In May 2014, 78-year-old Guo Yufen's condition deteriorated dramatically, and the hospital issued a critical illness notice. At the end of her life, she suffers from both physical and mental pain, as she is going through a painful choice.
After two days of deep thought, she finally made a decision. She thought home in her heart! Gotta go home! Besides, according to the old rules of rural people, only by dying in their own hall can they be considered to be dead.
Thinking of this, she said to her second son who was waiting by her side: "We will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I don't want to stay here for a day."
Guo Yufen's life was full of ups and downs and hardships, and her husband died when she was young. Left behind their mother and son, and an elderly mother-in-law.
What's even more heart-wrenching is that her boss Feng Zhenggang was born blind from birth. At that time, the midwife found out about this and recommended that the child be sent away. However, Guo Yufen was resolutely opposed, so Feng Zheng was able to survive just now.
As a private teacher at the village primary school, Guo Yufen teaches and educates during the day, and at night she devotes herself to teaching her son how to perceive the world with touch and hearing, and how to read and write in Braille.
She not only has to take care of Feng Zhenggang's daily life, but also help him integrate into the school and society. Despite the many challenges, she always encourages her son to face them bravely.
With her encouragement, Feng Zhenggang gradually became strong and confident. After entering school at the age of eight, his academic performance has been very good, and memorizing texts and mental arithmetic have always been his strengths.
Guo Yufen attaches great importance to cultivating children's tactile ability, and by the third grade of primary school, Feng Zhenggang can already use a cane to grope to go to school, enter the classroom in the school, and go to the toilet without being led.
Later, it developed to the point where you can write neat fonts in the homework book just by feel, of course, this is inseparable from Guo Yufen's guidance.
After Feng Zhenggang graduated from primary school, his dream was to continue to go to junior high school with his classmates, but schools for blind children were only available in provincial capitals, and Guo Yufen's family conditions could not afford to go to them.
Although Guo Yufen has visited several nearby middle schools in the hope of keeping her children in school, none of them are willing to accept blind people.
This hit Feng Zhenggang very hard, and he cried bitterly for several days.
Later, someone recommended a master who could rap art to Guo Yufen, so Feng Zhenggang followed this folk artist to learn rap art. At the age of seventeen, Feng Zhenggang was already able to rap more than 100 pieces, and he played the three strings well.
Guo Yufen's purpose is to let her son learn a craft so that he can support himself in the future. But the plan can't keep up with the changes, with the development of society, tape recorders, and television have entered thousands of households one after another, and the era of rap artists walking the streets and alleys to beg for a living has ended.
After completing his studies, Feng Zhenggang could only stay at home and let his mother raise him, Guo Yufen saw that this was not good, although his son had a rap ability, he had nowhere to show it, so he sent Feng Zhenggang to a massage parlor opened by a blind man to learn massage.
After completing his studies, Feng Zhenggang has been working in a massage parlor, and although he doesn't earn much money, he can support himself, which is enough as a disabled person.
In her later years, Guo Yufen suffered from diabetes, and later developed diabetic foot, unable to take care of herself, Feng Zhenggang had to quit her job and come back to serve her mother.
Guo Yufen spent a lot of effort on Feng Zhenggang, so she also doted on this son very much, from childhood to adulthood, but whenever Feng Zhenggang was bullied, she was so angry.
The next day, they were discharged from the hospital and returned home. Guo Yufen lay on the bed in the hall, feeling the warmth and familiar atmosphere of home. Her three sons stayed by her side and accompanied her through the last moments of her life.
In the process, Guo Yufen recalled her life. She thought of her husband, who had died young, but who had left her three lovely sons.
She also remembered her mother-in-law, who had been supporting Guo Yufen and helping her take care of the children despite her advanced age.
Guo Yufen felt that her life was coming to an end, but she was not afraid. She knew that she would be reunited with her husband and mother-in-law in heaven, and together they would continue to guard the home.
In the last moments of her life, Guo Yufen felt the love and care of her sons. She knows that her children have grown up and have their own families and careers. She is proud and proud of them.
On the morning of the fourth day after Guo Yufen returned home, when the second child came to her mother's house, her mother had not eaten, saying that she had called the eldest several times and did not come, and she did not know what was going on.
When the second brother came to the eldest brother's room, he saw that the eldest brother was still sleeping, and he called a few times and did not answer, and put his hand on his nose to try, but there was no breath.
The second child hurriedly came to his mother's room to report, only to hear Guo Yufen say: "It's okay, die early and get rid of your sin!" ”
The second child didn't understand what his mother meant, and then asked: What now?
Needless to say, it is the busy season of the autumn harvest, and the villagers are very busy, so they will find four or five clansmen to help, and bury it tomorrow morning. The coffin will be used for the one that was prepared for me. ”
On the sixth day after Feng Zhenggang's death, Guo Yufen also passed away.
Regarding Feng Zhenggang's death, the villagers talked a lot and thought that there were many doubts. At that time, there were three theories: first, Guo Yufen loved this son too much, and she was afraid that her son would suffer after her death, so she sent her son away before he died.
The second statement: Feng Zhenggang didn't want to live anymore, and after his mother died, he had no one to worry about, so he committed suicide by taking medicine.
The third way of saying: natural death.
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