My mother died in a car accident trying to save me.
Therefore, my father hated me and my brother blamed me
Later I needed someone to sign for my cancer surgery, and they said:
It's better to die sooner. ”
When I couldn't hold on, I customized the AI according to my mother's appearance, but gently put my hand on the top of my head and comforted:
Xiaoyun doesn't cry, mom is here. ”
One of the things I regret most in my life is having a birthday when I was eighteen.
After being opposed by everyone, complaining about my mother:
You shouldn't have given birth to me! ”
Then run away from home.
Dad scolded:
She's a white-eyed wolf! It's been in vain for more than ten years! ”
My brother also said coldly:
Ungrateful stuff! ”
My mom glared at them and hurriedly got up to chase me.
Luck! Luck! ”
She shouted anxiously behind me.
The sound of breaking crept into my ears with the wind.
I couldn't help but run faster.
I was so focused on running that I forgot to look at the road.
Drop-" A car slammed out of its blind spot.
By the time I tried to dodge, it was too late.
I thought I was going to die.
but was vigorously pushed out.
At that moment, I heard a loud bang and subconsciously turned my head.
saw the most unforgettable scene in this life.
Mom's body was knocked off the ground and fell heavily to the ground.
She was soaked in blood all over.
I crawled over with my hands and feet.
Wanted to call her. A "mom" was blocked in his throat and couldn't spit it out.
She touched my face with all her might, and said with difficulty:
Xiaoyun, live ...... well”
And then fell into my arms forever.
I hugged her helplessly.
Little by little, I felt her body temperature get colder, but I couldn't do anything about it.
At the funeral, I knelt in front of my mother's portrait.
Hear the exchange of relatives with each other.
That's her, the Lan family's mourning star. ”
killed her grandmother at the beginning, and today she killed her own mother. ”
If I were her, I would have been killed by a head-on, where would I still have the face to live in this world? ”
Dead Star? Right!
I'm the Dead Star.
My mother's health was not as good as before because she was pregnant with me, and then she had a difficult birth.
Grandma was in a car accident on the way to the hospital and died.
Therefore, my father hated me and my brother blamed me
It was my birth that made this family unfortunate.
Even the only mother who loved me died because of me.
I still live so much in this world.
After my mother's funeral, my father packed up his things and kicked me out of the house.
He looked at me condescendingly.
There is no half-distraction in the fundus of the eyes.
I will support you until you graduate from high school. ”
You don't have to come back again. ”
I stood in the cold wind, shivering with cold.
Watching my dad turn around, his indifferent back disappearing before my eyes.
He opened his lips and swallowed all the bitterness in his throat.
Mom died. I don't have a home anymore.
I have been living at the school since then.
Until the college entrance examination. A good result was achieved.
Subconsciously want to share this joy with others.
I took out my phone but didn't know who to call.
Once upon a time, I took the first place in the exam, and put the award certificate in the most conspicuous place.
Dad glanced at it and said:
No matter how many firsts she takes, it can't change the fact that she is a broom star. ”
Grandma loved my brother the most when she was alive.
That's why he's the one who hates me the most.
He asked me, "Lan Yun, why are you living so happily?" ”
You can carry the lives of your grandparents and grandparents. ”
He reminded me all the time that I had killed my grandparents.
I cried and fell asleep.
When I woke up, my mother crouched on the edge of the bed and quietly stuffed me with a lollipop.
She reassured me: "Don't take these words to heart. ”
Xiaoyun, it would be good if you went to college. ”
Mom, I'm in college.
Did you see that?
Dad did what he said.
He really didn't give me a penny in four years of college.
While others were enjoying college life wantonly, my life was full of chaos.
I racked my brains every day for tuition and living expenses.
I finally stumbled through college.
After graduating, he worked for a technology company.
The company is working on AI projects.
They say they want to use technology to bring the dead back to earth.
There is a lot of discussion about this on the Internet.
Netizens are afraid that artificial intelligence will give birth to thoughts, and that will be the end of mankind.
I was like a drowning man grasping at a life-saving straw.
Studying day and night.
Again and again, it was overturned.
Finally, according to the image in my memory, my mother was "resurrected"!
On the day of my success, I hugged the AI robot that looked exactly like my mother and cried.
But after all, it is just a robot that does what humans tell it to do.
It's not my mom.
Mom will never come back!
I poured all my thoughts about my mom into AI.
Trying to find the feeling of motherhood in it.
It will greet me when I open the door :
Xiaoyun, welcome home! ”
It would throw my changed clothes in the washing machine.
He would say to me, "The food is warm in the pot." ”
It will also give me a shallow hug when I'm feeling down.
But it doesn't have a human body temperature.
Its embrace is cold after all.
When I realized this, all the beauty of self-deception collapsed in an instant.
I rushed into the bathroom, hugged the toilet and threw up.
In hindsight, my life became meaningless the moment my mother died.
After years of spinning day and night, my body finally collapsed.
I collapsed in the lab.
I woke up to find my colleague's eyes full of sympathy as they looked at me.
She said to me with red eyes
Xiaoyun, you have a good rest, the leader gave you annual leave. ”
All ** expenses are reimbursed by the company. ”
We are all waiting for you to come back. ”
At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of her words.
Are the company's benefits so good?
Until I got my medical records
Advanced stomach cancer. It's cancer!
I didn't even notice it.
At least until I fainted this time, my body was as strong as steel.
Maybe it's because I'm overdrawing my health in advance.
Sickness comes like a mountain.
I started vomiting, cramping, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep.
In less than a week, it was in shape.
Skinny and out of shape.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I covered my lower abdomen and made a joke with **:
I feel like I can go to the set and apply for the role of Skeleton Monster right now. ”
* Busy hanging water and didn't respond to me.
When leaving, she told me:
It's best to have your family sign for tomorrow's surgery. ”
Tomorrow is my last surgery.
In my current physical condition, the success rate is low.
*The implicit meaning in the words is:
Call someone to come and collect my body.
Family? What an unfamiliar word.
After I left that house, I never went back.
Only occasionally sent some money to my father's bank account.
It can be regarded as repaying him for raising me in the first eighteen years.
Now, let my dad or brother sign for the surgery.
Will they be willing?
As it turns out, I shouldn't have taken the slightest chance of it.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have despaired so thoroughly.
When they heard the news that I was dying of cancer, none of them cared about me.
I could even hear a hint of joy in my father's voice
Remember to leave a will to give all your property to your brother, he is under a lot of pressure to support his family. ”
And my so-called brother, the tone is even more aloof:
Die and die. ”
Don't let me collect your body. ”
Boom! "The phone slipped out of my palm.
Fell to the ground.
Suddenly, I felt like all my strength was drained.
My stomach throbbed and throbbed.
I curled up and hugged myself tightly.
Resisting this desperate pain.
When I was so confused that I had the first thoughts of death, I had the idea of dying.
I hid a bottle of sleeping pills in a drawer on my bedside table.
For several years, I suffered from severe insomnia.
Medication is needed to help you fall asleep.
Before I was hospitalized, I brought sleeping pills from home.
I want to die. Death is liberating, isn't it?
I forced my hand out and pulled open the drawer with difficulty.
Rummage around inside.
The next moment, I managed to hold the vial.
But because of the pain, I couldn't exert any strength in my body.
Tremblingly, he unscrewed the medicine bottle, but the pills were scattered all over the ground.
How can it be so light and so bad!
Did fate play a trick on me?
I cried. Tears welled up in her face.
I can't see clearly in the ward anymore.
In a blur, it seemed as if a hand was slowly touching the top of my head.
Massage gently like a mom.
I was in a single room.
Apart from me, only AI robots accompany me.
This hand can only be its.
But I didn't turn it on?
I was puzzled.
But in the next second, I heard her voice mixed with worry and pain slowly sounding:
Xiaoyun doesn't cry, mom is here. ”
To be continued. If it is invaded and deleted.
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