I am a concubine, my biological mother is the most famous Oiran in the capital, and I eat with a dog, and I am born with a shame.
Later, when I was bullied in the Red Mansion, he saved me.
After we got married, I saw a picture of a man with the exact same face as mine, but it wasn't me.
After all, it's a kind of qing?
On the day I was born, there was a lot of snow in the sky, and I heard others say that it was a sunny day for a few days, but on the day I was born, the sky changed.
Since I was a child, I have known that all the people in the Marquis of Jingning Mansion don't like me, my grandfather Jingning Marquis doesn't like me, my grandmother doesn't like me, and even my father, the descendants of the Hou Mansion, don't like me.
The maids around me often spoke ill of me, and their eyes were full of contempt when they looked at me.
Once I found a little maid stealing my pastry, and I was reluctant to eat the pastry, and I was reluctant to eat ......
So I took advantage of her inattention to pick up the hairpin in her hair and killed her.
Wei Xiaoniang was shocked when she saw it, oh yes, Wei Xiaoniang is my biological mother, and she and I have been relying on each other in this Wutong Garden.
She held my hand tightly, stared at me with dead eyes, and said, "Chaoyang, anyone asks about you, you say that you don't know about it, understand?" You didn't kill the maid, you don't know anything, you don't see anything, you're sleeping, do you understand? ”
Looking at the nervous Wei Xiaoniang, I nodded and went back to the room to sleep according to her arrangement.
When I woke up, there were a lot of people standing in the Sycamore Garden, my father, whom I had seen several times since I was born, and my titular mother, and my two half-brothers and sisters.
My mother, the princess of the Marquis of Jingning, was really lucky, and she gave birth to twins a year after marrying her father, a boy and a girl.
Since then, the position of this princess can no longer be stable, I heard that my grandfather and grandmother also like this daughter-in-law, as well as these two grandchildren, the Hou Mansion and even the entire capital think that the princess is a blessed person, after all, it is difficult for people to give birth to one, she gave birth to two in one anger, and they are all smart and lovely.
Without looking at these nasty people, my eyes fell on Wei Xiaoniang, who was pressed by a group of mothers-in-law.
Her hair was disheveled, her clothes were wrinkled, and when I looked at her, she was looking at me and smiling shallowly.
To tell the truth, I hated her before, I hated all the people in the Hou Mansion, of course, including Wei Xiaoniang, if it wasn't for her disregard for the shame of giving my father a flattering drug, I might not have been born, I wouldn't have been coldly looked down upon by others since I was a child, and I was even forced to eat with a dog.
But now, it hurts my heart to look at Wei Xiaoniang like this, she is the best person for me in this world.
When the princess coldly opened her mouth to ask her mother-in-law to take Wei Xiaoniang away and sell her, I finally made up my mind and knelt on the ground with a plop.
Just about to blurt out the words, he was disturbed by an uninvited guest, saying that it was an uninvited guest, that was for the Hou Mansion, for me, he should have been sent by God to save me.
King Yu shook the folding fan lightly, the corners of his mouth hooked up a ruffian, and he walked slowly to the corpse regardless of the eyes of others and said, "Oh, the prince has finally corrected this little thief on the spot."
I wondered in my heart, raised my head to look at him, the sun shone on his body, for some reason my heart was slowly soothed, and my intuition told me that this person might be helping me?
So I fell to my knees quietly and did not speak again.
The father also didn't know the reason, and as soon as he asked, King Yu told the matter.
Shizi, who killed this maid? This king really has to thank him, but it can be regarded as avenging this king" King Yu shook the folding fan and said with a smile "You also know, our two families are neighbors, this king is not idle, nothing likes to come to your house to hang out, it is this maid in your house" Saying that, he took the folding fan and lit the corpse on the ground, "She again and again wanted to catch this king".
The king knew that he was handsome, and he didn't bother to take care of her at first, but once this girl actually stole the king's jade pendant."
How did King Yu learn that this maid stole your jade pendant? The princess spoke.
King Yu chuckled, "It's not this idiot, a jade pendant wants to hold this king?" She wants to use this jade pendant to blackmail me into accepting her, otherwise she will go out and frame this king."
The final result was naturally that Wei Xiaoniang was not sold, and even King Yu ordered someone to send gifts to thank Wei Xiaoniang.
I looked at the gifts and was not interested in the slightest, but just as I was about to leave, I smelled a fragrance, I opened the box in front of me in search of the smell, and a box of delicious snacks was imprinted in front of my eyes, this ......It's the same as the box of snacks that was stolen by the maid!!
Did he put it in my yard before?
The box of snacks that seemed precious to me was what I saw at the door.
I had never eaten this delicious food, and when I looked around and saw that there was no one, I carefully took it to my room and ate a piece when I was too hungry to stand it.
Since that day, the princess seems to have become even more angry, and Wei Xiaoniang and I have become even more unhappy.
In the blink of an eye, I was eleven years old, and I wondered how I had survived all these years.
A maid put the spoiled meal on the table, turned around and walked away.
I got up and was about to open my mouth to eat, but the door was pushed open.
My titular second sister came over with her personal maid again, I looked at the whip in her hand, resigned myself to the steamed bun in my hand and gently put it down, and obediently walked to the wall.
She seemed to be very satisfied with my performance, it didn't take long to beat me today, she gently turned her tired hand, and said contemptuously, "Lu Chaoyang, you remember, you will always be my Lu Wanwan's dog, you owe me, if it weren't for you, I would be the eldest lady in the Hou Mansion."
You, if you want to blame, blame your shameless mother. ”
She picked my chin with the handle of the whip and said viciously, "Look at your little face, like your shameless mother, you are a fox at a young age."
Originally, I wanted to scrape you off little by little with a knife, but the second brother said, it's a pity that your appearance is so wasted."
Lu Chaoyang, you wait, your hope is still ahead."
After Lu Wanwan left, I sat on the ground weakly, and in this Hou Mansion, I think what is more terrifying than Lu Wanwan is her second brother Lu Songbai.
I couldn't help but think of the way he looked at me, that sense of fear and powerlessness came to my heart again, I couldn't stop shaking, Lu Songbai never hit me, but as long as he looked at me, I felt that the blood in my whole body couldn't stop flowing backwards.
Wei Xiaoniang dragged her seriously ill body over, she trembled all over her body and hugged me in her arms, crying while saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my daughter, I didn't expect this." ”
In the past eleven years, I finally knew the grievances between Wei Xiaoniang and Shizi.
It turned out that all this was really planned by Wei Xiaoniang herself.
She smeared the wounds on my body and said with tears in her eyes, "I know you hate me, and you haven't been close to me all these years, but Chaoyang, I was forced to do so at the beginning."
I was originally also a lady of the official family, my father was a famous holy hand, and he was the imperial physician in the palace, and I was sixteen years old at that time, which was the age to be married."
I didn't think that year, the palace ** was in trouble, and Concubine Yun's fetus had always been kept by her father, but for some reason, on the day of labor, she gave birth to a freak."
This is a secret in the palace, since ancient times, this represents ominousness, if it spreads, the emperor is afraid of affecting his status among the people."
On that day, many people died in the palace, and my father himself was not spared, and even we were not spared."
My mother killed herself to keep a festival for my father, and I became the lowest official prostitute."
I didn't disturb Wei Xiaoniang to speak, and listened carefully to her little by little.
When your grandmother gave birth to your father, she suffered a postpartum hemorrhage, which was rescued by my father, and many doctors had no way at that time.
That day in the Red Mansion, I met your father, and with the affection of the previous generation, he also felt a little more pity.
Later, I came up with a solution, I also studied medicine with my father, and I knew how to get pregnant quickly.
I made a risky decision, threw away the contraceptive sachet that the bustard had given me, and asked an acquaintance who was close to me in the building to secretly grab a few pairs of medicinal herbs for me.
The bustard saw that I was very fond of your father, so he made me a separate yard, and I did it very carefully, and naturally no one else found out, and then as expected, I became pregnant. ”
When Wei Xiaoniang said this, I raised my eyes to look at her, and said self-deprecatingly, "That's how I came?" ”
She brushed my broken hair behind her ears and said again, "Don't blame me, I don't want to be in that place all my life, it's too dirty."
After that, I told your father the news, who would have thought that he actually beat me, he told me that he was about to get married, and his wife was a young lady from the squire's family, and I was pregnant now, and that was to slap his fiancée in the face.
I begged bitterly to ensure that my baby was definitely a girl, and that I would not give birth to an eldest son to slap the future princess in the face.
When I saw your father again, he was relieved, and ransomed me out as his concubine.
Later, I learned that the reason why I was able to enter the mansion was because the princess agreed to it, and she took a fancy to my prescription for regulating the birth of boys and girls.
Moreover, my status will not affect her status in the slightest, as long as I give birth to a girl.
The mystery in my heart has finally been solved, and I have always wondered why the princess never took the initiative to attack Wei Xiaoniang, and why she could easily kill us, but we are still alive until now.
A few years ago, the princess wanted to sell Wei Xiaoniang, also because Wei Xiaoniang took the initiative to take responsibility and wanted to lead the maid's death to her.
No wonder the princess was very excited that time, but the matter was ruined by King Yu, she was annoyed and angry, and she didn't want to see me.
The subordinates are used to looking at people's faces, so they don't need the princess to take the initiative to speak, those mothers-in-law and maids will use their way to punish me and please the princess.
The princess has one child and two treasures, are you conditioning? I asked.
Wei Xiaoniang looked at me and nodded slowly, "She said that as long as she guarantees that she gives birth to a boy, she will naturally not embarrass our mother and daughter in the future."
It's just that I don't know how she got pregnant with two at once, and both of them can be born safely," Wei Xiaoniang said with her head down.
For some reason, I saw a look of regret in Wei Xiaoniang's eyes.
What do you regret? Regretting being a concubine in the Hou Mansion? Regret giving the princess a good condition, so that everyone praises the princess as a lucky star? Or do you regret that the princess did not die in childbirth?
Winter goes to summer, and in the blink of an eye I am fourteen years old, and I am really fatal, I can't die.
I pulled out a box and took out the moldy snack and squeezed it in my hand, trying to draw a trace of warmth from it.
It's been six years, and the dim sum is still there, but I have never seen the person who gave me the dim sum, and I heard from the gossip of the maid that King Yu went out of Beijing to fight.
Out of Beijing to fight? That's a person who dies if you're not careful.