reversed, and he nervously urged me to deal with it immediately. My heart tightened, this is a big problem and must be solved as soon as possible. The first thing that came to my mind was Zhou Yi, who was in charge of replacing Building No. 3 today. However, unexpectedly, there was an anxious busy sound from the other end. I keep dialing, but ** just can't get through, the number that can be reached on weekdays seems to be avoiding me today.
In desperation, I could only take the workers to the No. 3 change of the building, hoping to contact Zhou Yi there. However, Zhou Yi did not appear where he should have been.
Some workers told me that at that time, they had raised the suspicion that the zero line of fire might be reversed, but Zhou Yi stubbornly insisted on the wrong connection, completely ignoring the possible consequences. After completing the task, he hurriedly drove away, as if to escape something.
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Zhou Yi and I are brothers, and the technology is trustworthy. I trust him and always put him in those key positions.
Don't think too much, first hurry up and correct the wrong zero fire wire, and then register the electrical appliances that are burned out by each household due to the wrong zero fire wire. Burnt electrical appliances need to be compensated by our construction team, and after registration, we must talk to each family about how to compensate. With the help of the power supply station, 39,000 yuan was finally paid. Zhou Yi was not contacted after the compensation was completed, which is equivalent to my net income for more than three months.
As the night deepened, I still hadn't contacted Zhou Yi, and I was thinking about the deep meaning behind this incident. Why did Zhou Yi insist so much on the wrong connection? Why did it suddenly disappear?
As soon as the compensation was over, Li Shangmei took a taxi to find me, hoping to have dinner together. This time, I found an excuse to politely decline her.
The next day, she asked our construction team to analyze the responsibility for the wrong connection of the zero fire wire. Since that zero fire line was connected by the wrong one, Zhou Yi has been like evaporating from the world, and he has never been able to find the person responsible. Since I can't find the person responsible, I can only bear this responsibility.
At the end of the analysis meeting, Li Shangmei suddenly said sharply"The responsibility has been clear, I can't tolerate such a low-level mistake in my construction team, Captain Zhao, you take your people to find another job, I have a small temple here, and I can't accommodate you. "
I expected this to happen, but I didn't expect the reason to be so simple. I didn't explain, and after completing the handover with her, I was going to lead my construction team away.
To my surprise, only a third of them chose to leave with me. It turned out that Li Shangmei had already talked to everyone privately, and if he stayed, his salary would be **.
After I left, I heard that Zhou Yi had returned and taken over my previous position as the head of the construction team. His return was like a stone thrown into a calm lake, causing ripples. However, due to the lack of technology and experience, Zhou Yi delayed power transmission during the power outage construction for the second time. As a result, the State Grid Corporation interviewed Chen Saibing and Li Shangmei and issued them a large fine.
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During a power outage, the State Grid required the replacement of a high-voltage ring main unit. Zhou Yi, who has never been involved in this kind of construction on weekdays, is at a loss at the moment. He hesitated, but finally decided to ask me for help. I didn't have any complaints about his call, but explained in detail how to replace the high-voltage ring main unit as much as I could.
After the construction was over, when Zhou Yi tried to send electricity, due to his lack of experience, there were some failures that led to the tripping of the substation. The accident caused a widespread power outage in the city, which severely affected people's daily lives.
This incident has attracted great attention from the State Grid. They acted quickly and decisively terminated their labor contracts with Chen Saibing and Li Shangmei.
One stormy night, Chen Saibing called me **. His voice was full of exhaustion and pain, and he first apologized to me, saying that he regretted what had happened before. Then, he told me that he had taken on some user projects and hoped that I would be able to go back with the workers. He also told me the shocking news that he had divorced Lee Sang-mi because he had discovered her affair with Zhou Yi.