In my old age, I was most afraid of becoming a useless person, a nuisance and a burden to my family.
In the past few days, I am being hospitalized because of my condition, and I am lying on the hospital bed thinking a lot and feeling a little sad. Headache and fatigue all over the body, I can't pull up my legs if I walk a little more, I am not too old to be like this, what should I do if I can't take care of myself one day in the future?
Today there is a new patient in the ward, she was pushed by her husband in a wheelchair, and after being held to the bed, I found that she could not take care of herself, her husband went home to get her hospital items, and she took the initiative to talk to me about her condition, and listened to her own story that she has been paralyzed for more than ten years because of rheumatoid disease, and has been taken care of by her husband. She said that she lived a very inferior life, she couldn't die if she didn't live well, she had no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, her husband was sometimes impatient after a long time, she didn't say that she was in pain, and she couldn't live in peace, and sometimes she wanted to break herself, but she couldn't do it herself, she was a useless person. I really didn't feel good about listening to her words.
There is a line in Pirates of the Caribbean: "The meaning of life is much more than survival, the real skill is to learn to live on your own forever".
I don't want to be a useless person, and I don't want to be a burden and a nuisance to my family. People come to this life in this life, I want to live this life well and do what I want to do; Eat what I want to eat; Love those I love; Look at the scenery I want to see; Spend your own money to save your own savings and remain financially independent; Self-learning and self-growth, thoughtful and valuable; Do not rely on parents, partners or children, and live a happy and worry-free life in your old age.
There is no one to replace the disease in one's own body, no one to cherish the pain in one's own body, this world really belongs to us only our own body, and the most important thing is health, so love yourself well! **10,000 Fans Incentive Plan