In the year when the Lu family was down, I took the initiative to dissolve the marriage contract.
Lu Xiheng said: [When I come back, I will definitely marry you. 】
I smiled: [Forget it, I'll be the crown princess soon, don't meet in the future.] 】
Unexpectedly, when he came back, he would become the new emperor.
And I was forced into the palace by him and became his queen.
Everyone in Kyoto said that the new emperor loved me miserably.
But only I know that he kept me by his side and let me watch him linger among the harem concubines, just to get revenge on me.
There are many concubines in Lu Xiheng's harem, but I know that they are just used by him to anger me.
Only recently entered the palace a new concubine, and people said that she looked very similar to me.
Lu Xiheng also treated her differently from other concubines.
I live in Kunning Palace, Lu Xiheng rarely comes here, but no one in the palace who serves me dares to look down on me.
There is no other reason. Some ministers in the DPRK and China saw that I had no family support behind me, and I was not favored by Lu Xiheng, so they jointly signed a letter with several ministers to request the abolition of the queen.
Lu Xiheng, who has always been gentle, became angry for the first time, and said: [There will only be this one queen in my life! 】
After this incident, no one dared to mention the matter after the abolition.
It's just that Lu Xiheng is destined not to be the only queen in this life.
Because I was seriously ill, I didn't have much to live.
I have a young doctor in Tai Hospital that I can trust. Although he was young, he was a skilled doctor.
He found out about my strange disease.
He came to see me again. His expression was grim: [Niangniang, with all due respect, according to your current body, if you don't heal, I'm afraid that it will really ......There aren't many days left. 】
I coughed violently, and blood instantly stained my handkerchief.
I waved my hand: "Forget it. 】
The medicinal materials needed for healing are very precious and rare, and I may not be able to find the entire Tanglin Kingdom by turning it over, and I will definitely not be able to find them all by myself, so I can only ask Lu Xiheng.
I don't want to ask him.
In order to celebrate Concubine Ru's birthday, Lu Xiheng specially built a palace for her in the palace, named Xiru Palace, which is the same as "Xiru".
Counting the days, it should have been built since Concubine Ru first entered the palace.
I laughed wryly. He is indeed obsessed with Concubine Ru.
I went to Lu Xiheng to tell him about it: [Your Majesty has built a palace? 】
At that time, he was criticizing the folding, and when he heard the words, he looked up at me with a smile: [What about it? 】
I said softly: [Not long after the founding of the Tanglin Kingdom, the people should be allowed to live and work in peace and contentment. 】
His face sank suddenly: [You are here to say this? 】
I don't understand why he suddenly got angry.
He sneered: [It's really annoying that the queen bothered, but it was my private treasury that was used to build the palace. 】
The word "private library" was bitten very hard.
So much so that I immediately remembered the past.
At that time, the Lu family had not yet had an accident, and I had not yet withdrawn from the marriage.
Lu Xiheng went crazy to hunt for treasures in various parts of Tanglin from the queen of the palace, and caused a lot of trouble for this, and the most serious time it is said that he was beaten by Lu's father's expert law for twenty boards.
Lu Xiheng and I have been married since childhood, and the entire people in Beijing, including Lu and Shen's families, are sure that Lu Xiheng and I will definitely get married in the future.
So much so that he was very skilled in climbing over the wall.
As soon as I saw him, I asked anxiously, "Where did Uncle Lu beat you?" Does it hurt? I still have a little ointment ...... here】
Before he finished speaking, he heard him laugh: [Shen Nannan, who cares about me so much. 】
I'm a little embarrassed.
He said, "Don't you wonder why I'm looking around for treasures? 】
My uncle told me that his family was squeamish and picky, and he liked the rare treasures of the world. 】
My face turned red for a moment: "So ......Are you for me? 】
He smiled: [Yes, isn't this trying to turn my uncle's family into my family as soon as possible, so I have to prepare a private treasury. 】
At that time, everyone knew that Lu Xiheng was the demon king of the mixed world in Kyoto, and he didn't give anyone face, but he spoiled me the most, as long as I opened my mouth, I wanted the moon in the sky, and he would pick it too.
But Ning Zhen said that the private treasury that Lu Xiheng had prepared for me in the tenth year of Ningzhen was finally given to others in the second year of Tanglin.
coincided with Shangyuan, Lu Xiheng took Concubine Ru out of the palace to play.
Early in the morning, Concubine Ru sent someone to ask me if I wanted to go with me.
Although she didn't come in person, the meaning of showing off was clear.
Naturally, I refused.
I didn't have the heart to play with her this kind of carefulness, I just thought, this is good, at least after I die, Lu Xiheng can have someone by his side to accompany him.
But there is still an inevitable tingling in my heart.
From the first year of Ning Zhen to the tenth year of Ning Zhen, I spent the Yuan Dynasty with Lu Xiheng, every year.
The maid said at the door: [Niangniang, Xin Niangzi sent someone to ask if you want to go shopping with Shangyuan? 】
Mrs. Xin is my old friend.
I thought I had nothing to do, and I hadn't seen him for a long time, so I agreed.
Sometimes fate is a hard thing to say.
On the South Street, I saw Lu Xiheng and Concubine Ru, both of whom were outstanding, and there were people around me who whispered and praised them.
Concubine Ru was coquettish at him and wanted a hairpin, and the girlish posture was very moving.
The hairpin needs to answer the riddle of the poem from the vendor.
Lu Xiheng smiled helplessly and doting, but still stood in front of the hawker to solve the riddles of the poems one by one.
I suddenly felt hot in my eyes.
In the ninth year of Ning Zhen's Shangyuan, Lu Xiheng picked me up from Shen's house to go shopping on South Street.
He suddenly asked me: [Shen Nannan, do you want a gift? 】
I said with a smile that I would like to, but if he gets hurt, forget it.
Then he stood in front of a certain vendor, put on a black cloth, blindfolded him, and pulled out his bow.
Shoot ten shots in a row, and hit all of them.
The young man is wanton and high-spirited.
Everyone around cheered.
The vendor Xu didn't expect that someone could really hit ten in a row, and he reluctantly gave us the color head, and at the end he didn't forget to ask: [I haven't been back to Beijing for a long time, and I didn't know that there was such a superb young man in Beijing, so I dared to ask what family the son came from? 】
When Lu Xiheng collected private libraries for me, he often dealt with all kinds of people, so everyone around him knew him.
Before he could say anything, someone around him teased and said: [This is the little son of the Lu family, as soon as your jade pendant is hung out today, I know that the little boy Lu is definitely coming].
Others asked why.
And said: [Why else, who doesn't know that Young Master Lu almost turned over the treasures in this world in order to marry his fiancée. 】
Nowadays, the defense of men and women is not serious, and everyone laughs good-naturedly.
Lu Xiheng was not shy, and generously handed me the jade pendant that he had just won, and smiled very gently: [Shen Nannan, what should I do, I want to marry you and go home quickly. 】
A cold wind blew on South Street, and I suddenly woke up from my memories.
Xin Niangzi only thought that I was staring at the hairpin, so she smiled: [If you want the hairpin, let's guess the lantern riddle, why bother to look at it, it just so happens that I also want to take a look. 】
I don't want to disturb her.
It's just that before we could walk over, Lu Xiheng and Concubine Ru saw me.
I heard Concubine Ru and Lu Xiheng say: [Childe, let's call my sister to play together, this Shangyuan Festival, she looks strange and pitiful alone. 】
There were people coming and going on the south street, but Concubine Ru didn't see Mrs. Xin.
But Mrs. Xin saw them.
She is one of the few people who knows the old things between me and Lu Xiheng now, and immediately sneered at Concubine Ru: [Why is there always a little lady who can't see the reason for her favor, who in the world doesn't know that you are just a stand-in? 】
Concubine Ru blushed with anger.
Lu Xiheng protected her: [Madame said carefully, I am in love with my wife, and I hope you don't want to spread rumors. 】
Xin Niangzi was angry and wanted to say something.
I stopped her. Because I saw Lu Xiheng take out a handkerchief and carefully wipe Concubine Ru's wrist, which was a little ink when she was playing with her, and then replied lightly to her question just now: [Forget it, I don't want to see her. 】
Separated by three or two people, Concubine Ru smiled at me, and there was a smugness in her smile that she couldn't hide even if she tried her best to hide it.
Lu Xiheng took her hand and walked away, without looking at me.
I know that his palms are very large, just because he once led me through the streets and alleys of the capital.
Even though I expected it, I still couldn't hold back my tears when I saw this scene, and I forced myself to cry: [Sorry Shin Shin, I ruined your fun. 】
Lu Xiheng doted on Concubine Ru more and more, and stayed in his palace for twenty days a month.
The palace people said that the queen was really going to fall out of favor this time.
I didn't care, I just prepared to leave the palace in private - the death day of Lu's father and Lu's mother was coming.
In order to avoid colliding with Lu Xiheng, I go a few days earlier every year.
Lu Xiheng placed them on a high mountain on the outskirts of the capital.
I knelt in front of their tombstones and picked up the sake I had prepared in the morning: [Uncle and aunt, you can rest assured, Lu Xiheng is a very good monarch, in the past two years, he has solved the floods in the south of the Yangtze River, and focused on dealing with the problem of insufficient food and grass in the army, and the people and soldiers have praised him. 】
I paused, and then said, "He also met someone who could walk with him in the future, and they ......Very happy. 】
Tears suddenly blurred my vision.
Before the Lu family's accident, Lu's father and Lu's mother treated me very well.
Every time I go back to Lu Mansion, Lu Mu will always smile and say to me: [Nan, if this stinky boy dares to bully you, you can tell your aunt, I promise that he will not be able to eat and walk around. 】
At this time, Lu Xiheng would say helplessly: [Mother, why do you always think that I will bully her, how can I do such a thing. 】
Father Lu snorted: [Hun boy, you can't do anything! ] Last month, for the sake of a baby, you rushed to the ring of other people's martial arts competitions, and almost had to marry someone back. 】
Before I could react, I saw Lu Xiheng hurriedly explain to me: [Wronged, I bumped into it by mistake, it was definitely not my intention, I didn't even see the face of the little lady. 】
I pretended to be angry, and he hurried to coax me.
Lu's father and Lu's mother looked at us from the side and smiled.
The past floated through my mind like a sea of smoke, and in the blink of an eye, it was gone, leaving only the cold tombstone in front of me.
There was a stinging pain in my throat, and I quickly took out the handkerchief, and coughed for a long time, and a large chunk of blood clotted on the handkerchief.
There was the sound of footsteps behind me, and I hurriedly closed the veil.
Looking back, sure enough, it was Lu Xiheng.
When he saw me, he was not surprised at all: "What are you doing here?" 】
I straightened up and saluted: [Your Majesty. 】
He approached me a few steps and asked, "What are you doing here?" 】
I said, "Come and visit my uncle and aunt." 】
He was suddenly furious: "In what capacity are you visiting them! 】
I was silent. He sneered: [In the eleventh year of Zhenning, the night before the collapse of the Lu family, ** hurriedly collected evidence, and at that time, someone in the palace happened to see the second lady of the Shen family going to the East Palace with a letter, and the queen should not tell me that this is a coincidence. 】
Yes, the reason why he hates me so much, in addition to the fact that I quit the marriage contract with him back then, the most important thing is that I have harmed the Lu family.
He looked at me with a faint plea in his eyes: [Shen Nannan, you tell me that it's not whether you're good or not, as long as you say it, I'll believe it. 】
I'm just silent.
Eventually, he was disappointed and smashed the jar I had brought, shattering the glass to the ground.
The voice is softer than the wind: [Don't come in the future, they don't welcome you.] 】
Article ** Since the elder Ford, the article "A Queen".