"Hurricane" from the 2000 Chinese New Year's Eve Gao Qiqiang was detained for fighting, An Xin sent dumplings to him, to the end he was imprisoned, it was still An Xin who sent him the last bowl of dumplings. At this time, An Xin was no longer the high-spirited young man he was back then, and Gao Qiqiang on the opposite side also faded from the youthful face of the fishmonger period and looked haggard.
When it's cold, remember to add an extra sweater to yourself. An Xin's bland words once again touched the softest part of Gao Qiqiang's heart, he lowered his head and pondered, recalling the scene of his first acquaintance with An Xin. It was on the Chinese New Year's Eve of the millennium, and An Xin, who was on duty, met Gao Qiqiang, who was detained for bullying by the Tang brothers, in the detention center. Although he is in prison, Gao Qiqiang is worried about how to prepare a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner for his younger siblings.
As an elder brother, every Chinese New Year's Eve, he insists on cooking himself, cooking for his younger siblings, and worrying about their academic life. Since the death of his parents, he has always taken on the burden of the family as an older brother, and in his world, he has never considered living for himself, and only hopes that his younger siblings can live a good life. He often blames himself, thinking that he is incompetent and ashamed of his brotherhood.
However, everyone knows that Gao Qiqiang's journey has not been easy. He endured humiliation, groveling to please others, endured the disgusting smell of fish, and worked as the hardest and most tiring fishmonger. Since he was a child, he has never been treated very well, and even his father has not given him the care he deserves.
Even so, he still adheres to the role of his brother, soothes the pain in his heart with the power of family affection, and runs a small fish stall in a down-to-earth manner. Until An Xin's appearance, like a dawn light, illuminated Gao Qiqiang's originally bleak life path.
Prosperity makes friends, adversity tries them.
When she met Gao Qiqiang, who was covered in stains and scars for the first time, An Xin's heart was full of curiosity. When he learned that Gao Qiqiang had also lost his parents and was lonely, the sympathy and resonance in his heart became even stronger. Because An Xin himself lost his parents when he was 13 years old, although he was fortunate to be adopted by Uncle An, he deeply experienced the anxiety and loneliness of his youth.
Compared with An Xin, Gao Qiqiang not only has to endure the same anxiety and loneliness, but also has to face more difficult life realities and social helplessness. Therefore, at the beginning of the episode, An Xin took Gao Qiqiang's younger siblings into the detention center with empathy, and let them taste dumplings on that special Chinese New Year's Eve and ** Spring Festival Gala. At the same time, he also accompanied Gao Qiqiang to share this special Chinese New Year's Eve dinner and Spring Festival Gala program, and a strong sense of empathy developed between the two.
They have all experienced the pain of losing their family affection, and there is a deep loneliness hidden in their hearts. Gao Qiqiang has no one to rely on in life, while An Xin chooses to be independent and unwilling to rely on others. Since meeting Gao Qiqiang, An Xin regarded him as a friend and did everything she could to help him: personally drove him back to the market to pick up his belongings, fearing that he would be bullied by the Tang brothers, and even did not hesitate to vouch for him in front of them.
An Xin had dinner with Gao Qiqiang in the market many times, but in fact, she supported him with actions and helped him gradually improve his social status. When he found out that Gao Qiqiang was studying the books he recommended, he couldn't help but feel relieved in his heart. It was An Xin's kindness and care that made Gao Qiqiang feel the power of sincere friendship for the first time and experience the dignity of being a human being for the first time.
From the first acquaintance with Gao Qiqiang to bringing him to justice, An Xin's feelings for Gao Qiqiang were gradually mixed with disappointment. In fact, An Xin plays a vital role in Gao Qiqiang's transformation every step. For example, when Gao Qiqiang acted in a video store in the name of An Xin, although An Xin did not say it explicitly, his tacit attitude showed that he was willing to support Gao Qiqiang.
Compared with his contempt for Tang Xiaolong and Tang Xiaohu, An Xin always chose to lend a helping hand to Gao Qiqiang. In addition to the similar backgrounds of the two, it is also because of the humble quality shown by Gao Qiqiang. He followed An Xin's teachings and studied hard, and he was willing to endure humiliation and live in peace with those who oppressed him. Although An Xin admired Gao Qiqiang's humble attitude, he was deeply concerned about his practice of treating his enemies as friends, fearing that he would fall into the quagmire of sin.
As a policeman with a conscience and kindness, An Xin's frequent contact with Gao Qiqiang is not only to support him, but more importantly, to guide him on the right path and avoid going astray.
However, despite An Xin's best efforts, he failed to stop Gao Qiqiang from deviating from the right path. Faced with Xu Lei's death and the loss of his pistol, An Xin has repeatedly cast suspicious eyes on the Gao brothers. Whenever An Xin pressed Gao Qiqiang step by step, Gao Qiqiang successfully resisted with his strong psychological quality.
An Xin always insisted on helping Gao Qiqiang, but the latter skillfully used An Xin's pity and sympathy to delay time to deal with the crisis. In the process of their relationship, every time An Xin tried to lead Gao Qiqiang back to the right path, he was always restrained by Gao Qiqiang's clever and smooth direction.
I have to praise Gao Qiqiang's resourcefulness and flexibility, this small fishmonger who was once bullied has now sharpened his cunning and abnormality. In the process of Gao Qiqiang's gradual blackening, he once had a meaningful conversation with An Xin:
Once Xu Jiang is arrested and confesses all the crimes, what will happen to those who are associated with him? In a tactful way, An Xin expressed her recognition of Gao's mistakes and suggested that he should choose to turn himself in for the sake of his family. "Guess you have such a hard life because you have younger siblings, should you find a solid and stable life for yourself and your family? It's just that maybe there are not many such opportunities left. ”
However, deep down in Gao Qiqiang's heart, in order to protect his family, he decided that turning himself in was never an option.
Their conceptual differences were further widened after this dialogue, causing An Xin and Gao Qiqiang's life trajectories to drift apart. Gao Qiqiang is sinking deeper and deeper into the mire of sin, and An Xin tries to guide him back to the right path every time he eats with him.
For An Xin, no matter how Gao Qiqiang evolves, he always regards him as a friend. Once, Li Xiang tried to handcuff Gao Qiqiang to the handrail of the stairs to make him lose face in front of his wife, but An Xin resolutely stopped this behavior. Because he was well aware of the hardships and hardships of Gao Qiqiang's life, he sympathized with the unfair treatment he suffered, and could not sit idly by and watch him be humiliated.
Although Gao Qiqiang chose to deviate from the right path, he is always grateful for An Xin's kindness and help. The feelings between the two are intertwined, including An Xin's selfless help and understanding, as well as Gao Qiqiang's guilt and gratitude.