Ma Yan, who lacked father's love and lost her mother at a young age, assumed the role of "mother" in the family when she was ignorant, taking care of the life of her father and younger brother.
Ma Yan strives to become a qualified "adult", just to make her father care more about herself. However, no matter how much Ma Yan does, her father always seems to be able to find fault. 's father always left tenderness to outsiders, turning a blind eye to his own efforts, which made Ma Yan feel that he was the "outsider" of this family. 
originally belonged to Ma Yan's love alone, picked up a younger brother, recognized a godsister, and was all separated. Ma Yan's father, Ma Kui, met the life-saving benefactor of the year, and recognized the life-saving benefactor's daughter as a "goddaughter", and Lili naturally became Ma Yan's "godsister". Since my godsister went to school in Hacheng, she lived at home at the warm invitation of Ma Kui. Ma Kui asked Ma Yan to treat her "godsister" as a big lady and serve her as a cooking and making milk powderNot only that, Ma Kui, who had never done needlework at home, also sewed buttons for his "godsister" by hand. 
For Lili, Ma Kui responds to all requests. not only helped Lili get sleeper tickets, but also gave Lili "precious" food stamps when she went home. Even Ma Jian, who was picked up from his infant and raised as his own son, Ma Kui loved him like a loving father. Ma Yan bought fish from the store and happily brought it home to share with her fatherMa Kui asked: Why don't you wait for Lili to come back and buy it, you can't buy it because you want to eat it. Ma Yan thought that her father always didn't consider her feelings, let herself be wronged, and felt very angry, so she turned around and left. 
Ma YanI guess I also want to think that I was wronged outside and made trouble in front of my father, and my father can "protect the calf" without doubt.
Cai Xiaonian in the same compound got married, the neighbors of the same age had fun, and the groom Cai Xiaonian also felt happy, so he took the lead in teaching everyone to dance disco at his wedding. The young man, who was a little drunk, quickly followed the rhythm of **. Ma Yan, who is jealous herself, didn't want Yao Yuling to keep staring at Wang Xin, so she kept blocking her vision, but she didn't expect itYao Yuling said that Ma Yan: There is a smell of stinky pickles on her body, which can be smelled for ten miles in the wind. This sentence completely hurt Ma Yan, and she wrestled with Yao Yuling by the hair. 
Because of the grievances between the parents of Ma and Wang, Ma Kui, who didn't want Ma Yan and Wang Xin to be together from the beginning, knew that Ma Yan was furious because of Wang Xin's fight with others. Ma Kui indiscriminately accused Ma Yan, and pointed at Ma Yan and said: She can only blame herself. Ma Yan was bullied, and when she returned home, she had to be trained, and she couldn't fight back. Familiar scenes, familiar recipes, familiar tones. Parents in that era seemed to be like this: it was not that they didn't love their children, but when something happened, it was always their family's fault. 
Ma Kui bought a pair of shoes for his daughter and told Ma Yan: To understand her father. Ma Yan noticed that her father was always wearing those shoes on his feet, and she had the idea of buying a new pair of shoes for her father, so she took her father to the store together. After arriving at the store, Ma Yan picked out a pair of shoes for Ma Kui to try, and Ma Kui reacted, Ma Yan was thinking about buying him shoesReluctantly, he refused again and again. When he turned his eyes, he saw a pair of small leather shoes placed separately on the shoe cabinet that was very suitable for Ma Yan, so he asked the salesperson to take them down and give Ma Yan a tryI want to buy it for Ma Yan. The size of the shoes is small, Ma Yan's feet are big, and his father didn't care about this detail, thinking that it was not much worse, so he insisted on asking Ma Yan to try it. Until Ma Yan said his foot size, the atmosphere between the two became a little awkward, and they left the store in a hurry. 
A few days later,On the coffee table at home, a pair of shoes identical to the store appeared, and the yardage was Ma Yan's foot size. Ma Yan was pleasantly surprised, with little stars shining in her eyes. It turned out that Ma Kui specially commissioned someone to customize a pair for Ma Yan from a manufacturer in the south. Ma Kui saw that Ma Yan was happy, and he was also very happy, so he asked Ma Yan to sit down, put on new shoes for her, and muttered: Dad has to wear it for you. Ma Yan burst into tears in an instant. Ma Kui explained to Ma Yan earnestly: Because Lili's father saved his life, he wanted to repay the kindness of the year, so he was so good to LiliI hope Ma Yan can understand herself. After explaining, he knew that his daughter Aimei said, "Stinky beauty", and turned around and walked into his room. A sincere explanation, a bothersome effort to get the gift that his daughter wants, not many words, but it seems to fill the gap in the 10 years of father-daughter love. At that time, parents were not very good at expressing love, but their actions were full of love, perhaps this is the "Chinese-style father-daughter relationship". 
Ma Kui is a father who will blame his daughter when he quarrels with others, but at the same time, he is as delicate as water and will give Ma Yan shoes. Maybe parents can't always remember our shoe size, but they find out that we want a pair of shoesWill do everything possible to buy it for us. Maybe our parents can't remember what we like to eat, but as long as they remember what we love to eatEvery time we meet, there is something we love to eat on the table. Therefore, we should not easily deny all the love that our parents give us because of a certain flaw.