I am the fifth girl in my family.
Since he was a child, he was sold by his father to other families.
Whoever bought me, they will have a boy in the near future.
But when they had children, they would send me back.
It wasn't until I was six years old that I was returned for the eighth time.
Brother, I really can't get the child, the triplets came to the family all at once, they are all boys, I really can't raise your daughter, so I can only return it to you. 」
You have a lot of daughters, so you can support them, and you can still receive a bride price in the future, but my kid is different, so he wants to marry a wife. 」
With that, he pushed me forward, turned around and ran.
My father's eyes were red, but he didn't dare to chase him out, just because he had no son and no confidence.
Angry, he saw me standing to the side in a daze, and grabbed my hair and threw it out.
gasped and said Mourning star, losing money, if you hadn't blocked my brother's birth, would I be able to point at my nose now and make people dare not fight back? 」
After saying that, I didn't care about the pain at the door, and I curled up on the ground, and slammed the courtyard door into the house.
The lively people in the village shouted outside the door Pillars, you can't do this, no one even wants a girl, isn't it a seed. 」
Hahaha It's not, if the seed doesn't work, let me come, my first child is a son. 」
There was a burst of laughter at the door, but my dad didn't dare to come out.
The old man in the village said that my father was a bastard when he was young, and no one in the village dared to mess with him.
But after my eldest sister was born, it changed, because it was the first child, and at that time I could comfort myself that it would bloom first and then bear fruit.
The national policy also stipulates that the first child is a girl, and the second child can be born.
But the second child was still a girl, and since then my father's waist has gradually bent down.
The third and fourth children, until I was born, the only thing left in the family was an empty mud house.
When I was born, my dad saw that I was a girl and had to throw it in the hospital trash can.
It was the doctor who passed by who picked me up, and he became the focus of the doctors.
In the hospital, there were people staring at him and not daring to do anything casually.
When I got home, I was sold as soon as I got home.
A year later, the family that bought me gave birth to a son, and they turned around and sent me home.
Later, I was torn between being sold and returning, and I was praised by everyone as a little lucky star who was the introduction.
There are more people willing to buy me, and my family has gradually become richer because of me.
Until this time it was returned.
My internal organs hurt from the throw, and I curled up on the ground like a dead dog, and my sister and mother were too scared to come out.
There was a lot of excitement at the door, but no one wanted to stretch out their hands, who made me lose money.
In the end, the village party secretary knocked on the door and carried me in.
In a blur, I lay down and listened to the village party secretary talking to my father.
This girl can't give it away, she's six years old, her hukou is still at your house, it's time for her to go to school. 」
My dad's shocked voice came Why can't you sell it, don't sell what she eats and drinks at home. 」
You're a big man, and you can still point to selling your girlfriend for dinner? 」
My dad's family is all money-losing goods, what am I doing with my money, if she hadn't blocked my son's way, would I have been able to make people point their noses and scold them now? 」
The village party secretary couldn't do it, and my father's work was angry and left.
I live at home with trepidation, trying to reduce my presence, eat less and do more. In just one month, I had a thin head and a small body, and I walked staggeringly.
Because I heard my dad tell my mom that I've been getting worse and worse lately, and if I can't, he will send me out as a child bride.
That's when I realized that studying was the only way out for me, I wanted to go to school, I wanted to get out of this place, and I didn't want to worry about where I was being sold all the time.
I don't want to be an introducer, I just want to be myself.
I began to run to the secretary's house, I pestered him over and over again, I worked for him, I looked for fruit from the mountains for his son to eat.
Even if his son pulls his hair out and pinches the bruises, I will wipe away my tears and praise him with a smile, his strength is so great, he will definitely grow into a strong guy in the future.
Half a year later, I was finally able to go to school, the old primary school in the village, there was only one class, and different grades were taught together.
The rich people in the village have already brought their children to the town, and the only ones left are the gangsters with bad grades, but I also cherish it this way, this is my hard-won opportunity to go to school.
I carried the simple schoolbag that my mother sewed for me out of rags, and the woman who had no confidence only dared to secretly express her love for her daughter like this.
The third sister was studying in the same school as me, and on the way, she suddenly stopped and gave me a dollar, and saw that I took it, and smiled with a bruised face.
Read well I looked at the crumpled hair ticket and nodded vigorously.
I'm studying when others are fighting, I'm studying when others are resting, and even when I'm walking on the road, I have to take out my textbook from time to time to read.
The people in the village laughed at me, what if the girl ** learned, the family is not a desperate head. 」
In the final exam, I took the double hundred.
I happily showed it to my father and proved to him that girls are no worse than boys, and that I can provide for him in the future.
Yo, the five girls did well in the exam, but it's a pity that it's a girl who is someone else's, you say, if it's a son, it's the material for the university entrance examination. 」
My dad's face instantly pulled down, and he tore up the test paper and threw it in my face Dead girl**, get out of the way, don't get in the way of Lao Tzu's eyes. 」
As he spoke, he kicked me away. The straight waist that had been turned to face me bent down again. With a smile on his face, he said good things to others.
I ignored the scraps of paper on the floor and limped home.
When I got home, my mother didn't say anything when she saw me, she just hugged me in her arms and murmured, Bao, you have to go to school, my sister and I will open the way for you, you have to go to school well. 」
I smelled the warm smell of sweat on her neck and nodded.
My mother and sister finished the work at home, and I went to the village party secretary's house to help out after school, and my father stared at me angrily and didn't dare not let me go.
After the teacher learned about my family's situation, he would give me make-up lessons during the holidays and recess. I've always been number one.
The class was full of poor students, and suddenly a serious student appeared, which naturally didn't like it, so I was targeted by the whole class.
Bugs in drawers, glue on stools, shaved messy hair and books.
Haha, the money-losing goods are glued to the stool again, haha, it's so fun. 」
Why do you say she's so stupid, how many times has she been glued, and she's still dead-eyed. 」
It's stupid to lose money, and the teacher must have given her the answer during the exam. 」
Quick, tear up her book, and see how she still learns. 」
Yes, if it weren't for her, my mother wouldn't have scolded me for being unproductive. 」
The boys in the class smiled maliciously. Over and over again, it turned in front of my eyes.
I didn't dare to resist, because I knew that as soon as I got home, I would be greeted with more fierce scolding.
My table mate looked at me with sympathy in her eyes, but she didn't dare to care, because she was also a loser.
It's useless for the teacher to take care of it, and the parents will only say, "You are a money-loser, my son is just playing around with you, what do children know." 」
After a book was cut and broken, I got so bad that I brought the kitchen knife from home, and the boy who bullied me that time had a knife mark on the table.
I was isolated, but no one in the class dared to bully me.
When I was beaten at home, my sister would protect me so that I could concentrate more on my studies, and my mother would steal eggs for me to replenish my body.
Stepping on the road paved by everyone, I have always maintained the first place, and just like that, five years later, I was admitted to the county No. 1 middle school.
I need accommodation to go to school in the county, and my dad is not happy to pay for it.
In fact, there is no money at home, and my father thinks that there is no son at home, and the money earned is also earned by outsiders.
In the first few years, I spent the money from selling me, and then I relied on my mother's money from farming.
The teacher and the village party secretary both came, saying that I was a good seedling for college. But my dad didn't listen, and he just said that he had no money.
Even if it was illegal to deny me to go to school, he was not happy to earn the money.
I want to go to school, I don't want to be stuck in this village, rooted in this mud cage.
I ran to the village to borrow money, but my dad turned around and smashed their house.
is such a man who has never straightened his waist since he gave birth to his daughter, and even if he is scolded in front of him, he only dares to laugh with him in order to prevent his daughter from going to school.
I was unwilling, I wanted to go to school, I went to the county to look for a job, but no one was willing to accept me all day.
When the people in the village saw me, they hid and walked.
But in the end, I still got the tuition fee for the start of the semester.
The day before school started, my eldest sister gave me 3,000 yuan, saying that it was tuition.
I was surprised and asked her where the money came from.
She just had tears shining in her eyes, smiled and stroked my head and said Wuya, my sister can't hold on, you have to go to school hard, and see the outside world for your sister. 」
Later, I learned that my sister had married herself, and the eldest sister was only seventeen that year, and she married a bachelor in her thirties.
In addition to the bride price of 20,000 yuan on the surface, she asked him more privately, and asked for 3,000 and gave it to me.
My father, who was waiting for me to drop out of school and come home, still found out about my registration.
My sister is going to get married, and he is reluctant to pay the 20,000 yuan bride price, worried that no one will want it if it is broken.
My dad beat my mom in private, scolding her for being a rotten thing, a hen that doesn't lay eggs, and giving birth to a girl who is looking for men everywhere.
That night, my mother's little finger was broken and never grew better.
When I turned around, my dad took the bride price money to invite the people in the village to eat and drink, and the people at the wine table scolded the soft eggs that were not planted, and the dogs in the village could let the female dog give birth to two male cubs, but he only gave birth to four money-losing goods.
He still smiled and toasted people as if he didn't understand.
I stepped on the bloody road laid by my mother and sister and went to the county No. 1 middle school.
Life in the county is much better than in the village, with little girls in fairy dresses and boys playing freely on the basketball court.
I haven't seen anything in the past decade or so.
I just watched from afar and continued to learn.
There is still a gap between the quality of teaching in the village and the outside.
I have always been the first, I studied hard, and I only took more than 300 exams in the monthly exam.
When the results were taken home, Aunt Wang said with a smile; This girl is different from the boy, you see, there are only more than 300 exams, and my son took the tenth exam.
All.