In the summer of 2014, I was sent by my parents to live with my aunt in a small town because I had some trouble at work. So, at night, I went to the bar with my cousin's buddies, went to the night market, jumped, and sang. Among them, there is Li Jianyi, 33 years old, who loves a 23-year-old girl named Lan Die.
From a woman's point of view, Lan Die is really nothing cute. I often say only three sentences, okay, yes, I don't know. touched the meat joke and blushed and lowered his head.
I think there are two kinds of real women, one is not serious because they pretend to be serious, and they are not serious because they are not serious, and the other is Lan Die, who was born with wings down, like an angel.
Lan Die and this group of people are mixed together because of Li Jianyi. It is said that Lan Die's painting was taught by Li Jian, and they have been in it for two years.
One day, Li Jianyi drove her home and crashed into the car. Li Jianyi lay in the hospital for a whole month, his right arm was almost half disabled and his temperament changed drastically. Lan Die told me that he couldn't even tighten her hand a little tighter.
I said, "Then you just tighten him." ”
She said, "yes, you can't let go for the rest of your life." ”
Lan Die said no, not won't or don't want to.
Li Jianyi also has a buddy Scar Fly. He was called so because he had a scar on his eyelid.
Scar Fei is a little literary person, if you say that time is not used, he can immediately face the "young man's steps, and he is pale in the blink of an eye." ”
At that time, Scar Fei fell out of love and was in pain. I persuaded him, "What's uncomfortable, those who wear red will come and hang green." ”
"I can't afford to have this outcome," he said. ”
I said, "The process is important, just forget it." It's like opening a lock, you go in, you screw it, as for whether the lock can be opened or not, that's not your business. ”
"All outcomes determine the nature of the process," he said. The fact that she left me determined her total rejection of the process. ”
I looked at him adoringly and said, "Then you can go on, philosopher." ”
However, it was this Scar Fei who never forgot his past relationship, and soon fell in love with Lan Die half a year after Li Jianyi drove Lan Die into an accident.
I said, "Scar Fei, Li Jianyi and Lan Die are in love." ”
He said: "Love is a good one, before you stay, one of them always has a chance to quit." ”
I said, "Shame on you." Don't you know that a friend's wife can't be bullied. ”
He said with a hippie smile: "The world has changed a long time ago, friend's wife, you're welcome." ”
In order to avoid Scarfly's bombardment, Lan Die urged Li Jianyi to hurry up and get married.
Li Jianyi seemed to be overwhelmed, one day, he invited me to a barbecue, and after a few glasses of beer, he began to complain: "You don't know how annoying this woman is if she is forced to marry, she will almost put a pistol to my head." ”
I said, "What do you think?" ”
He said: "I just don't want to get married, annoying." ”
I said, "Which big girl is talking to you for fun, there must be a destination in the end." ”
He said irritably: "You women know that if you get married, getting married is tantamount to laying a landmine for love, and if you don't lift your feet, it's a death." ”
I put his head over his head and looked him in the eye and said, "You are not the kind of irresponsible man, tell me the truth, is it because of the injury of your right arm and low self-esteem?" ”
He pushed my hand away, shook his head, and said with a wry smile: "Of course not, you still worry about me about this, I don't even remember it." ”
He hesitated, lowered his head, and squeezed out a fluttering sentence from his mouth: "Besides, my hand is not disabled." ”
On that day, the street food stalls were deserted. The big waist in front of us was cold, hot and cold, and I had no appetite at all.
At the end, he took out a cigarette, took a puff and said, "Last week, I went to the movies with a neighbor, and we quarreled before the movie was finished. She doesn't seem to have anything else to talk about except urging marriage. As a result, I threw her a sentence that there would be someone who would take her into marriage, but not me. Then I went alone. ”
I said, "You're done?" ”
He shed two tears and said, "Hmm. Finished. It's sad. ”
For the settlement of an emotion, some people still have a lifetime, and some people have two tears.
But I remember that they were obviously in love. One time we were drinking and we got into an argument with the next table, and the men got into a fight. I saw Li Jianyi bypass the impulsive crowd and stool legs, put Lan Die on his shoulder, and carried him out of the battlefield, and he returned by himself.
I guess that's love. But how can love not be related to marriage?
Not long after, Li Jianyi left, saying that he would go to other places to study design.
It was about October, and the leaves were not yet yellow, and Scar Fei and Lan Die held a wedding.
Except for Li Jianyi, we all went.
Lan Die was very beautiful that day, and Scarfly's gaze never left her. She hates Li Jianyi, and she has a feeling of happiness and revenge when she gets married, and it is said that the two are also ready to die and never get along.
After the wedding, I left the town. Occasionally, when I go to my aunt's house, I will go to the bar where we frequent. It's been taken down by Scar Frisbee, and there are a few other stores open.
The most recent time we saw each other was 10 days ago, when I went to my cousin's wedding, stumbled all the way, got off the highway early, and turned around to get there.
Lan Die is still running that shop, ten years later, she saw me smile when she was reunited after a long absence, her eyes were bright, and there was no meanness in her smile given by time. Presumably, Scarfly made her have a good life.
Now, everyone calls Scar Fei Mr. Xiao.
In the evening, Mr. Xiao called a few people who were often together, except for this and that, they all looked rich, and they all had so much money that they wanted to go to the grave and burn two dozen.
Everyone drank some wine, and Mr. Xiao asked me: "Do you have Li Jianyi's ***?" ”
I said, "No." ”
He said, "I have." ”
So, I was given a string of numbers.
I asked, "Is he married?" ”
Mr. Xiao shook his head, looking indescribable.
The next night, I called Li Jianyi, and he said that he was in Beijing.
I said I'd have a chance to meet.
On May Day, he came to the city where I lived, and we met. The years have a special preference for men, and time has not stopped at him.
I asked, "Are you married?" ”
He shook his head. "Why single? ”
He looked down and was silent for a while, then looked up and said, "I can't." ”
I was surprised and said, "No? Why not? "Then, I won't ask. His expression told me that it was true, that it didn't work.
I gasped: "How so?" ”
"It crashed that year, and that was the main injury," he said. ”
I don't know what to say anymore. He whispered, "Lan Die is doing well now." ”
He said, "I know. She drove a red Japanese car to the store at 8 o'clock every day, and came out at 7 o'clock in the evening, and she gained some weight. When she goes back at night, she always sits in the car and listens to songs, sometimes playing **, sometimes in a daze. In late autumn, she always wears a thin tweed long skirt with a small ankle exposed, and she is particularly stinky and beautiful. Her feet were cold, and I thought that if I were around her, I wouldn't let her wear it like that. ”
He said that Scar Fei knew the situation at the time, and later talked about it in depth, and asked Scar Fei to marry Lan Die, and he was more relieved.
I cried unproductively.
"I've seen snow across the street from her shop in the winter and sheltered from the rain in the summer, but I've never left her," he said. But it didn't work at all. She didn't know it, she didn't feel it, and I didn't know the point of doing it. ”
Loving someone is actually quite bitter. It turned out that there was no disappointment in this world, and he made the best choice for her back then.
Coming out of the bar I drove home. At a glance, the highway seems to be boundless, and those outstretched signs either let you go left or right, life is really full of choices.