She is the quiet and well-behaved Lin Qiyue in "July and Ansheng".
But in reality, she only has the heroine's "love brain", but she has not become the heroine's life.
Her life has never been able to meet her own "Ansheng".
She is Ma Sichun, an overly underestimated woman.
In her career, as a powerful actor, she has been questioned because of her family.
Family, the education of her parents caused her to be humble in character and emotionally frustrated.
Emotionally, her boyfriend's ridicule became the last straw that crushed her.
Her boyfriend's suppression and the ridicule of netizens have always accompanied her.
What did she go through to have such a miserable life?
Born in Anhui in 1988, she has had a life that others can't touch since she was a child.
At the age of 7, he starred in his first movie "Winter of Three".
At the age of 12, he participated in the TV series "Mansion Gate".
But she is such a "proud girl of the sky", but she shows extreme humility in love.
When his youth was budding, Ma Sichun met the person who made him make up his mind to live his life.
But the man didn't have any feelings for Ma Sichun.
It is often said that "men chase women across the mountain, and women chase men across the veil".
Who would have thought that when placed on Ma Sichun's body, the veil would become an unbreakable curtain.
It wasn't until three years later that Ma Sichun finally received a response from his beloved.
Even the long-term nature of this relationship made Ma Sichun have unrealistic fantasies.
But no matter how strong the lock is, it will be broken, and this love is far from being as long-term as Ma Sichun thought.
It is said that there will eventually be a "seven-year itch" in love, but Ma Sichun's love has lasted for ten years.
For this hard-won relationship, Ma Sichun has paid a lot, almost asking for it.
However, her humble appearance made the other person unscrupulous.
In order to make her life better with her boyfriend, Ma Sichun worked almost desperately.
But in exchange for the betrayal of her boyfriend.
When told that her boyfriend had fallen in love with someone else, Ma Sichun's world almost collapsed.
She has always been about to be close to others, and this time she also chose to let go, but this has also become an eternal frustration in her heart.
The collapse of the relationship made Ma Sichun's life after that muddy.
But the busyness of her career made her unable to stop, but it was also her work that allowed her to usher in a new beginning.
In 2013, Ma Sichun and Ou Hao met because of work.
At that time, Ma Sichun fell in love with this handsome and dashing young man at first sight.
But Ou Hao's first impression of Ma Sichun was "she is so fat".
When Ma Sichun learned of Ou Hao's idea, she started her own ** plan.
And Ma Sichun, who successfully lost dozens of pounds, soared in appearance and won Ou Hao's heart.
After being together, the two lived a sweet life, and in order to help their boyfriend, who was not yet famous, they even used their own resources as a boost.
But can Ou Hao, who has an arrogant temperament, really endure such "humiliation"?
In 2017, Ma Sichun and Ou Hao made their relationship public.
But this relationship was questioned by netizens, and the behavior of announcing the relationship just after winning the movie made everyone point the finger at the beneficiary Ou Hao.
Although Ou Hao did not respond to this, in life, he unconsciously had some derogatory words about Ma Sichun's figure.
And that's just the beginning of events.
Ma Sichun was not unaware of her boyfriend's ridicule, but her humility in character made her dare not ask questions.
It was at this time that she realized that she had depression and began to use medication to improve her mood.
But after taking the medicine, her weight increased rapidly, and she fell into a situation of repeated **.
And Ou Hao's career also ushered in a peak during this time, but this time they had a contradiction.
As his fame grew, so did Ou Hao's discussions.
But Ou Hao, who focuses on his career, didn't want his efforts to be ignored, so the two broke up.
There was a lot of speculation on the Internet about the reasons for the breakup of the two, but none of them affected the two parties who were parties.
And Ma Sichun broke up, and he still ** Ou Hao's works for the first time, but he was seen by everyone.
Ma Sichun was in a state of collapse because of love, and let the good deeds initiate**.
And the obese figure caused by taking medicine has also become a point of attack against Ma Sichun.
A large number of remarks criticizing Ma Sichun's figure appeared on the Internet, and Ma Sichun's condition was even more serious.
Her increasingly fat figure due to drugs also hit her career.
This is also in stark contrast to Ou Hao, whose career is getting better and better.
And the culprit of all this is because of her extremely humble character.
People don't change suddenly, and Ma Sichun's humble personality for love seems to have been cultivated a long time ago.
What is her family's role in it?
Ma Sichun was not happy when he was a child, and his parents' busy work made Ma Sichun not pay attention.
Hungry for attention, she always does something to get her parents' attention, but always with little success.
They hope that Ma Sichun can be obedient and sensible.
Under this influence, Ma Sichun hoped that someone could save him.
And it was her aunt Jiang Wenli who saved her at that time.
Because her mother is Jiang Wenli's agent, Ma Sichun can often meet Jiang Wenli.
And her more and more silent changes were seen by Jiang Wenli.
And her approach is to bring Ma Sichun into the crew to visit, hoping that the crew's peers can change the status quo.
It was this opportunity that changed her fate.
Because of an accident, the original young actor suddenly couldn't come, and Ma Sichun's arrival just solved the urgent need.
This incident made Ma Sichun like acting, but Jiang Wenjuan, as a mother, did not agree with her entering the entertainment industry.
She knows too well the twists and turns behind the entertainment industry, in order to prevent Ma Sichun from falling into it, Jiang Wenjuan showed her toughness.
Ma Sichun always thought that she had talent in this area, but her resistance was not worth mentioning to Jiang Wenjuan.
Jiang Wenjuan criticized her as worthless, and only hoped that she would be obedient and dispel the idea of becoming an actor.
Although it has been effective, the consequence is that Ma Sichun's character has become more and more humble.
And this will become the thorn in her heart that can never be pulled out later.
After growing up, Ma Sichun's choice in life is still not in his hands.
Whether it is school or work, she has always been manipulated by her parents.
Perhaps it was the first half of his life that was overly interfered with that made Ma Sichun's personality more and more humble.
And the breakup with Ou Hao brought Ma Sichun not only pain, but also his own awakening.
The oppression of the family and the oppression of emotions broke out at one time under the backlog of many years.
As a result, Ma Sichun no longer prayed for the salvation of others.
Today, Ma Sichun devotes more energy to his work.
She even lost 50 pounds in half a year and returned to her peak.
Although she has started a new relationship, this time she will not be humble and begging.
She no longer pays attention to other people's thoughts and faces them calmly.
Ma Sichun, who has now broken up with Ou Hao for 6 years, finally reconciled with himself.
She understands that loving herself is true salvation.