Who will accompany you for the Chinese New Year this year
In the past, every year to welcome the New Year, everyone's faces were filled with happy smiles, looking forward to the children who had not seen each other for a year coming back from work and vacation, cleaning the room, preparing New Year's goods, knowing that they couldn't eat, but still the refrigerator and cabinets were stuffed, and my husband was busy frying oil consumption, happy meatballs, and fried Shu meat in the kitchen, and I was busy cleaning the glass, washing the curtains and .......
Everything has changed this year, my father Dongyue passed away, and I haven't been happy to see anything since then, and I haven't gone out to buy clothes until now. Buying New Year's goods, I didn't settle down with anything, I was panicked, and I thought about picking up my mother to come over for the New Year together. But my mother didn't say anything, she wanted to celebrate the New Year alone, said that she would learn to be independent, and she would live alone in the future, and she couldn't drag down the children, and her mother choked up and said, "When the time comes, whatever you eat will make your heart hurt, and your father will never be able to eat again, and there will be no more your father in the world." I listened to the tears. My mother wants to keep the age alone at the Chinese New Year's Eve, missing my father. Even though I went to accompany my mother in the second year of junior high school, (because my mother still lives in another city), I knew in my heart that New Year's Eve was a century of sadness for my mother. Mom, who will accompany you for the New Year this year?
Heavenly Dad also wishes you good health and safety, and a smooth life. I didn't force my mother, I understood my mother's heart, and I saw that the family was the only one who had been with me for decades. I think my mom will cry uncontrollably. All the good things are better than staying together. I hope that all the elderly in the world can protect the other half of their lives in a healthy way.
My mother believes in Jesus, and after the Chinese New Year, I will rent a house next to the church for my mother, so that my mother can be with her friends in the church every day, and have her own full life, maybe she will forget some of her sorrows. I wrote this short essay with tears in my eyes to express my thoughts about my father and my helpless and heart-wrenching love for my mother.