My name is Su Nianqing, and I am the eldest daughter of the crown prince. I was supposed to be the happiest person in the world, with loving parents.
Unfortunately, my mother died young, and my mother told me before she left.
The most important thing in this world is the character of a girl, you grasp the truth, no matter how much your husband has a lot of fancy intestines, you can't bother you, your mother is bound to be unable to hold on, my son is the eldest daughter of the lost mother, without the help of brothers and sisters, after your father continues the string, there will be another child, and my son's situation will get worse and worse. ”
So I learned early on to be a good old man who was helpful and helpful, and I took charge of the family through my father's affection for my mother.
I became a close friend of Prince Li Jue through the fact that my father is the prince's concubine, and I let the people in the capital know that the Su family has a daughter, who lost her mother at a young age but is peerless.
Probably because my fame was too good, it aroused the curiosity of the proton Dilishati of the border khanate, and he became famous, he was the favorite son of the khanate khan, and the khan's health was already very bad.
Dilishati prepared to return to the throne of the Khan. So I asked the emperor to marry me and him, he admired the culture of the Central Plains, and heard that the Xie family had a daughter, and he was willing to marry me as Kedun and establish diplomatic relations between the two countries.
It's just a woman, or the daughter of a minister, the emperor didn't think about it, and immediately issued a holy decree.
I was probably really bad at the age of 16, my father's tears could not make the emperor change his mind, I was named Princess Zhaoping, and half a year later Wei Shu, the son of General Wei, sent me to the grassland.
After being married, I began to be myself, but my mother's last words did not make me happy after all, and I had to walk alone.
Because I know too much about my ordinary, so I don't want to lose my curiosity about the world, I will always love small animals, love sunshine, love plants, of course I know that life is very tiring, but since life is not going to let me go, then I plan to learn to swim when I am drowning.
So I got a puppy and went to learn the language of the khanate. I began to believe in the Buddha, I have the Buddha in my heart, and I have Bodhi everywhere.
I knew what I was going to face when I went there, so I got fit. During this period, Qin Yu, the daughter of the prime minister, was given a marriage to the crown prince Li Yu.
They got married, and they wore red makeup. The imperial city set off fireworks for one night, I think, the crown prince Li Yu is afraid that he is as stable as Mount Tai, after all, the queen's mother family is the general's mansion, and the prime minister is the head of the civil officials.
After I was married, the crown prince Li Yu never looked for me again, until the eve of his wedding, he came to tell me that he was sorry, and that he would definitely govern the Great Wei well in the future, and strive not to let any of the children of the Great Wei live far away.
I just think it's pathetic.
I said, "The concubine hopes that the prince will pay attention to his body, and I wish the prince and the princess a harmonious voice." I only hope that the prince will miss you and me, and take good care of my father. ”
The crown prince should be left later.
I thought to myself, bah, I don't want you to be happy, and in the end I was exiled to the crown prince, and the woman I hate the most is the crown princess, don't you know!?
Soon half a year has passed, and it seems that the crown prince and the crown princess are really in response to what I said, and when I am about to leave my homeland, the crown princess is pregnant.
It's so uncomfortable, I'm going to be far from my homeland. When I left, the scene was probably bigger than the prince's wedding, a woman, worth a million soldiers, my father said that he would not come to see me off today, I hope I will take good care of my body in the future, take care of myself is to take care of him, let me not worry about him, others will treat him well.
The long street was lined with people, men and women, young and old, with yellow hair hanging down, rich young people in bright clothes, and poor people in ragged clothes, and I saw my father also standing in the crowd wiping his tears.
They did not cheer, did not sing and dance to the sound of the noisy drums, but stood there silently, watching the carriage go away, with solemn expressions and tears in their eyes.
Father shouted, Princess Pingzhao take care.
In a foreign country, a weak woman, she can't do anything, so she can only take good care of her body.
On the way to the border city, I got acquainted with Wei Shu, and he happily told me that he hadn't seen his father for a long time, and that he could finally go to the border to meet his father under the pretext of sending me and his relatives. And I probably hate them at this time, if it weren't for the weakness of my Great Wei army, why would I go to make peace. They were reunited, but I could never be reunited with my father.
Whenever the team stopped to rest, I sat in the saddle, my bones falling apart, and I couldn't lift my fingers. Fortunately, there has always been a Wei book.
Occasionally talk about hoping that his sister can be sensible.
Under the eloquent conversation between Wei Shu and me, half a month passed in a blink of an eye, and I finally walked across the border, Wei Shu and I saw the life of the border people for the first time, and suddenly I felt that the relatives were not so uncomfortable, what kind of situation was that.
Their ** dark, skinny but determined, the soldiers defending the city wept bitterly when they saw my convoy coming, saying that they were sorry for me, a weak woman, because they did not fight that battle well. That's why I had to stay away from my homeland and my father.
They made me understand that no matter how humble the body is, there are mountains, rivers, sun and moon in the blood that flows. The soft bones are also able to support the wind and frost of the country.
Wei Shu and I looked at each other, and I said to him, "I want to meet your father." I want to meet the general who has been guarding the border and has been plagued by wind and sand for decades, and has not seen his children grow up. ”
I went to the General's Mansion with Wei Shu, and I finally knew why Wei Shu escorted me, and I finally knew why the Great General who had just been at the city gate did not come to greet his son who had been absent for decades.
He was old and sick, and he passed away before he could even say a few words to us. After he left, the military advisor told us that Wei Shu then took over as a general and guarded the frontier to set up our state, but he did not mourn secretly, and we all understood that before the general left, he was especially afraid that Wei Shu would be too young to intimidate others. So I can only grieve what happened after my death and bury him hastily.
Originally, I could only rest for one day, but I wanted to send off the general who was protecting my river, so I told the man sent by Dilishati to pick me up that I was not feeling well and needed to rest for three days.
Through the old general, I looked at the Buddhist scriptures I had recited, and finally realized once again what he meant.
When I was not practicing, I saw that the mountains were mountains, and the water was water. After participating in Zen, I see mountains but not mountains, and water is not water. After enlightenment, the mountain is still a mountain, and the water is still water.
Finally, three days passed. The armored Yulin honor guards silently escorted the carriage, followed by the honor guard propaganda team playing a happy song, mixed with the dull and monotonous sound of horses' hooves, and the colorful flags stretched out in the wind, and the hunting sounded.
Dilishati personally came to greet me, and he told me that it was four days before I could enter the station.
I sat in the carriage, occasionally lifting the curtain and looking out, as far as I could see, the world was vast and desolate. Within a radius of 100 miles, there is no place to live. The farther you go northwest, the weather gets worse and worse, the sky gradually shows signs of wind and snow, and the rolling peaks of the mountains in the sky are covered with snow.
A few days later, I saw a river flowing along the Gobi Desert, the water had not yet frozen, and there were sparse grass growing along the riverside, and occasionally cattle and sheep could be seen drinking on the riverside.
After filling the naan with water, they continued north.
Time passed slowly, and I finally arrived. Looking at the yurts one by one, I decided to go and talk to Dilishati, he must have his purpose in marrying me, and if there is a purpose, I can negotiate with him.
Eventually, Dilishati came over, and he told me that he had chosen to marry me because he longed for.