From diva to "madman", from sound to street.
Xu Meijing's life is like a painful journey.
In **, she has an undeniable ability, but emotionally, she has always been the one who is humble to the dust.
In those glorious years, she created countless classic songs.
But just when she was popular all over the country, she suddenly disappeared from the public eye.
And when netizens saw her news again, Xu Meijing had become an "alternative" who acted crazy.
In the years when she disappeared, what kind of story did she experience that made the former "diva killer" become such a crazy appearance?
In 2006, a piece of news from Singapore suddenly rushed to the top of the hot search list.
Xu Meijing, who has disappeared for a long time, was actually treated as a late-night service industry worker by tourists in a star-rated hotel, which led to a big fight between the two sides.
In **, it can be clearly seen that Xu Meijing seems to feel a huge insult after being accosted.
She vehemently stated that she was a guest of the hotel, not a lowly occupation as they imagined.
Xu Meijing's hideous expression made many guests in the hotel afraid.
She even asked the guests present to kneel down and kowtow to her to apologize.
Xu Meijing's abnormal behavior, under the investigation of the police, soon found out that she had suffered from serious mental illness.
Therefore, Xu Meijing was soon taken to a psychiatric hospital by the police.
During her hospitalization**, Xu Meijing's family not only never came to visit, but even "redistributed" all her assets.
And after all the dust settled, Xu Meijing was finally "discharged".
But at this time, she suddenly found that her originally rich family background was still empty in an instant.
In order to make a living, Xu Meijing had to start defending her rights through "street singing".
Whenever a fan recognizes Xu Meijing, she can't help but burst into tears after taking a group photo.
Xu Meijing's bleak status quo makes people sigh at the twists and turns of fate.
But perhaps, if it weren't for Chen Jiaming, her fate would have been completely different.
In 1993, Xu Meijing, who had just debuted, met the man who changed her fate when she participated in "Looking for Superstars".
With the help of Chen Jiaming, Xu Meijing soon became a hot figure in the circle.
It is precisely because of this that Xu Meijing gradually has a lot of dependence on Chen Jiaming.
But the ten-year age difference makes it difficult for Xu Meijing to overcome psychological barriers.
In addition, Chen Jiaming already had a complete family at that time, which made Xu Meijing even more worried.
But she never expected that Chen Jiaming at this moment would continue to tease her turbulent heart after discovering Xu Meijing's favor.
With the convenience of daily work, Xu Meijing's hidden lovesickness gradually evolved into an ambiguity between two people.
They have forgotten who they are and have only the fervent love of each other.
With the convenience of work, the relationship between the two began to become more and more intense.
In order to please Xu Meijing, Chen Jiaming even occasionally hinted that she would become the real "Mrs. Chen" in the near future.
And Xu Meijing, for this illusory promise, gave up many precious opportunities.
Even when facing the invitation of Li Zongsheng, the godfather of the music world, she decisively said: "In this life, I only cooperate with Chen Jiaming."
never expected that her "innocent" love was just a joke in Xu Jiaming's eyes.
For Chen Jiaming, the feelings in art only seek to give wholeheartedly at that time.
He may treat every relationship with great care.
But deep in Chen Jiaming's heart, the one he loves the most is always himself.
Xu Meijing struggled and suffered in this deformed relationship, and she had nowhere to tell, so she could only convey the helplessness and pathos in her heart through songs.
Subsequently, in the ** "Knowing Clearly" and "Returning to the People on a Stormy Night" released by her, there are also unspeakable emotional entanglements in her heart.
The kind of pulling and tearing in the song is full of endless sourness that cannot be loved.
And Xu Meijing also sat firmly on the throne of the queen of the Chinese music scene.
But I never expected that after the success of her career, Xu Meijing's feelings once again ushered in huge variables.
Xu Meijing originally just thought that in this triangular relationship, she was already the one who was hidden.
But who would have thought that for the actor Chen Jiaming, the world of three people is still too empty.
In 1998, Chen Jiaming was suddenly ** and Xu Meijing's personal assistant and her best friend Huang Fengyi have been dating for a long time.
The ** of this news made Xu Meijing unable to believe the truth of the facts.
She couldn't believe how Huang Fengyi was secretly interfering when arranging the intimacy between the two of them, and she was already pregnant with a child.
After Xu Meijing was deeply hurt, she asked Huang Fengyi hysterically like a madman: "You know that I love him to the core, why do you want to snatch love with a knife, why!" Why! ”
But maybe the relationship is too strange.
Perhaps Huang Fengyi never thought that one day she would suddenly intervene in the relationship of her best friend.
But the facts that have already happened cannot be rewritten again.
Under the pressure of **, Xu Jiaming seemed to have become mute, and only quietly watched Huang Fengyi sink deeper and deeper into the storm of **.
Huang Fengyi finally chose to end her life because she couldn't bear the overwhelming abuse and all kinds of pressure.
Huang Fengyi's suicide also became the last straw that crushed Xu Meijing.
Since then, she has been in a slump, her spirit has also been abnormal, and her singing career has gone downhill.
In 2000, Xu Meijing announced the termination of her cooperation with Chen Jiaming and quit the entertainment industry with a physical and mental injury.
In 2009, after Xu Meijing held her first concert in her life, she seemed to have completely let go of the obsession in her heart.
Affection is not the whole meaning of life, perhaps ordinary is the real life.
Today's Xu Meijing lives a fulfilling life every day, not only letting go of emotional disturbances, but also playing on the same stage with friends such as Liang Jingru and Sun Yanzi many times.
Although at present, her mental state has not completely returned to normal, but I believe that with a healthy attitude, Xu Meijing will definitely be able to recover soon.
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