As the years passed, I could never get rid of the memory in my heart - the night I first stepped into the detention center. When I first woke up from a dream, I was in prison, and the adversities of life were unobstructed, leading me into the abyss of the unknown.
1. Inner Fear] When I stepped into the detention center, it was already more than 10 o'clock in the evening, and the previous dinner was only two slices of bread and a bottle of mineral water, who knew that this would be the only time I enjoyed bread in the next six years. In the dark, the signs of the detention center building and the supervision area stood majestically, and my heart began to wave, asking if the police officer could avoid entering? However, he just smiled and said no, and then handed me a cigarette, suggesting that I could enter when I was done with it.
At the place where I was collected, I went through a strict inspection, my uncle made me naked, and after the inspection, I put on the blue clothes of the detention center, and got a futon and a mattress, as well as a bowl, a spoon and a short toothbrush. I took off my shoes and followed my uncle into the cell, hearing my own heartbeat, nervousness and fear churning in my heart. At this moment, I suddenly became a member of the detention center from a small boss of the company who came and went freely during the day. Filled with anxiety and worry about which room and who I would spend time with, I walked barefoot along the road with unforgettable experiences.
2. The Long Sleepless Night] Entering the cell, a smell of men came to my face, about seventeen or eighteen people were crowded on a bunk, and there were two people on duty on the ground. Lying in bed, I fell asleep in a daze, but I couldn't get a restful rest. My mind is full of daytime affairs, I desperately want to smoke and use my phone, but I can only wander in my thoughts. At the time, they may have thought that the case was not serious and that they would be released in two or three days, but they did not expect to be in a detention center for six years. He was deeply remorseful for his depravity caused by gambling, and his heart was full of guilt for his family. Lying on the bed, I prayed that I could get out of this predicament as soon as possible.
3. The Difficult Process of Adaptation] When I woke up the next day, the cell was very lively, and everyone got up early to line up to wash. Unaccustomed to the environment, in the face of unfamiliar rules, I felt at a loss for everything in front of me. From then on, I became the one who slept with the lights on, living for six years in the morning and evening. In the cell, inspections and tidying are carried out according to the rules, and breakfast is a flower roll. Being forced to start memorizing a 26-point rule made it a huge challenge for me, a person who yearns for the outside world, to adapt to such a life. While homesickness is accompanied by anxiety about the future.
In one day, I went from my former free life to the prison of a prison that I could not put into words. However, even in the face of extreme pressure, I learned to adapt and moved towards a new life trajectory in the detention center.
Summary] Time flies, and I adapt to this strange and cruel environment step by step along the depth of the prison. Six years of imprisonment made me appreciate the impermanence of life, and the joys and sorrows in my heart were quietly staged behind this impregnable prison. Every time you wake up, every day you have a routine, every humble breakfast is a new start in your life.
However, this experience also taught me that life's ups and downs are not the end, but a new beginning. Adversity tempered people's hearts, and made me go from fear to adaptation to acceptance. Perhaps, this rough time will be a catalyst for my growth and teach me to face everything in life bravely. Perhaps, the night in the detention center was just a test given to me by fate, and I will walk through every day and night in this darkness with tenacity.
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